this is what a call, a fresh look for a fresh beginning!

anyway i don't know why but i suddenly felt this great urge to start blogging again. well its probably because BMT (basic military training) is finally over and i'm suddenly feeling so free, coupled with the fact that i feel like i'm so bloody detached from everything else that is going on outside. so maybe blogging could be a way to keep me in touch with others! as well as myself. haha sounds a little weird i know.

and its really true when i say i feel damn degenerated nowadays because more often than not i find myself stoning omg. i didn't use to stone so much you know. my mind used to be so aliveeee and well. gosh you don't know how terrible i feel. even my socialising skills have gone down a level. and suddenly i have to keep in check certain improper language that will suddenly spurt out from my mouth. i swear this is no good. NO GOOD at all. hahaha. i need help! i need to feel alive again! i need to think!

anyway A level results are out! and i got 3As and a B for Econs. plus a D for GP, which i was initially damn sad and shocked about. but okay i managed to like let go recently, cos i realised that there was no point being depressed anyway. i guess i shouldn't complain because there are many others who didn't do as well. and its really hard when your friends do badly, because you seriously can't say anything to really console them. so i try not to say much, except, don't worry there will eventually be a way out! you can count on me for prayers. yup.

hoho and as i said earlier. BMT IS FINALLY OVER yay. 1 period of torture gone. another one coming. the 9 weeks we went through really had many ups and downs, but i guess overall, a really meaningful experience. pictures up soon! shall wait for soo to send. haha.

okay end of entry for today. YAY i blogged finally. rejoice! and tag my board please (: its totally bare!

Labels: entertheworld.

this is what a call, a fresh look for a fresh beginning!

anyway i don't know why but i suddenly felt this great urge to start blogging again. well its probably because BMT (basic military training) is finally over and i'm suddenly feeling so free, coupled with the fact that i feel like i'm so bloody detached from everything else that is going on outside. so maybe blogging could be a way to keep me in touch with others! as well as myself. haha sounds a little weird i know.

and its really true when i say i feel damn degenerated nowadays because more often than not i find myself stoning omg. i didn't use to stone so much you know. my mind used to be so aliveeee and well. gosh you don't know how terrible i feel. even my socialising skills have gone down a level. and suddenly i have to keep in check certain improper language that will suddenly spurt out from my mouth. i swear this is no good. NO GOOD at all. hahaha. i need help! i need to feel alive again! i need to think!

anyway A level results are out! and i got 3As and a B for Econs. plus a D for GP, which i was initially damn sad and shocked about. but okay i managed to like let go recently, cos i realised that there was no point being depressed anyway. i guess i shouldn't complain because there are many others who didn't do as well. and its really hard when your friends do badly, because you seriously can't say anything to really console them. so i try not to say much, except, don't worry there will eventually be a way out! you can count on me for prayers. yup.

hoho and as i said earlier. BMT IS FINALLY OVER yay. 1 period of torture gone. another one coming. the 9 weeks we went through really had many ups and downs, but i guess overall, a really meaningful experience. pictures up soon! shall wait for soo to send. haha.

okay end of entry for today. YAY i blogged finally. rejoice! and tag my board please (: its totally bare!

Labels: entertheworld.