i didn't start on maths again today! i seriously think i'm going to fail. but then i can't bring myself to care about it because firstly its an R paper, and i seriously don't think i'll make it even if i start. most probably i'll have to have remedial for the rest of the year if i fail. so waste time ):

anyway i collected my contacts today yay! took awhile for me to regain my skill of wearing contacts. haha. first time i'm wearing soft lens! feels so SOFTTT oo lala. okay nevermind. but suddenly without my specs i feel so FREEE and easy. at least my beautiful sideburn isn't being blocked now. hehe.

why do i look small boyboy in contacts! do i? is small boyboy good? first its my hair. now its my contacts! rawr. hahaha. you guys prolly need to get used to it (:

choir farewell today! games was really funny and the forfeits were sick. i esp pity heli for having to kiss jerrold's ass. i mean, that ass might have been kissed by 165461352 guys before her already. super contaminated. thought the food was good! and yes i was damn full after eating and mrpoh said i overate. maybe i did. hahah.

then after came the emotional videos from italy and stuff. i think being in VJ choir is really a privilege, a blessing. the memories that sparked off within me upon watching the video were memories that one could never find elsewhere. i must say the woman announcing winner of grand prize really damn funny. hahah she was being super idiotic. but i couldn't remember till i watched the video again.

after the videos we had a tealight session, where all the year 2s spoke their final words ): long and short speeches were made by everyone and some were really touching. brought tears to some people's eyes. one thing that striked me was what darren said, bout once you join VJ choir. you are forever part of the choir. and thats true, thats what family is (: you see year 7s and 8s coming back for carolling. its amazing.

i'm truly proud to be in this choir, to share my passion for singing with my schoolmates, friends, whoever. seriously looking forward to the many events ahead we're going to have! I LOVE VJ CHOIR WE ROCK!! ((:

shall end with mr kwei's words of wisdom.

to have a passion for singing is a gift, a gift from God.

well said, well said.

thank goodness i can appreciate almost all kinds of music, except techno of course. haha. i'm blogging while listening to SASS's SYF 2005 seventh night of july. omg they're really a damn good band, if only CHSSB was as good as them. haha. band music certainly brings back memories, esp this kind of happycumemo piece.

anyway today was another ogl filled day! went to the seaside and had a sea regatta trial run. man i really don't like east coast park beach, esp after the high tide. because there's so much rubbish and everything washed up to the shore. super sick! anyway the games weren't really that fun, as compared to our batch's own sea regatta. thank goodness it didn't rain! so we had fun playing with the water and i was one of the first few to get dunked. cheering and mass dancing in the water rocks. hahaha.

and i'm happy our og is a really fun og! although we are normally quite low in numbers. like we will say, we have quality not quantity. we consist of samgulopos (gossip queens), crazyshits, tallshits, strongshits, ahpek(s), bimbos. lol. looking forward to orientation yay!

the only thing that made me not so happy today was the fact that i forgot to bring my phone. omg i felt so lost without it, because i depend on it for the time and other stuff! part of why i wanted so badly to come home. to see how many calls i've missed and how many messages i've received! haha oh well.

i still remember something cute poey used to say. sth like when he go overseas leave his phone in singapore. and when he comes back he turns on the phone and messages come in one by one. haha. then if you have alot you'll feel loved.

thats why! usually people would prefer to receive, than to send. like me, i feel happy when i receive messages! hahaha. but you people are not nice enough to send me messages to ask about my day ): hmph. haha no kidding.

R PAPER! getting more and more worried each day. gonna chiongchiong from tmr. MUST. i hope i do ):

i feel like getting a newblogskin! but doubt i'll have the time to find one. find cos i can't create one. not like some html pros. haha.

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for once i don't feel like ending an entry emo-ly. don't really see the point anyway, i shall just keep my thoughts to myself (:

feel the emptiness within me.

finally blogger comes alive. argh been trying for damn long to make this page load. glad it did! anyway shucks i seem to have lost my blogging mood already, cos of the nonstop crapping with charlotte the spider online. SUPER CRAPPY and lame that girl. hahaha.

anyway these 2 days are gonna be packed with orientation stuff. cos we're sorta like going through the games and all. tmr is gonna be sea regatta! hope it turns out fun. today i ponned o-pack packing to go get my contacts! but realised couldn't get them immediately ): cos i suffer from astigmatism (whatever hell that is). so i have to make SPECIAL order for the SPECIAL me (: okay whatever again. and its turns out its 25 bucks for a month! chao ex. mr poh cheat my feelings, say 35 bucks for 3 months can ): hahaha. no la not your fault.

shit my fingers are like cold. can't type properly.

ok so yea after that met kenny and zha at j8, cos i wanted to shop for my bag. then we walked the entire place and ENDED UP deciding to go to town cos kenny had no one to go with him. and we wanted to watch a movie too. yup so we went cine, which was super packed, and shows were full. but i bought my BAG! yay. its a black and yellow glossy nike. i like (: felt so happy after that.

then cos cine no show we headed to lido and decided to watch curse of the golden flower? found it just OK. the whole show was damn drama, full of killing and betrayal and fakeness. like kenny say, SO BITCHY THE SHOW. okay besides that there were alot of jiggling boobs too. haha shan't elaborate. you all must see for yourselves to know what i mean. one of the girls had a boob cut too! hahahah. okay enough.

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i think the best thing i could do know is to distract myself from my biggest distraction.

the worst thing of all is having NOTHING to do, and all you do is just think.

feel like escaping from it, but guess its really not up to me to decide.

i just want to be happy ):

ok mahjonging session is finally over yay. and obviously it was me who won the most. AGAIN. what to do? i'm getting more pro. hahaha. no la kidding. another lucky day for me, too bad we're just playing with chips. now everyone is asleep, except zha, who is busy reading my christmas cards, cos emo me told him that i wanted to blog when he was previously using my com.

thank you jes swee soo kris for sorta making me go for mass today. i really really felt like bumming at home, plus i didn't feel really god motivated. anyway yea it was like 4 plus and it was pouring like mad outside, and me was playing minesweeper (yes again) and sorta relaxing after packing my room. then suddenly jes started talking to me, and from then onwards it was just me going on a guilt trip. haha.

so yea i really felt quite good at mass today. although i wasn't really sitting with you all. since you all decided to come late and just pangseh me and dominic infront. haha. really opened my ears to listen to the readings, the sermon, the rituals. everything. plus, i was really enjoying singing to the carols that were being sung.

then suddenly i realised, these carols that were sung had true meaning behind them. i mean, all these years of singing carols, i haven't really gone to explore into them, it was just singing for the sake of christmas. but then today my gosh, the carols were really for God.

oh holy night, the stars are brightly shining.
it is the night of our dear saviour's birth.

fall on your knees, oh hear the angel voices!
oh night divine..

i was literally singing with my eyes shut and imagining the glory of god coming down upon us, through the birth of our lord jesus christ. christmas finally had some meaning to me, and i guess this year this entire period has really given me a new experience which is much more spiritual.

silent night, holy night
darkness flies, all is bright
shepherds hear the angels sing
alleluia! hail the king!
christ the saviour is born.

i never really felt the true meaning of this song too, till the angmoh teared when she heard us carol. ahh. so touching.

then today i finally picked up my guitar again too. and i just starting strumming and singing. then i realised that singing songs makes me more emo than listening to them.

don't take to long to say,
i love you,
to the ones you love.
cos time has a habit,
of slipping away.

and i want you here tonight,
and i need you by my side,
for just,
one more moment,
for just one more moment,
with you.

ah shit i'm like typing lyrics. a very babaganoush thing to do. haha.

the moments..sigh.

treasure them while they last.

such a pity that i've been looking forward to playing soccer for SO long already, and we were planning to play this morning. just that the rain has to stop us.

it feels almost something like how i feel bout the other thing too.

anyway thankfully i finally caught up on sleep. woke up at 1.30pm, and its only cos my dad called me to wake up. gosh. realised its only like abit more than 1 week before school reopens, but i'm not really worried bout the stuff thats gonna come on me at that time. yet.

i just hope that my feelings don't change. towards you, and everything else.
how long can i wait?
argh i need to go pack my room. awfully messy.

i'm in control. am i?

christmas has come, but it hasn't gone away yet. but it'll be over in maybe 18 hours time. can't stand it when it ends so fast, happy days like these.

thanks for all the cards, the presents, everything! love ya guys. you know who you are.

ah well its like 5.45am now just came back from swee's house and kinda waiting for my hair to dry cos i just bathed. played twister! which is really fun i realise. shall play it one day again. pageant was kinda weird, cos i didn't even know when it ended.

carolling today was really special, because of the last session. there was an appreciative angmoh family sitting right in front of us, and seeing the way they appreciated our singing really made me happy. totally. one of them teared when we were singing silent night, and the entire family just had those kind of, cute expressions on their faces. the joy of carolling, we experienced it. so simple, yet so impactful.

anyway i guess i'm getting tired. shall get 2 hours of sleep before waking up for carolling again. gonna die i guess.

i'm so confused with what you're saying.
i wish i really knew.

are those words meant for me?

i have my doubts.

and those doubts won't go away.

not until i truly know.

truly know.

when will that be? when?

thank God for jude man. i think his input today really had an impact on not only me but all of us. for a moment the purpose of LOG itself suddenly dawned on me. and all this while i haven't really realised that we've been so inward looking, and that being inward looking is not what God wants us to do!

God. Sent. Field.

so simple, yet difficult to accomplish.

anyway praise God that i experienced a sort of renewal this retreat, although i missed alot of the main parts. at least now i know i can start believing in God again, like start afresh my relationship with him and try to keep it there. I hope i can continue to go strong in my faith. hope the sick and twisted word sin doesn't run riot over me again.

carolling today was just tiring. shan't talk too much bout it.

i just wonder if you notice.

i wanted to take out my guitar to strum something, or just sing a lil. but realised its out of tune cos i haven't touched it for a very long time. then i put it aside, back in its corner, leaving it to collect dust again i guess. its like how some things you used to hold close to your heart you dropped at one point in time, and when you want it back again things just don't respond according to your wishes. ah well.

wrote 2 christmas cards ONLY. and i got tired already. i wonder how i'm going to finish all. just did a list and i have like 42! though i only have 30 cards. shall write as much as i can. sorry if you don't receive your card by christmas ): haha. i think i'll bring some to retreat tmr to chiong during free time. yes.

today's ogl training was kinda fun cos we did all the mass dances, some we did more than once. then we cheered till our voices became hoarse and till the point i still couldn't sing properly during carolling at night although having already maybe like 2 hours rest. the spirit is there i guess for me, its coming on. and i'm getting to know my og mates better! which is really something to keep me sticking to this entire thing. friends are important man seriously. hahaha. loved the sweat, the work out. at least i felt i burnt almost all of last night's steamboat buffet off? haha. yup.

going for retreat tmr so i won't be posting for awhile. there's this funny sound in my room now i'm scared ):

hope retreat will do some good for me. pray for me, whoever you are. haha.

i want you to go away my december worries.

didn't really have the best mornings of all today. kinda didn't want to wake up for ogl training cos like i said, i wasn't REALLY looking forward to it. but yea anyway i still woke up and kong's mother sent us there. ok but best of all when me jason soo and kong were hanging out in the canteen that qiulian-er TANYOOHWEE called us over for our long hair. and he told us to like go cut immediately. bastard leh so early all the hairdressers also not open. but yea anyway i ended up going to the malay barber at parkway to cut and omg i was so freakin scared the guy would screw up my hair. but guess it wasn't as bad as i had expected. thank god.

so after that rushed back and mass danced for awhile before me and danny left for carolling at sia building. gosh i'm getting so sick of carolling i think i'm going to die soon. WE'RE CAROLLING ALMOST EVERY OTHER DAY omg. sommore today we were put in some holding room where the floor had sticky tape marks so it was super sticky. moreover we had to warm out outside on the roof area where it suddenly started to drizzle. worst of all we carolled to like no one. i mean it felt like no one totally, because right in front of us was a white wall, and it was quite funny cos debbie kept talking to the wall. well err sorta if you know what i mean. haha. yea and jingle bells became quite funny thanks to the altos. oh well oh well.

then after carolling went for quick lunch with the choir peeps before heading back to school. then learnt one more mass dance (thank god for the work out man.) and discussed some matters before finishing up our banner. our banner is so nice! thanks to mrelroy of course the artist. after looking at the banner for like quite long, i finally left for CLASS DINNER. which turned out to be a guys outing in the end. hahah super fun.

yea so me, junkiat, jiaqing, george, xiuquan, yongsheng, hongsheng went to some steamboat place near bugis where we had a super nice steamboat buffet! i realise steamboat buffets are much better than like seoul garden bbq shit cos steamboat is all soup and stuff. so its HEALTHIER yes. maybe that explains why i'm not feeling as fat as i should be feeling now (: well anyway dinner was super nice because we finally got to talk cock again. there were alot of funny cases on the table of course because S64 guys never fail to humour each other. haha. we ended up playing zhongjimima, creating super disgusting dishes for the lucky guy to consume. stuff like wait luncheonmeat soaked in vinegar, then all sorts of meat and potato "salad" plus the special tao-can. hahaha which included alot of sick shit. laugh till stomachache man. lucky i only tio once and thank god i didn't have to try to vinegar mixed with chilli and ginger. hahah. eeeew. ah great dinner. lovemyclass(:

ok its POURING outside again i think tonight dunneed to on aircon already. the rain is irritating when i'm outside but when i'm home i feel so cosy and all. oh well please only rain when i'm home ): haha i wish.

i'm suddenly so tired. so much stuff to do, so much stuff to think about. christmas cards, presents, retreat, ogl, carolling, rpaper. no time for rest. wonder how i'm gonna survive.

i seriously need retreat to re-ignite my spiritual life, which has been totally zero for the past month. wonder what has happened to me. i need a calling, i need a new mission for myself. i do hope this christmas has something in store for me, something more than the superficial side of everything. (:

don't wanna lose you.

man u lost. everyone's gone to sleep. and i'm still not looking forward to tmr. ok this is such a useless post.

i wonder how this is gonna end up.

should just stop thinking so much!

i'm in the blogging mood, so here goes.

had 3 sessions of carolling today, totally hardcore. 1 was at marina sq and 2 were at pines country club. the session at marina sq was kinda our last there? so thankfully there were more people than usual, also considering that its a sunday. haha. but oh well i hate carolling there all the same. it feels quite cheapo, like people shop shop walk walk then suddenly walk past the atrium and go EH there's a choir carolling there lets stop for awhile and watch. i think we deserve better! hmph. haha oh well.

anyway after that we had like i dunno 4 or 5 hours break before our session at pines? so yea went to taka basement to eat moddanyaki or whatever. then after eating wasn't even full at all so bought like 3 bucks worth of sushi and gobbled them up. supersuper pig. i still ate like the sushi yenyu bought for us la! then after eating it was quite a long period of AIMLESS walking which was like super irritating. cos the crowd in town was so HUGE everywhere was just so freakin squeezy. haha. finally like settled in the wheelock underpass where we started carolling omg. freakin embarrassing choir people seriously have "the balls". haha. but we were sorta depriving some guitar guy from earning money so we stopped and we went burger king to hang out after that, where we played shoot shack and marry again. omg its really such an evil game (:

this stupid qiulian and 76 thing is going way too far. you all better qiulian-ing stop it. hahaha.

okay anyway carolling at the pines was super tiring la! in malacca dr wong said that singing is actually a physical activity if you fully engage the body. and now when i sing i usually try to engage my body as much as possible, and its FREAKING tiring. all the supporting and all, just makes your stomach bigger, but super HUNGRY at the same time. seriously, singing makes you hungry. haha. well ok gab cheow conducted us and i think he's reallly zai, but then again people as zai as him are hmmm. bit unique. LOL. ok anyway yah carolling at the pines was much much nicer than at marina sq, cos there are many appreciative angmohs. i think angmohs are more appreciative of stuff like that than stupid singaporeans. hahaha. oh and there were funny kids playing around when we were carolling too, one of them was like trying to conduct. quite funny. mspoh was like saying kids always come and disturb our carolling. i think its quite true. haha oh well.

alright i realised i kinda like typed alot of useless shit in this entry which you guys will find no point reading. lol but oh well, BLOGGING mood. sorry, i actually don't like to report my activities in my entries, i find in super boring for my readers. lol. i deeply apologise! haha.

ogl training tmr. i'm SO NOT looking forward to it can. dunno why. i can't seem to seperate myself from choir, SO attached to singing and choir people. rah give me fresh air gimme a boooooost man. i need motivation for lotsa stuff. haha.

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hmm sometimes i find it hard to differentiate over-sensitivity and human nature. its kinda like funny how small small things can make you really happy, like when a person just looks at you and gives you a smile, might just totally make your day. funny how small things can make you feel a lil dejected at times too, like maybe when someone just leaves without looking at you. funny weird thoughts that are generated uncontrollably in your head. hahaha.

i mean to say i enjoy the "ipod moments"! haha lol.

sick of those pictures below. its time for an update! heehee.

gah its already the 16th of December and i haven't studying for my maths paper! wonder when i'm gonna actually START. my plan is to actually clear up my room first like my table etc. before starting to study, but i can't seem to get this thing done in the first place! i have this feeling i'll prolly start after christmas, when everything starts to make me PANIC. GAH that totally MUST NOT HAPPEN.

RICER NG we haven't decided on the songs WHERE ARE YOU. though i don't think you'll see this soon. haha. and i missed core again today ): i feel super mia from log nowadays, seems like my life is starting to revolve around school and choir. sometimes (or most of the time now) i TOTALLY forget about God. wonder how i'm gonna make this advent come alive.

anyway today i watched the holiday! its seriously a really nice show, really nice feel good movie. with pretty katewinslet and hot camerondiaz, plus funny jackblack and the charming judelaw, whose british accent in the movie I FIND totally totally charming. i totally want an accent like his now. hahaha. and seriously NO i'm not charmed by it. i'm just jealous ): the romance is not really those cliche kind and i dunno, its just damn nice! makes you like wanna hmm, hold hands with the person you love and just go awrrrr. haha ok abit off. but yea A DEFINITE MUST WATCH.

alright then went for dinner before heading for band concert, where someone decided to pangseh! yes you yes you. hmph. okay but band concert wasn't such a good thing either. haha the songs were quite long and draggy and i dunno felt most of the musicality wasn't there. and the skit thing was kinda lame at the end. oh well. shan't talk much bout it lest some band person comes to my blog and reads my entry and decides to assassinate me. heh.

then after that me sx kenny zha went to pp to hang out at macs. nope we didn't evaluate at all, just talked rubbish and pigged. haha. and we're going jogging tmr at 8.15 woo! away with the fats.

and yes, totally missed the ten oclock channel u show today ): i should stop spending money so much. today itself i spent more than 30 bucks or close to 40 i think omg. movie, dinner, ticket, flowers. BLAH SUNDAY PLEASE COME SOON.

you rock my world! ((:

first day of carolling! haha guess it was quite fun, although there wasn't really huge applause or whatever. and somehow i think we did create substantial christmas atmosphere. lol. anyway i was like "watermeloning" through some songs cos i COULDN'T REMEMBER the lyrics. and the mike was like directly in front of me. haha better go mug score now.



COSIETY UPDATED PICTURES YAY. love them. thanks to daniel, the ip photographer and councillor i just got to know (:


our lesmis booklet box. cool right!


don't mess with me. i'll steal your money. haha.


getting carressed by the pro-est prostitutes in vj choir. DAWN and SINDHU. hahaha.


my "worthy" wife. johnnie. lol.


our magnificent one day more formation. cool right! heh.

ok done with pictures. i'm too lazy to upload and put more. you pro la wanting. hahaha. malacca pictures if you want to see please go blog hopping! heehee.

good day people!

YO IAGO YOYO IAGO!

hmm okay. maybe the prehype of being ogl during school term finally returned today. i think? haha. woke up this morning at 7 and i felt so tired i wanted to just not go for ogl training today and sleep for another hour plus. then go for choir at 10. haha. never did happen.

but somehow i'm glad i did go. cos it turned out to be quite fun, in addition there was a good work out in store for us. hehe. but yea anyway i met new friends! hope that we'll all work well with each other in the coming weeks. cheered and cheered and talked until voice almost became sot, had to CONSTANTLY remind myself that i still need my voice for carolling. haha. talking bout carolling, just a few hours without choir ppl and i miss them already. gosh. THE ATTACHMENT.

and BABA IS BACKK!! missed your noise and you. happy? bet you are. hahaha.

after ogl training went straight to raffles city to join choir peeps and hung out for quite some time. haha. i seriously think i can't live a day without seeing choir people. MUST PROVE MYSELF WRONG. rawr.

my ear hurts from excessive friction with the phone. haha.

i'm so glad we're talking so much better now.
but sorry if i bore the hell out of you (:

i'm feeling kinda lonely i realise. bored, stressed, whatever. its like past 1am. its halftime btw chelsea and arsenal, but i don't feel like watching anymore. there's ogl training in a couple of hours, which i'm not really looking forward to. some part of me prefers choir, but another part is telling me i have to do this. yet again i'm also worried bout my maths r, which i haven't started studying for. all these, plus all the stuff i husiluanxianging about, is seriously getting me sick.

RAH!

wedding dinner was good. good food. i feel fat. thats all i feel like saying right now.

eee i'm not even in a mood to blog.

why am i blogging?!

argh.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHUWEI! (:
though your birthday is already over. yup. haha.

anyway yea today went out the whole day to celebrate sw's birthday. supposed to meet at 12.30 at dhoby ghaut but ended up WAKING up at 12.30. thankfully wanting woke me up. haha. watched DEJAVU which was a super nice show. i think you guys should all go catch it. then after that we went to nydc to pigg out. yup.

some guy just had to spoil the entire night though. why can't he just let go and move on and respect the other person's decision. but somehow i really feel sad for him, but he doesn't have to cling on. life has so much more for him. well at least we got to chill out at singapore river, it was kinda nice just to sit there and think about stuff. yup.

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had a bad dream last night. kinda like told me that i've been thinking bout you too much. oh well can't be helped. my subconscious mind is working.

its funny how i can suddenly think that, things that happen around you each day can really influence or change your future actions and thoughts, after what happened today. maybe you'll get scared into not doing something you actually wanted to do, that kinda thing.

i keep trying to figure whats going through your mind. but i can never be sure, thats one thing. trying to figure out too much makes me think too much, which in turn increases the emo level. my brain seriously works too much, sometimes its working against me. rah. but of all things, i just want you to be happy (:

your smile works wonders!

okay. i'm getting hungry, shall go sleep before i start pigging. night people.

back! from the bright and scorching sunshine of malacca. sorry guys i didn't tell you i was going off, but bet none of you all remembered me ): haha. can't talk much about the fun we had, but the trip didn't really have any nice outings or walks in places (like italy):) cos it was all about improving our choral singing and stuff. only fun stuff that happened was the evaluations at night and at other times as well, plus all the controversial and ridiculous events, which i shall not elaborate on (:

the clinicians are like super cool love them all, esp arwin tan. i think he looks funny. joshua haubermann rocks too. oh well. okay at least this is the first time i really got to listen to singapore kinda choirs, umm yea. but i wouldn't say all were very good. haha we weren't very good as well but then we still did fairly better than the rest. of course, its vj choir (: i still remember the moment went joshua haubermann said we sing with alot of maturity and sensitivity and stuff. and he was quite impressed. hmm suddenly made me even more proud. hahah. but then we're still getting better.

okay and then 4 hours of shopping. 2 hours at lousy jusco, and 2 hours and brilliant mahkota. seriously too short but bought a nice shirt at FOS. PLUS pigged with secret recipe and kenny rogers blahblahblah. (really pigged alot this trip)

alright. i'm getting tired, so i think i'm not linking my paragraphs sorry! haha. but i would say overall i had fun with everything around, and i did bond with more people around me, but too short though ): coming back sucks. means i have to start studying for maths r paper. rah.

okay shit i'm experiencing DEJAVU now, while typing this entry. everything suddenly looks so familiar.

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thank you to the slut and the bitch for talking to me this trip alot. the nights were wonderful. hahaha.

thank you for the cameras and all the photos. i don't need to bringa camera i realise because choir people are such camwhores.

and thank you for the bus ride home today. it was meaningful, in some way or another, though simple (: made my day!

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i realised sth. I HAVEN'T SAID anything bout MUSICAL. well it was a success i guess, everyone enjoyed it right? esp soo cos i see his blog has our choir pics and he's going gaga over debbie. hahaha stupid idiot.

anyway thanks to churchies and classmates and others for coming to support, and for the beautiful flowers as well. i'm touched (:

well. that's all for now. i'm bored shan't blog anymore.

cya guys!

its officially the FIRST OF DECEMBER. omg in a few hours time we'll all be on stage performing. i hope we do well i hope i hope. i think we will. we will right? hahah.

anyway.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MS POH WAN TING!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MR AMBROSE TEO!

you guys are officially 17 now. go do new stuff (: haha.

and here's a thank you to my colourpencils. thanks for letting me find you!

lol.

gotta go wish me good luck if you see this before tmr night! (:

i didn't start on maths again today! i seriously think i'm going to fail. but then i can't bring myself to care about it because firstly its an R paper, and i seriously don't think i'll make it even if i start. most probably i'll have to have remedial for the rest of the year if i fail. so waste time ):

anyway i collected my contacts today yay! took awhile for me to regain my skill of wearing contacts. haha. first time i'm wearing soft lens! feels so SOFTTT oo lala. okay nevermind. but suddenly without my specs i feel so FREEE and easy. at least my beautiful sideburn isn't being blocked now. hehe.

why do i look small boyboy in contacts! do i? is small boyboy good? first its my hair. now its my contacts! rawr. hahaha. you guys prolly need to get used to it (:

choir farewell today! games was really funny and the forfeits were sick. i esp pity heli for having to kiss jerrold's ass. i mean, that ass might have been kissed by 165461352 guys before her already. super contaminated. thought the food was good! and yes i was damn full after eating and mrpoh said i overate. maybe i did. hahah.

then after came the emotional videos from italy and stuff. i think being in VJ choir is really a privilege, a blessing. the memories that sparked off within me upon watching the video were memories that one could never find elsewhere. i must say the woman announcing winner of grand prize really damn funny. hahah she was being super idiotic. but i couldn't remember till i watched the video again.

after the videos we had a tealight session, where all the year 2s spoke their final words ): long and short speeches were made by everyone and some were really touching. brought tears to some people's eyes. one thing that striked me was what darren said, bout once you join VJ choir. you are forever part of the choir. and thats true, thats what family is (: you see year 7s and 8s coming back for carolling. its amazing.

i'm truly proud to be in this choir, to share my passion for singing with my schoolmates, friends, whoever. seriously looking forward to the many events ahead we're going to have! I LOVE VJ CHOIR WE ROCK!! ((:

shall end with mr kwei's words of wisdom.

to have a passion for singing is a gift, a gift from God.

well said, well said.

thank goodness i can appreciate almost all kinds of music, except techno of course. haha. i'm blogging while listening to SASS's SYF 2005 seventh night of july. omg they're really a damn good band, if only CHSSB was as good as them. haha. band music certainly brings back memories, esp this kind of happycumemo piece.

anyway today was another ogl filled day! went to the seaside and had a sea regatta trial run. man i really don't like east coast park beach, esp after the high tide. because there's so much rubbish and everything washed up to the shore. super sick! anyway the games weren't really that fun, as compared to our batch's own sea regatta. thank goodness it didn't rain! so we had fun playing with the water and i was one of the first few to get dunked. cheering and mass dancing in the water rocks. hahaha.

and i'm happy our og is a really fun og! although we are normally quite low in numbers. like we will say, we have quality not quantity. we consist of samgulopos (gossip queens), crazyshits, tallshits, strongshits, ahpek(s), bimbos. lol. looking forward to orientation yay!

the only thing that made me not so happy today was the fact that i forgot to bring my phone. omg i felt so lost without it, because i depend on it for the time and other stuff! part of why i wanted so badly to come home. to see how many calls i've missed and how many messages i've received! haha oh well.

i still remember something cute poey used to say. sth like when he go overseas leave his phone in singapore. and when he comes back he turns on the phone and messages come in one by one. haha. then if you have alot you'll feel loved.

thats why! usually people would prefer to receive, than to send. like me, i feel happy when i receive messages! hahaha. but you people are not nice enough to send me messages to ask about my day ): hmph. haha no kidding.

R PAPER! getting more and more worried each day. gonna chiongchiong from tmr. MUST. i hope i do ):

i feel like getting a newblogskin! but doubt i'll have the time to find one. find cos i can't create one. not like some html pros. haha.

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for once i don't feel like ending an entry emo-ly. don't really see the point anyway, i shall just keep my thoughts to myself (:

feel the emptiness within me.

finally blogger comes alive. argh been trying for damn long to make this page load. glad it did! anyway shucks i seem to have lost my blogging mood already, cos of the nonstop crapping with charlotte the spider online. SUPER CRAPPY and lame that girl. hahaha.

anyway these 2 days are gonna be packed with orientation stuff. cos we're sorta like going through the games and all. tmr is gonna be sea regatta! hope it turns out fun. today i ponned o-pack packing to go get my contacts! but realised couldn't get them immediately ): cos i suffer from astigmatism (whatever hell that is). so i have to make SPECIAL order for the SPECIAL me (: okay whatever again. and its turns out its 25 bucks for a month! chao ex. mr poh cheat my feelings, say 35 bucks for 3 months can ): hahaha. no la not your fault.

shit my fingers are like cold. can't type properly.

ok so yea after that met kenny and zha at j8, cos i wanted to shop for my bag. then we walked the entire place and ENDED UP deciding to go to town cos kenny had no one to go with him. and we wanted to watch a movie too. yup so we went cine, which was super packed, and shows were full. but i bought my BAG! yay. its a black and yellow glossy nike. i like (: felt so happy after that.

then cos cine no show we headed to lido and decided to watch curse of the golden flower? found it just OK. the whole show was damn drama, full of killing and betrayal and fakeness. like kenny say, SO BITCHY THE SHOW. okay besides that there were alot of jiggling boobs too. haha shan't elaborate. you all must see for yourselves to know what i mean. one of the girls had a boob cut too! hahahah. okay enough.

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i think the best thing i could do know is to distract myself from my biggest distraction.

the worst thing of all is having NOTHING to do, and all you do is just think.

feel like escaping from it, but guess its really not up to me to decide.

i just want to be happy ):

ok mahjonging session is finally over yay. and obviously it was me who won the most. AGAIN. what to do? i'm getting more pro. hahaha. no la kidding. another lucky day for me, too bad we're just playing with chips. now everyone is asleep, except zha, who is busy reading my christmas cards, cos emo me told him that i wanted to blog when he was previously using my com.

thank you jes swee soo kris for sorta making me go for mass today. i really really felt like bumming at home, plus i didn't feel really god motivated. anyway yea it was like 4 plus and it was pouring like mad outside, and me was playing minesweeper (yes again) and sorta relaxing after packing my room. then suddenly jes started talking to me, and from then onwards it was just me going on a guilt trip. haha.

so yea i really felt quite good at mass today. although i wasn't really sitting with you all. since you all decided to come late and just pangseh me and dominic infront. haha. really opened my ears to listen to the readings, the sermon, the rituals. everything. plus, i was really enjoying singing to the carols that were being sung.

then suddenly i realised, these carols that were sung had true meaning behind them. i mean, all these years of singing carols, i haven't really gone to explore into them, it was just singing for the sake of christmas. but then today my gosh, the carols were really for God.

oh holy night, the stars are brightly shining.
it is the night of our dear saviour's birth.

fall on your knees, oh hear the angel voices!
oh night divine..

i was literally singing with my eyes shut and imagining the glory of god coming down upon us, through the birth of our lord jesus christ. christmas finally had some meaning to me, and i guess this year this entire period has really given me a new experience which is much more spiritual.

silent night, holy night
darkness flies, all is bright
shepherds hear the angels sing
alleluia! hail the king!
christ the saviour is born.

i never really felt the true meaning of this song too, till the angmoh teared when she heard us carol. ahh. so touching.

then today i finally picked up my guitar again too. and i just starting strumming and singing. then i realised that singing songs makes me more emo than listening to them.

don't take to long to say,
i love you,
to the ones you love.
cos time has a habit,
of slipping away.

and i want you here tonight,
and i need you by my side,
for just,
one more moment,
for just one more moment,
with you.

ah shit i'm like typing lyrics. a very babaganoush thing to do. haha.

the moments..sigh.

treasure them while they last.

such a pity that i've been looking forward to playing soccer for SO long already, and we were planning to play this morning. just that the rain has to stop us.

it feels almost something like how i feel bout the other thing too.

anyway thankfully i finally caught up on sleep. woke up at 1.30pm, and its only cos my dad called me to wake up. gosh. realised its only like abit more than 1 week before school reopens, but i'm not really worried bout the stuff thats gonna come on me at that time. yet.

i just hope that my feelings don't change. towards you, and everything else.
how long can i wait?
argh i need to go pack my room. awfully messy.

i'm in control. am i?

christmas has come, but it hasn't gone away yet. but it'll be over in maybe 18 hours time. can't stand it when it ends so fast, happy days like these.

thanks for all the cards, the presents, everything! love ya guys. you know who you are.

ah well its like 5.45am now just came back from swee's house and kinda waiting for my hair to dry cos i just bathed. played twister! which is really fun i realise. shall play it one day again. pageant was kinda weird, cos i didn't even know when it ended.

carolling today was really special, because of the last session. there was an appreciative angmoh family sitting right in front of us, and seeing the way they appreciated our singing really made me happy. totally. one of them teared when we were singing silent night, and the entire family just had those kind of, cute expressions on their faces. the joy of carolling, we experienced it. so simple, yet so impactful.

anyway i guess i'm getting tired. shall get 2 hours of sleep before waking up for carolling again. gonna die i guess.

i'm so confused with what you're saying.
i wish i really knew.

are those words meant for me?

i have my doubts.

and those doubts won't go away.

not until i truly know.

truly know.

when will that be? when?

thank God for jude man. i think his input today really had an impact on not only me but all of us. for a moment the purpose of LOG itself suddenly dawned on me. and all this while i haven't really realised that we've been so inward looking, and that being inward looking is not what God wants us to do!

God. Sent. Field.

so simple, yet difficult to accomplish.

anyway praise God that i experienced a sort of renewal this retreat, although i missed alot of the main parts. at least now i know i can start believing in God again, like start afresh my relationship with him and try to keep it there. I hope i can continue to go strong in my faith. hope the sick and twisted word sin doesn't run riot over me again.

carolling today was just tiring. shan't talk too much bout it.

i just wonder if you notice.

i wanted to take out my guitar to strum something, or just sing a lil. but realised its out of tune cos i haven't touched it for a very long time. then i put it aside, back in its corner, leaving it to collect dust again i guess. its like how some things you used to hold close to your heart you dropped at one point in time, and when you want it back again things just don't respond according to your wishes. ah well.

wrote 2 christmas cards ONLY. and i got tired already. i wonder how i'm going to finish all. just did a list and i have like 42! though i only have 30 cards. shall write as much as i can. sorry if you don't receive your card by christmas ): haha. i think i'll bring some to retreat tmr to chiong during free time. yes.

today's ogl training was kinda fun cos we did all the mass dances, some we did more than once. then we cheered till our voices became hoarse and till the point i still couldn't sing properly during carolling at night although having already maybe like 2 hours rest. the spirit is there i guess for me, its coming on. and i'm getting to know my og mates better! which is really something to keep me sticking to this entire thing. friends are important man seriously. hahaha. loved the sweat, the work out. at least i felt i burnt almost all of last night's steamboat buffet off? haha. yup.

going for retreat tmr so i won't be posting for awhile. there's this funny sound in my room now i'm scared ):

hope retreat will do some good for me. pray for me, whoever you are. haha.

i want you to go away my december worries.

didn't really have the best mornings of all today. kinda didn't want to wake up for ogl training cos like i said, i wasn't REALLY looking forward to it. but yea anyway i still woke up and kong's mother sent us there. ok but best of all when me jason soo and kong were hanging out in the canteen that qiulian-er TANYOOHWEE called us over for our long hair. and he told us to like go cut immediately. bastard leh so early all the hairdressers also not open. but yea anyway i ended up going to the malay barber at parkway to cut and omg i was so freakin scared the guy would screw up my hair. but guess it wasn't as bad as i had expected. thank god.

so after that rushed back and mass danced for awhile before me and danny left for carolling at sia building. gosh i'm getting so sick of carolling i think i'm going to die soon. WE'RE CAROLLING ALMOST EVERY OTHER DAY omg. sommore today we were put in some holding room where the floor had sticky tape marks so it was super sticky. moreover we had to warm out outside on the roof area where it suddenly started to drizzle. worst of all we carolled to like no one. i mean it felt like no one totally, because right in front of us was a white wall, and it was quite funny cos debbie kept talking to the wall. well err sorta if you know what i mean. haha. yea and jingle bells became quite funny thanks to the altos. oh well oh well.

then after carolling went for quick lunch with the choir peeps before heading back to school. then learnt one more mass dance (thank god for the work out man.) and discussed some matters before finishing up our banner. our banner is so nice! thanks to mrelroy of course the artist. after looking at the banner for like quite long, i finally left for CLASS DINNER. which turned out to be a guys outing in the end. hahah super fun.

yea so me, junkiat, jiaqing, george, xiuquan, yongsheng, hongsheng went to some steamboat place near bugis where we had a super nice steamboat buffet! i realise steamboat buffets are much better than like seoul garden bbq shit cos steamboat is all soup and stuff. so its HEALTHIER yes. maybe that explains why i'm not feeling as fat as i should be feeling now (: well anyway dinner was super nice because we finally got to talk cock again. there were alot of funny cases on the table of course because S64 guys never fail to humour each other. haha. we ended up playing zhongjimima, creating super disgusting dishes for the lucky guy to consume. stuff like wait luncheonmeat soaked in vinegar, then all sorts of meat and potato "salad" plus the special tao-can. hahaha which included alot of sick shit. laugh till stomachache man. lucky i only tio once and thank god i didn't have to try to vinegar mixed with chilli and ginger. hahah. eeeew. ah great dinner. lovemyclass(:

ok its POURING outside again i think tonight dunneed to on aircon already. the rain is irritating when i'm outside but when i'm home i feel so cosy and all. oh well please only rain when i'm home ): haha i wish.

i'm suddenly so tired. so much stuff to do, so much stuff to think about. christmas cards, presents, retreat, ogl, carolling, rpaper. no time for rest. wonder how i'm gonna survive.

i seriously need retreat to re-ignite my spiritual life, which has been totally zero for the past month. wonder what has happened to me. i need a calling, i need a new mission for myself. i do hope this christmas has something in store for me, something more than the superficial side of everything. (:

don't wanna lose you.

man u lost. everyone's gone to sleep. and i'm still not looking forward to tmr. ok this is such a useless post.

i wonder how this is gonna end up.

should just stop thinking so much!

i'm in the blogging mood, so here goes.

had 3 sessions of carolling today, totally hardcore. 1 was at marina sq and 2 were at pines country club. the session at marina sq was kinda our last there? so thankfully there were more people than usual, also considering that its a sunday. haha. but oh well i hate carolling there all the same. it feels quite cheapo, like people shop shop walk walk then suddenly walk past the atrium and go EH there's a choir carolling there lets stop for awhile and watch. i think we deserve better! hmph. haha oh well.

anyway after that we had like i dunno 4 or 5 hours break before our session at pines? so yea went to taka basement to eat moddanyaki or whatever. then after eating wasn't even full at all so bought like 3 bucks worth of sushi and gobbled them up. supersuper pig. i still ate like the sushi yenyu bought for us la! then after eating it was quite a long period of AIMLESS walking which was like super irritating. cos the crowd in town was so HUGE everywhere was just so freakin squeezy. haha. finally like settled in the wheelock underpass where we started carolling omg. freakin embarrassing choir people seriously have "the balls". haha. but we were sorta depriving some guitar guy from earning money so we stopped and we went burger king to hang out after that, where we played shoot shack and marry again. omg its really such an evil game (:

this stupid qiulian and 76 thing is going way too far. you all better qiulian-ing stop it. hahaha.

okay anyway carolling at the pines was super tiring la! in malacca dr wong said that singing is actually a physical activity if you fully engage the body. and now when i sing i usually try to engage my body as much as possible, and its FREAKING tiring. all the supporting and all, just makes your stomach bigger, but super HUNGRY at the same time. seriously, singing makes you hungry. haha. well ok gab cheow conducted us and i think he's reallly zai, but then again people as zai as him are hmmm. bit unique. LOL. ok anyway yah carolling at the pines was much much nicer than at marina sq, cos there are many appreciative angmohs. i think angmohs are more appreciative of stuff like that than stupid singaporeans. hahaha. oh and there were funny kids playing around when we were carolling too, one of them was like trying to conduct. quite funny. mspoh was like saying kids always come and disturb our carolling. i think its quite true. haha oh well.

alright i realised i kinda like typed alot of useless shit in this entry which you guys will find no point reading. lol but oh well, BLOGGING mood. sorry, i actually don't like to report my activities in my entries, i find in super boring for my readers. lol. i deeply apologise! haha.

ogl training tmr. i'm SO NOT looking forward to it can. dunno why. i can't seem to seperate myself from choir, SO attached to singing and choir people. rah give me fresh air gimme a boooooost man. i need motivation for lotsa stuff. haha.

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hmm sometimes i find it hard to differentiate over-sensitivity and human nature. its kinda like funny how small small things can make you really happy, like when a person just looks at you and gives you a smile, might just totally make your day. funny how small things can make you feel a lil dejected at times too, like maybe when someone just leaves without looking at you. funny weird thoughts that are generated uncontrollably in your head. hahaha.

i mean to say i enjoy the "ipod moments"! haha lol.

sick of those pictures below. its time for an update! heehee.

gah its already the 16th of December and i haven't studying for my maths paper! wonder when i'm gonna actually START. my plan is to actually clear up my room first like my table etc. before starting to study, but i can't seem to get this thing done in the first place! i have this feeling i'll prolly start after christmas, when everything starts to make me PANIC. GAH that totally MUST NOT HAPPEN.

RICER NG we haven't decided on the songs WHERE ARE YOU. though i don't think you'll see this soon. haha. and i missed core again today ): i feel super mia from log nowadays, seems like my life is starting to revolve around school and choir. sometimes (or most of the time now) i TOTALLY forget about God. wonder how i'm gonna make this advent come alive.

anyway today i watched the holiday! its seriously a really nice show, really nice feel good movie. with pretty katewinslet and hot camerondiaz, plus funny jackblack and the charming judelaw, whose british accent in the movie I FIND totally totally charming. i totally want an accent like his now. hahaha. and seriously NO i'm not charmed by it. i'm just jealous ): the romance is not really those cliche kind and i dunno, its just damn nice! makes you like wanna hmm, hold hands with the person you love and just go awrrrr. haha ok abit off. but yea A DEFINITE MUST WATCH.

alright then went for dinner before heading for band concert, where someone decided to pangseh! yes you yes you. hmph. okay but band concert wasn't such a good thing either. haha the songs were quite long and draggy and i dunno felt most of the musicality wasn't there. and the skit thing was kinda lame at the end. oh well. shan't talk much bout it lest some band person comes to my blog and reads my entry and decides to assassinate me. heh.

then after that me sx kenny zha went to pp to hang out at macs. nope we didn't evaluate at all, just talked rubbish and pigged. haha. and we're going jogging tmr at 8.15 woo! away with the fats.

and yes, totally missed the ten oclock channel u show today ): i should stop spending money so much. today itself i spent more than 30 bucks or close to 40 i think omg. movie, dinner, ticket, flowers. BLAH SUNDAY PLEASE COME SOON.

you rock my world! ((:

first day of carolling! haha guess it was quite fun, although there wasn't really huge applause or whatever. and somehow i think we did create substantial christmas atmosphere. lol. anyway i was like "watermeloning" through some songs cos i COULDN'T REMEMBER the lyrics. and the mike was like directly in front of me. haha better go mug score now.



COSIETY UPDATED PICTURES YAY. love them. thanks to daniel, the ip photographer and councillor i just got to know (:


our lesmis booklet box. cool right!


don't mess with me. i'll steal your money. haha.


getting carressed by the pro-est prostitutes in vj choir. DAWN and SINDHU. hahaha.


my "worthy" wife. johnnie. lol.


our magnificent one day more formation. cool right! heh.

ok done with pictures. i'm too lazy to upload and put more. you pro la wanting. hahaha. malacca pictures if you want to see please go blog hopping! heehee.

good day people!

YO IAGO YOYO IAGO!

hmm okay. maybe the prehype of being ogl during school term finally returned today. i think? haha. woke up this morning at 7 and i felt so tired i wanted to just not go for ogl training today and sleep for another hour plus. then go for choir at 10. haha. never did happen.

but somehow i'm glad i did go. cos it turned out to be quite fun, in addition there was a good work out in store for us. hehe. but yea anyway i met new friends! hope that we'll all work well with each other in the coming weeks. cheered and cheered and talked until voice almost became sot, had to CONSTANTLY remind myself that i still need my voice for carolling. haha. talking bout carolling, just a few hours without choir ppl and i miss them already. gosh. THE ATTACHMENT.

and BABA IS BACKK!! missed your noise and you. happy? bet you are. hahaha.

after ogl training went straight to raffles city to join choir peeps and hung out for quite some time. haha. i seriously think i can't live a day without seeing choir people. MUST PROVE MYSELF WRONG. rawr.

my ear hurts from excessive friction with the phone. haha.

i'm so glad we're talking so much better now.
but sorry if i bore the hell out of you (:

i'm feeling kinda lonely i realise. bored, stressed, whatever. its like past 1am. its halftime btw chelsea and arsenal, but i don't feel like watching anymore. there's ogl training in a couple of hours, which i'm not really looking forward to. some part of me prefers choir, but another part is telling me i have to do this. yet again i'm also worried bout my maths r, which i haven't started studying for. all these, plus all the stuff i husiluanxianging about, is seriously getting me sick.

RAH!

wedding dinner was good. good food. i feel fat. thats all i feel like saying right now.

eee i'm not even in a mood to blog.

why am i blogging?!

argh.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHUWEI! (:
though your birthday is already over. yup. haha.

anyway yea today went out the whole day to celebrate sw's birthday. supposed to meet at 12.30 at dhoby ghaut but ended up WAKING up at 12.30. thankfully wanting woke me up. haha. watched DEJAVU which was a super nice show. i think you guys should all go catch it. then after that we went to nydc to pigg out. yup.

some guy just had to spoil the entire night though. why can't he just let go and move on and respect the other person's decision. but somehow i really feel sad for him, but he doesn't have to cling on. life has so much more for him. well at least we got to chill out at singapore river, it was kinda nice just to sit there and think about stuff. yup.

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had a bad dream last night. kinda like told me that i've been thinking bout you too much. oh well can't be helped. my subconscious mind is working.

its funny how i can suddenly think that, things that happen around you each day can really influence or change your future actions and thoughts, after what happened today. maybe you'll get scared into not doing something you actually wanted to do, that kinda thing.

i keep trying to figure whats going through your mind. but i can never be sure, thats one thing. trying to figure out too much makes me think too much, which in turn increases the emo level. my brain seriously works too much, sometimes its working against me. rah. but of all things, i just want you to be happy (:

your smile works wonders!

okay. i'm getting hungry, shall go sleep before i start pigging. night people.

back! from the bright and scorching sunshine of malacca. sorry guys i didn't tell you i was going off, but bet none of you all remembered me ): haha. can't talk much about the fun we had, but the trip didn't really have any nice outings or walks in places (like italy):) cos it was all about improving our choral singing and stuff. only fun stuff that happened was the evaluations at night and at other times as well, plus all the controversial and ridiculous events, which i shall not elaborate on (:

the clinicians are like super cool love them all, esp arwin tan. i think he looks funny. joshua haubermann rocks too. oh well. okay at least this is the first time i really got to listen to singapore kinda choirs, umm yea. but i wouldn't say all were very good. haha we weren't very good as well but then we still did fairly better than the rest. of course, its vj choir (: i still remember the moment went joshua haubermann said we sing with alot of maturity and sensitivity and stuff. and he was quite impressed. hmm suddenly made me even more proud. hahah. but then we're still getting better.

okay and then 4 hours of shopping. 2 hours at lousy jusco, and 2 hours and brilliant mahkota. seriously too short but bought a nice shirt at FOS. PLUS pigged with secret recipe and kenny rogers blahblahblah. (really pigged alot this trip)

alright. i'm getting tired, so i think i'm not linking my paragraphs sorry! haha. but i would say overall i had fun with everything around, and i did bond with more people around me, but too short though ): coming back sucks. means i have to start studying for maths r paper. rah.

okay shit i'm experiencing DEJAVU now, while typing this entry. everything suddenly looks so familiar.

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thank you to the slut and the bitch for talking to me this trip alot. the nights were wonderful. hahaha.

thank you for the cameras and all the photos. i don't need to bringa camera i realise because choir people are such camwhores.

and thank you for the bus ride home today. it was meaningful, in some way or another, though simple (: made my day!

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i realised sth. I HAVEN'T SAID anything bout MUSICAL. well it was a success i guess, everyone enjoyed it right? esp soo cos i see his blog has our choir pics and he's going gaga over debbie. hahaha stupid idiot.

anyway thanks to churchies and classmates and others for coming to support, and for the beautiful flowers as well. i'm touched (:

well. that's all for now. i'm bored shan't blog anymore.

cya guys!

its officially the FIRST OF DECEMBER. omg in a few hours time we'll all be on stage performing. i hope we do well i hope i hope. i think we will. we will right? hahah.

anyway.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MS POH WAN TING!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MR AMBROSE TEO!

you guys are officially 17 now. go do new stuff (: haha.

and here's a thank you to my colourpencils. thanks for letting me find you!

lol.

gotta go wish me good luck if you see this before tmr night! (: