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    layout: lyricaltragedy
    inspiration: reversescollide
    Monday, May 29, 2006
    hmph! whos says i'm not updating. i shall do one RIGHT NOW! haha. man just came back from supper with loggers plus jason and daniel, i'm steaming man. its 11.50 and no one's at home. what's new man. there are just so many many secrets around and so much hushing here and there. aye, why does everyone have a secret suddenly. it makes me curious to want to know everything. but like jes said, ignorance is bliss! yup. sigh to secrets.

    today's choir was total dumbness. first of all fred didn't tell me to wear sch uniform instead of choir uniform, so i went to school in my shirt and shorts and slippers, only to see EVERYONE in their sch u. everyone knew except me! certainly left me flabbergasted. hahah woohoo vocab. anyway i didn't like go mad or what, borrowed a vj pe shirt from yeo then shoes from gan, and just went to expo like that. but then when we got there, we ended up waiting for 2 hours plus! and omg just sitting on the floor and stoning. but anyway, the stoning ppl i think only got a few of us, the rest were MUGGING away. lol choir, full of muggers.

    but then! food expo omg! so much good food i couldn't stop koping all the free samples. then i had satay beehoon, chicken wing, balls (fish paste. lol), takopachi, shark's fin soup. then in the end i came home with a freaking stomachache. last day today thank goodness i didn't miss out! but then how i wish it could be longer, so log can go there and pig out :D

    aye don't feel like saying anymore. i'll give a better update soon (: i've got a headache. cya!

    Monday, May 22, 2006
    argh mondays mondays mondays. today has been esp tiring, since i slept like super late last night. gosh i really need to recoup all the hours i have lost over the year during the hols, but doubt i'll have the chance.

    more choir more choir!! dang its like a lifetime commitment which you just cannot give up on. all i hoped for was a LONGER break, but it didn't come. we'll just have to continue to slug it out people. today's prac was exceptionally boring, omg the SCO songs totally suck. they're so monotone and cheena (obviously), only some movements sound bit livelier. i hope it gets better when we finally get to hear the orchestra. NEXT TUESDAY! performance at world congress, siao lee is the GOH. haha we appeared in the newspapers on sat, not bad. but then its such a small writeup. anyway kan chien yi told the reporters like we practce only 8 hours per week before competition? RIGHT. we practice at least more than 16 hours la! nothing pays off without hard work. hahaha. mediacorp filming us again on sat! just gets more interesting, but yet boring. sigh. ironic statement i know.

    dunno why i update so much, haha i wonder if anyone reads. but yea anyway updating is kinda fun, at least i get to recall all the shit i'd been through the entire day. I HATE PW!! god save us. but thank god that i have such a good group too! (: we have the best idea ever man. woo. hope all ends up well lalala. alright time to sleep!! night.

    Sunday, May 21, 2006
    for the past 4 or 5 days i had lost contact with god, i totally didn't feel like going for mass, praying, didn't even feel like acknowledging his prescence in my life. i've been distracted by so many things, choir, computer, friends, tv, it just doesn't make things better. well anyway today's sunday again and indeed it was a chance for me to get back. because living life without god truly sucks, and when everything is going wrong, it's just so comforting to know that there's someone looking out for you.

    coincidentally today's session told us to think back, think back about his love all around us. kinda appropriate for me, and somehow i was thinking it was all planned by him. he's calling me back, for i had stepped out of the right path. session felt good, well at least i had the chance to experience god, in a small way. he's done many things for me and i know it, but sometimes i just fail to remember it is not by my own might alone. oh well, thank god for today, kinda feelin bit shitty and tired now, no soccer to cheer me up. oh well, i need to FEEL GOD more in my life. FEEL GOD, yes. hope i have better days this week. last week of sch, yippee.

    on a good note, SOO HAS A NEW HAIRCUT! now from some ugly looking horse he's turned into some cute little..pony? hahah. but yea he's BETTER LOOKING NOW. stay that way dude. :D that's all for today folks!

    Saturday, May 20, 2006
    ok i'm blogging quite often nowadays. i think its quite a good activity when you're online and when you really have nothing to do. haha BUMS like soo should update more. YOUR STAIRWAY TO HEAVEN template is freakin irritating and off the chart, can you please change it. omg. hahaha.

    anyway had choir this morning. well as expected everyone was feeling really sian, cos we expected a longer break. but well yea practice was kinda ineffective, since marcus and nelson wasn't there. just sang through degedege langdang and no man and both sounded like crap. oh well. then after that learnt some stupid chinese song for sco performance, gosh its gonna be boring. CHINESE songs, long, tedious, boring CHINESE songs. the words don't even make sense to me. hahaha.

    left prac at 12 to go for RICER'S MATINEE. yes matinee. damn i'm gonna like remember this word forever man, thanks to this stupid girl. went to parkway and all, but in the end i still reached there like SUPER EARLY. at like 1.10 or somethin? then i was like too scared to go to the audi myself, so i just sat on the steps right in front of the canteen near the road, enjoying the afternoon breeze. man i think hwachong campus rocks la, if only vj had somethin like that. argh. but anyway poey came and so did the rest and we all entered the COOL AUDITORIUM. like phew we were melting under the heat outside. haha erm the concert or matinee or whatever was kinda okay, i think its better than vj one but oh well, there was quite lil people, so there wasn't really any atmosphere. haha overall too much hiphop, and not that good also. but yea at least we got to see RICER IN HER HOT COSTUME. yuckyuck. hahahah. couldn't stop laughing ARGH. and daniel and poey were covering their eyes. hahah funnay.

    after concert went to island creamery then escorted ricer all the way back to hwachong. then came home and SLACKED my ass off till now. well yizha's playing dota on my com and i'm using my other com which is freaking lag. can't stand it. oh well shall sign off now. bye ppl. I BLOGGED!!(:

    Thursday, May 18, 2006
    SOV was a bang. well it turned out to be better than i expected and indeed the night proved to be a memorable one. dang esplanade totally rocks man, best concert hall in singapore and possibly in asia? wow to perform there once again just gives you this sense of achievement and WOO-ness. haha. but yea anyway the choir really gave their all, since it was the culmination of all our hardwork and sweat and i think many of us felt satisfied with ourselves! well at least i was satisfied with my ballerina performance, the best or "best" i've even danced. haha after so many tries. in actual fact i never really prepared a set of steps, the dance was totally based on feeling. well, freestyle is certainly my thang. LOL. anyway i hope all of you who went to the concert enjoyed yourselves, it was truly remarkable to have so many friends coming to watch me. you guys rock and thanks for all the flowers! hehe.

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    I'm on COSIETY!! :D

    VJ totally rocks in sports la. wushu champs, girls softball champs. now soccer girls/guys hockey guys basketball girls all into the finals! WOOO and the best thing is that we get to have off days to go down and support. hahah. well today was the first time i really ever supported a match, went down to ccab to watch the soccer semis against SA. today was really anti SA day, hockey semis against SA too, not forgetting tennis boys semis? no idea. but what's your problem SA? hahahah. (kidding kristin.) but yea woo we won 2-0 and it was damn fun shouting and screaming and cheering. er okay so lemme tell you a story too (totallay ripped off. haha)

    erm yea so we were on our feet and vjc was attacking the goal. the striker ran into the box, got brought down, referee pointed to the spot, PENALTY! and i was so exuberated and overjoyed that i punched both hands into the air. okay not exactly punched, cos in one of my hands i was holding my HANDPHONE. and when my hands went up, next thing i witnessed was my poor phone flying down the grandstand bouncing off the step and hitting someone. so stupid old me ran down hoping my handphone was still intact, and luckily it was. but now it has some "war scratches". argh poor phone of mine, i'm so sorry. hahah. okay end of story!

    yup anyway tmr is gonnna be slack cos we're getting a half day to support basketball girls! but everyone ard me is like askin me to go out instead of doing what we're supposed to do. if everyone ends up going out and nobody goes down to support i can only imagine the outcome coming from the principal as horrendously horrifically terrific. ok doesn't make sense, but you get the idea. she won't give any more holidays ):! so you guys better be good and go support. maybe i'll go. hehe:p woops.

    Monday, May 15, 2006
    SOV IS TOMORROW! but how come i'm not feeling anything. in actual fact i feel abit, argh. firstly i don't want to wear the suspenders, secondly i don't wanna dance the ballerina, thirdly, after tmr i can't slack anymore!! i need to look on the bright side of things i feel. but aye its just so sickening.

    i've not done my maths and i can't find an article for EOM!! rah rah rah i need more luck, and determination and drive. those who i have asked to slap me, do slap me. hahaha. monday blues, i want to see church people!! gosh i'm starting to miss everyone already. hopefully i'll get to see you all tmr! hopefully the concert goes well rah.

    alright i'm tired. i like my layout people! i don't care! hmph. the colour is nice heehee. at least better than my green and pink shirt :S

    Sunday, May 14, 2006
    hello haha blog revamp! i've been wanting one since ages ago but never really got myself to do it. but then since i've decided to slack my sunday off and can't find anything to do, myself get my blog going again. wahah i kinda like my new template. i was kinda sick of the old black and red and the dreadful pick jesus picture on my old one. whoosh this is like a breath of fresh air. don't get blinded by this shit. hahaha.

    SOV is coming its so close oh my goodness i cannot believe it. i've only been in choir for like 4 months plus and i've already been through so much, super uber long practices, italy, grandprize, public performances...snap! and they're over. now after one entire week of intensive practice we're finally nearing our concert!! yippee i can't wait to perform on esplanade stage. it really feels damn good when you see 1600 ppl looking at you about to perform on the biggest and nicest concert hall in singapore and possibly the continent. man can't wait. but then again there's always something that puts me off and this time is the stupid second half costume. gosh i gotta wear suspenders that totally pull my pants up till i look like some male monica wong and i look super uber tootified. I WANNA CHANGE COSTUME!! or else find a pair of black pants with a higher crotch cut. hahaha. oh well, i wish someone could tell me whatta do.

    i've been slacking alot lately, not been doing my tutorials or anything. gosh the feeling of not accomplishing anything sucks. theres really alot of shit lying in the wait for me to do and midyears are coming soon and i'm struggling with my subjects!!! haha i actually do care and worry alot, if you guys think i don't. but then i've gotten so used to my current slack mode that i don't feel like changing it. alright. ok. no more excuses cos from tuesday onwards after concert i'm gonna start chionging my arse off. gosh i deserve to be slapped. hahaha.

    hmmm today's session was kinda good. family means my mum forcing me to kiss her and me kissing my dad when he doesn't even want me to. wow, just popped into my mind like that. haha. anyway kudos to ricer and poay for session. kinda cool i guess for a change, and i'm sure many of us were reminded of the importance of our families. oh well kudos to me too for waking up at 7 oclock to go to the market with soo to buy breakfast for our families. why? mothers day lor. i needed to do sth for my mum, cos so happens that i was on cold war with her for almost the entire week. well somehow i always end up being the one making up, even if its not my fault. i'm so soft hearted argh! sometimes i wish i can just harden up for a longer period of time, but then aiyah, thank god i can't! (: haha.

    may babies may babies may babies. why does log and choir have so many may babies! my money is DIMINISHING, DISAPPEARING, GONE. hahahah. well blame it on the fact that i have so many nice friends that i treasure. hehehehehe. whatever. aye alright i'm so tired right now i don't think i can carry on, and my poor foot is blisterfied from soccer just now. 2.4 tmr sommore, pray for me man. though i don't think any of you will see this before then. haha. GOLD FOR NAPFA! go oliver you can do it. alright ciao and thanks for not flooding my tagboard kris and ricer. TAG NICE STUFF! i love nice tags. whatever ok haha.