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    layout: lyricaltragedy
    inspiration: reversescollide
    Tuesday, May 24, 2005
    Ok it's like 12.24am now and tmr there's school. i totally dunno why i'm choosing this time to update. haha. well what can i say? this weekend plus friday plus today has been filled with events, both positive and negative. Damn i suddenly realise how messed up my life is, i want to start all over again! argh.

    Yea so i guess some of you saw my msn nick was THANK YOU JESUS! THANK YOU ST. ANTHONY! obviously there's a reason. catholics will know i lost something and found it back! haha. well now what did i lose? MY WALLET. it goes like this, on sunday after playing soccer with the chens, nirmalans, shaun and bohtio i was damn tired and thirsty. anyway halfway playing at 7 i left for the coffeeshop at block 153 to meet mua mum for dinner. reached there to find out that she was still at home, so in the meantime i went to this cornershop to buy a can of hundred plus. took out my wallet, paid and i guess after that i didn't put it properly back into my bag. so i GUESS it DROPPED. then there goes me strolling away without even knowing. that's why people always say i SI BAH! (cannot feel). that was bye bye wallet.

    When did i realise my wallet was gone? THIS AFTERNOON ONLY. i'm really damn screwed up, i've been losing alotta things. first it was the band room keys, then the memory score me and mark were supposed to perform durin aesthetique and next the canadian brass tuba score. NOW MY WALLET. yea anyway my dad was giving me my pocket money. so when i wanted to put it into my wallet, IT WAS NOWHERE TO BE FOUND. oh how i panicked! began rummaging through my dirty clothes, bag, every single shit in my room. GONE. GONE! then, i realised it was beyond human power to find my wallet now. it was time to PRAY! st. anthony, jesus, whoever up there, HELP ME!!!

    Yea so i traced back in my mind all the way to the cornershop. Bluffed my mum that i was going to buy correction tape and went down to search. if she knew i had lost my wallet, my balls would shrink into thin air. trust me. my IC was inside my wallet, and if i had lost it again it would be the second time. how much would that be huh? 200 bucks to replace? not only that. getting back everything in my wallet would take so much time and effort, having gone through it once already last year. hmph. ok back to the cornershop, asked the uncle, was VERY RELIEVED to hear him say,"hao xiang yi ge aunty dai qu jing cha ju le." wooo so i ran to the police post just opposite, very hopeful. but my heart totally sank when the policeman said, "dun have what, no one returned any wallet." so while he checked with the other police posts ard, i sat in the chair, thinking of how my mum and dad were gonna screw me. oh how traumatising! but guess what, praise the lord and...st. anthony? haha. my wallet was brought to serangoon police centre!

    So after dinner at grandma's mum and dad brought me home and left for charasmatic. sensing that the coast was clear, i hailed a cab and rushed to the police centre. damn expensive, stupid taxi driver go one big round, cos he act go another place and ask me, "is this it?" haha costed 6 bucks. return trip only 3.20. yea so at the police centre i got back my wallet, but everything was intact EXCEPT the 40 over bucks i had inside. concert tickets money and my own money. gone. haiz, guess it's a lesson learnt. WELL ACTUALLY i'm also damn relieved that my parents didn't find out. haha it was almost mission impossible. I think i better wake up. THIS IS THE LAST TIME anything like that is gonna happen to me. if it happens again i'll most probably get a heart attack (learn from jude). haha. yupp.

    My mum is superwoman lor. she managed to sell 8 circle tickets for me, can you believe it. 8 leh. that's hundred and sixty bucks. haha. my stall tickets only managed to sell 3? to piano teacher. shaun and tim and clarity ah, quick quick pay me the money. haha. i am SUPPOSED to hand up all the money tmr, but what can i do? actually wanted to help them pay first, but i'm super broke now. booohoooo. donate to the oliver's fund.

    Teri your bear is seriously too huge. as much as i want to hug it to sleep every night i can't, cos i'll most probably suffocate to death. haha. i'll go play with it some other day though! with hippo and cow. hahaa.

    Thanks to all for tagging my board! and jes for reminding me to update. haha. byebye people.

    Tuesday, May 17, 2005
    Damn pissed with my own results for SA 1. I can't believe it, i FAILED a maths! again. why can't my bloody A maths improve, mug also can not, this also cannot. shit. well A maths was only one of the few, i'm also pissed off with my chemistry. got A1 last term but this term i totally screwed up. i think gonna be C5 or C6 only. Other subjects like bio, physics got A2 with my only A1 coming from e maths. how am i gonna apply for dsa with this kinda results? oh btw. it's rjc and vjc i'm applying for. haha. -pray pray pray-

    Today pereira gave me back the piece of paper for me to write all my past achievements in cca, academic plus future aspirations and stuff. to facilitate in him writing my testimonial. and i'm actually amazed i can think of so much to write for my cca! haha. the little box there was not enough, totally. i had to extend OUT of the box and fill up whatever empty space at the bottom. wrote down every concert i took part in, all my posts, all my overseas trips. syf! i'm like woah. how come got so much. even pereira say i'm writing essay! but other areas like cip and courses it's all about finding stuff to crap about. in the personal achievements part i even wrote abacus certificate. blah. I REALLY MUST GO THROUGH BY DSA. if not i will dieeeeeeeee.

    Good news and bad news. good news is that i'm music understudy for confirmation camp! yearning to know what i'm gonna be doing. haha. bad news! my band concert falls on one of the meeting dates and nowww i cannot sell my tickets to LOG people! so please: IF ANYONE OF YOU ARE FREE, COME AND BUY THE TICKETS FROM ME! date is on 3rd June, Friday, Victoria Concert Hall. Tickets priced at $12 for STALL and $20 for CIRCLE! do have pity on me! haha. i'm gonna have a hard time selling. only less that 2 weeks left before the concert. we're gold with honours so don't worry i assure you you'll enjoy yourself very the much. haha.

    MY HAIR IS TOTALLY MESSED UP! it's so ugly, really so ugly that whenever i look into my own reflection i feel so pek chek. went to try out this new barber hidden at the corner and DAMN was it a HUGE mistake. I went in, saw the barber was a guy who looked like he was 19? but had a tummy of a beer drinker. and business was so bad! to be continued....

    Tuesday, May 10, 2005
    Argh this is so irritating. When i actually have the chance to dota, the stupid game has to lag and stop me from playing. Is God purposely doing this to me, cos he knows i have to study more? hmmm. and i'm getting more freaked out cos i still cant find my passport and birth cert!!! I NEED HELP!! AHHH!!

    Today's maths test minus 4 marks already. I'm feeling so damn shitty cos i thought i could do well for at least once!?4 marks is confirmed. but i have this feeling that i'm gonna lose more marks, till i lose my A1!! ahhhhh! this week is gonna be BAD. no ok GOOD. MUST BE GOOD! friday A maths common test, better mug mug mug. haha.

    Considering applying using the new scheme for JCs in the papers. Band might be useful, us being gold with honours band and me being band major and all. But i'm in a dilemma over which jc to apply for. RJ, VJ or what i dunno. VJ is in east coast man! but i like it there more compared to RJ. haha dunno la. 50 bucks per application! that's seriously discouraging. I'm a pooooor boy. cya peeps!

    Monday, May 09, 2005
    Yay my new blog is finally up and running! isn't the template just cute huh. haha. i'm like so done with diaryland, cos it so cheated my feelings. I LOVE YOU BLOGGER! right. haha anyway just relink me and tag my boardd more often! :D ooooo i love my sexy tuba. hahaha.

    Everything seems to happen in a flash. suddenly i changed my mind and i'm going to holland! for the world music contest. of course only after being psychoed by edwin heng and yiang hoon, besides, it would be cruel if i left my section to die! haha. but aiyah i'm still kinda scared bout the preparation for o's and stuff. the nine days that we're gone falls exactly on the prelim days! then when we come back we would take the seperate one during sep hols. but the thing i'm concerned about is the amount of time i'm gonna spend putting into the band, and losing out in studies. seriously, i need to catch up mann! i'm like so laggy compared to all my other mugger classmates. argh! edwin heng was like, "do you know how much i fought to get a seperate prelim?! it isn't easy for the teachers to put in time and effort to think of new questions, revise and publish. and now! you tell me that only 7 to 8 sec 4s are sitting for this prelim only!?" edwin has a bad impression of me. i guess i shouldn't give him anymore reasons to stamp me.

    AND NOW I'M FREAKING OUT! cos I CAN'T FIND MY PASSPORT AND BIRTH CERT! argh! the spoils of moving house. damn irritating. i'm afraid to ask my mum or dad cos i know i would surely get some greatest scolding of the century. oh pleease please st anthony! i need you help!! where are uuuu....

    i'm off to study maths now. mug mug mug mug!

    Sunday, May 08, 2005
    hi this is my new blog. and i'm testing it now. shhhh.