pictures and more pictures! from SCO day.


ah yes. pimp picture. haha. i'm so handsome. LOL.


thats bao the year zero on the right! from thailand.


guy pic. ooo jerrold is so gay. haha.


after a 4th attempt. we finally got this JUMP picture. no that nice though. lol.


look up! i like this picture.


foursome. as usual some part of zha's face is cut off. lol.


my peanut ice kachang! the ultimate sin. haha.


and we gather around the stingray! failed timer attempt. haha.

ah yes. blogging in the middle of the night. how nice. but oh well just came back from a long but fruitful and memorable day. praise god. haven't praised god for a long time i realised. shucks. but yea anyway we're finally over and done with SCO! no more long thigh and calf and feet whatever you name it training sessions. but then again today was the last performance for the year 2s. ah man.

shall start with college day. hmm reached school at 2 but wasted almost 2 hours waiting in the TSD room. which is like erm, quite nice i suppose. haha heard they hate the choir people, wonder why. but yea we finally got to perform after waiting for quite awhile under the scorching sun. dunno why but somehow during our performance i felt abit more nervous than usual. haha maybe its cos the ENTIRE school was watching us. confitemini ah. super shaky. but sit down kinda rocked the crowd haha, JUST TOO BAD that i forgot some steps. stupid me. maybe cos i was standing right in front in the middle, maybe cos i could see my stupid ct tutor's diao face, maybe cos jerrold earlier told me that mrs chan was mesmerized by me during rehearsal. ARH. hahah. but overall, COOL! hope the people loved it.

and then SCO performance at conference hall. man i love the waiting room. so cold and comfortable. haha. but yea anyway we got a hell lot of SOCIALISING time. took lotsa pictures played lotsa cards talked lotsa cock. but in the end we still ended up singing choir songs together as an entire choir. guess it was meant to be this way, that everything would build up to be so emotional at the end. it was a real good feeling to sing songs like ad dominum, shower, zhuliguan all that. brought back memories of italy, competition, beautiful unforgettable memories.

nevermind about the real performance. haha as usual the concert hall wasn't filled. poor SCO. but anyway after that we came back to the room again. AND THEN we continued with our unfinished repertoire, singing rock around the clock, which i once again unfortunately had to feature as the ballerina, pamugun and no man is an island. all the charisma, all the energy, all the pain, all the hard work, all the joy, i guess just climaxed in that last song. all of us just closed our eyes and sang to the rhythm of our hearts, as everything we had gone through for the past few months or so just sunk in.

cheers, claps, tears, hugs, and more hugs. for once everyone just felt so united. haha the year ones were hugging each other too, saying, "see you on monday (:" haha. oh well its time for us to step up now and uphold the name of this magnificent choir. its gonna be so weird without the year 2s around now. so short a period of time, but so attached have we become. we're gonna miss them, yes we are.

no man is an island. no man stands alone....

shit. i'm getting this funny feeling again. why!

i wanna be FREE.

haha ricer you should be ashamed of yourself (: and i don't see blanks in my tagboard.

aye i'm being told to drop one subject to H1. but i'm not prepared to do that! cos i know i can cope if i just don't slack so much. haha. must learn to be like mugger soo. i'm going to work hard. soonpah. MUST soonpah.

anyway i got tagged. and since i'm not going to do any work now, shall do this for fun.

7 random things about myself:
1. i love singing.
2. i wish i could get six pecs soon. haha
3. i love LOG.
4. i love to make people laugh.
5. i talk alot of shit.
6. i'm a slacker who doesn't does his work.
7. maybe i'll join idol one day. haha

7 things that scare me:
1. the pain of love
2. sin
3. poor results (well deserved though. haha)
4. facing mum after poor results
5. only 8 weeks left to promos ):
6. vegetables
7. dreams that are too good to be true (:

7 random songs at the moment:
1. when you say nothing at all by ronan keating
2. complete by parachute band
3. stand by me by dunno who
4. for you i will by teddy geiger
5. all my life by parachute band
6. to the ends of the earth by hillsong
7. tian wang? haha.

7 things i like most:
1. God.
2. my family.
3. LOG.
4. choir peeps
5. class peeps
6. people who laugh at my jokes
7. being who i am (:

7 people to do this:
anyone who's interested. preferably choir peeps like may wanting dawn yuting shuwei huping whoever (:

favourite...colours: any combination that makes me look metro
food: erm dunno. i love food. haha.
song: anything that i can sing to. haha.

current..mood: thinky.
taste: dry stale taste in my mouth.
clothes: giordano shirt, some usa pants and hush puppies underwear. haha.
desktop: default windows wallpaper. too lazy to change.
toenail colour: beige! haha.
surroundings: my slightly messy room.
thoughts: my mum is gonna screw me.

"first...best friend: some guy called jiabin from kindergarten
crush: erm can't remember. haha.
kiss: my mum i guess. eww. haha.
piece of music heard: erm i remembered liking best 99 alot last time. haha

last...cigarette: haven't really smoked one and i don't intend to.
drink: water.
car ride: just only. sindhu's parents car! haha
crush: argh don't make me think.
phone call: erm dawn? looking for me in school. haha.
CD played: haven't played a cd for ages.

have you ever...dated your best friend: yes (: hahaha.
broken the law: yes but never got caught. haha.
been arrested: nope.
skinny-dipped: haha. erm yuck.
been on tv: yes! for some show on pulau ubin. lol.
kissed someone you don't know: haha nope.

5 things i am wearing: shirt, pants, cross, specs, undies

4 things i've done today: played floorball, sang chinese songs in choir, eaten banmian at laupasat, overused pick up lines. haha.

3 things i can hear right now: the sound of me typing, aircon sound, nothing else.

1 thing i did when i was bored: erm stone! haha

-end-

haha i was p5 then. we won the bible quiz and we got a trophy! way to go (:

The lord is my shepherd
there is nothing i shall want.
Fresh and green are the pastures
where he gives me repose.
Near restful waters he leads me
to revive my drooping spirit.

He guides me along the right path,
he is true to his name.
If i should walk in the valley of darkness
no evil would i fear.
You are there with your crook and your staff,
with these you give me comfort.

You have prepared a banquet for me
in the sight of my foes.
My head you have anointed with oil
my cup is overflowing.

Surely goodness and kindness shall follow me
all the days of my life.
In the Lord's own house shall i dwell
for ever and ever.

The Lord is my shepherd
there is nothing i shall want.

i was kinda unattentive during mass today, cos i kept thinking bout lotsa stuff. all that i'm experiencing now, all that i'm going through, i just know he's guiding me. its just so wonderful if you can just feel his prescense in your life. this psalm just speaks so well of his love for us. struck me, touched me. praise god (:

your crook and your staff.

your love. so simple, yet so great.

my goodness china people really can sing. gosh they sing like 100 times better than us la! the vibrato, the low and rich voices. gay man. haha. i can't even hear myself when i sing, thats why i'm singing myself hoarse. my throat hurts.

anyway i'm quite tired from choir. sigh. its gonna continue like this for the next week until performance is over! man i can't wait. dunno why they changed it from esplanade to sch. sucks i wanna perform in esplanade can. the sch stage is like so freakin squeezy. rawr. stupid pap thing tmr! i so wanted to go watch pirates la. i need to catch it soon man.

anyway i miss everyone in church, and i miss church. school just sucks away all the time and mood and i guess sunday is the only time i really get to see you all. miss the holidays? well yea maybe. i think so. shall stop here!

today's mass kinda comforted me.

cos god said, trust in him and he will shoulder your yoke.

man i need to spread my burdens, and i'm glad god is there for me.

don't ever wanna lose him.

wth la haha. ho wei kang said today that i'm too cheeky for my own good. erm said it not in a bad way, but kind of in a nice manner. but am i really too cheeky for my own good! haha after he said it i've been asking my classmates the entire day. oh well. maybe i really am cheeky. but why is it not good. hmmm.

rawr but anyway i feel like i need a few things. haha. lemme see.

1. determination to study
2. more resistance to temptation
3. confession
4. god
5. god
6. god

and so on. haha.

really la. if only god can talk on msn! then i could share with him EVERYTHING then maybe he can reveal what he has in store for me in life a little. and maybe get me a little excited as well? sheesh. haha.

stupid dong dong chiang downstairs. in the middle of the night. so irritating. ciao!

ah yes. soccer to brighten up my day (night). gosh i haven't played for so long now i can't even shoot properly. shucks. but it was a good start, so i hope we continue playing next week! and the week after next as well! wahah tim chen and justin nirmalan are damn good. they make good opposition. but ok my toe hurts now.

i'm being quite random. haha.

i haven't done any work for the past few days! and i don't really feel VERY bad. just bad. what happened to my consistency that i possessed for one week! i have to start DOING WORK again. hmph. although i'm still sucha bum. hah. i can't wait for SCO concert to be over. then maybe after that we'll all be free again. i like the freedom. love it.

ok and i've decided its not good to avoid it. so i'm going to face it whether it makes me feel shitty or whatever, cos actually avoiding it feels worse. face it and hopefully god up there will guide me and give me strength + comfort!

spread the faith this week people!

went back to cat high today and saw so many many people. chma wasn't really that good, but the fun thing of it all was that i got the opportunity to relive my cat high memories again. gosh i miss all the shouting, all the cocking, all the laughing, all the witty comments, even the vulgarities. really felt quite happy seeing all my friends and juniors again too. haha and even some of the teachers. proud of jon jiawei mx jason all of them man. congrats you guys deserved it.

hak boon! we love to shout his name. basically cos maybe we hate him. or maybe i'm the only one who sorta hates him. what is he thinking by chasing away all the best teachers into school just because he feels like the school needs a change? then what is going to happen when next time all of us come back looking for our teachers, to see only 1 or 2 left? dunno what's his freakin problem. you've got no brain you idiot. you're turning cat high into some shit.

arh anyway. mervyn lee is a bad emcee. gosh couldn't here him and its just wrong to be a paul twohill wannabe. emo hair, yuck. doesn't suit him. mark tan is still the best. kudos.

choir tmr from 10 to 5 again? hah shit. gonna be another draining day. to make things worse i'm running out of money like seriously, and not say things in the family are that well too. oh well. i wish i could have retail therapy.

and i miss kristin tan cos i haven't seen her for almost 2 weeks ):

alright poor me got tagged by may so i have to do this weird quiz. haha bugged me twice to do it already. shall grant you your wish. here goes!

think of 20 people you know.

01. may
02. yuting
03. huping
04. wanting
05. soo
06. ricer
07. krissay
08. yizha
09. swee
10. poey
11. jes
12. shuwei
13. sindhu
14. dawn
15. justin sim
16. anne
17. ethel
18. george
19. sheena
20. shiyi

#09 a boy or a girl?
swee. boy! but haha tsktsk the girls go flocking to him. hehe.

Would #01 and #02 make a cute couple?
may and yuting. certainly they would! haha but er may already has wanting. so yea.

How about #18 and #04?
george and wanting. erm can't imagine them together, not compatible. haha.

What grade is #17 in?
ethel. JC 1? as young as anyone on this list. haha.

When was the last time you talked to #12?
shuwei. at choir just now.

What is #06's favorite singer?
ricer. hmm i dunno. me! hahaha.

Does #01 have any siblings?
may. err yes i think 1 brother and 1 sister? can't remember lol.

Would you ever date #03?
huping. yes. haha if there is no one else left one earth. lol.

Would you ever date #07?
krissay. yes why not! i love krissay. haha. and thanks for saying i'm female gawd.

Is #16 single?
anne. hmm haha officially yes? but err other than that its a totally diff story. lol.

What's #15's last name?
SIM. haha already mentioned.

What's #10's middle name?
joel maximilian lau shen rong. middle name lau. its in the middle. not meant to be funny btw.

What's #05's favorite thing to do?
soo. MUGGING. and guitar of course. haha.

Is #13 hot?
sindhu. hot until chao ta. hahaha kidding. no comments.

Would #14 and #19 make a good couple?
dawn and sheena. omg no. not even lesbian couple. haha.

What school does #20 go to?
shiyi. VJC!!

Say a random fact about #12.
shuwei. she's so skinny she should really eat more! haha.

And #03?
huping. he's freakin smart as well as sick. haha.

Have you ever had a crush on #15?
justin sim. oh yea. i had a crush on his kaya buns. haha right.

Where does #09 live?
swee. tavistock drive! haha his house is our playground.

What's #04's favorite color?
wanting. hmm i'm not sure. i would guess erm, green!

Are #05 & #06 best friends?
soo and ricer. haha indeed. i would say close friends is a better term. hehe.

Does #07 like #20?
krissay and shiyi. omg no, don't even know each other. haha.

Does #08 like #19?
yizha and sheena. nonono! dunno each other also.

Would you make out with #12?
shuwei. haha no never. thong will just kill me. LOL.

How did you meet #02?
yuting. vj choir! omg so unlucky. hahaha.

How did you meet #12?
shuwei. vj choir too! started talking in a really weird and funny way. i sang her a song. lol.

Does #10 have any pets?
poey. yes 2 really cute doggies.

Is #12 older than you?
shuwei. same age same age!

Is # 17 the sexiest person alive, or what?
ethel. hahaha. gosh bet you would love me to say yes. up to you to decide! haha.

The five people:
anyone who wants a break from mugging or whatever. haha its a good opportunity to work your brain on your friends.

poor materazzi. did your boobs hurt? awr i bet it was so painful you poor little thing you were rolling you. hah.

freak freak FREAK!

i feel like dying. freak.

very very irritated.

anyway music book production is back on! will need your help soon!

eeee may and huping are so gonna tell the whole world what i said. RAWR. you two better get scotch tape. haha.

was using hp during GP lesson today and got caught. therefore i am SUPPOSED to hand in an essay outline by 5pm today but obviously i didn't. i hope ys and xq didn't pangseh me. otherwise i'm so gonna kill them. lol.

been eating alot lately! so as a result i feel rather fat, therefore in other to make myself feel better i try to do 100 crunches and leg raises and abit of pushups if i feel like it everyday. not that they work ): but at least they make you feel better. haha.

oh and guess what, beware! cos according to junkiat and his body language book, guys who are tall, left handed and musically inclined are horny :D

i realise doing work and msning at the same time makes you very unproductive. esp when you have so many people talking to you. you can't help but reply. oh well.

i'm trying to be consistent. i've not slept in a single lecture or tutorial the past 2 days, although i've been waking to watch soccer. achievement? maybe. gonna get maths results end of the month cos my teacher is busy, better still? spare me the agony. haha.

i intend to increase my productivity rate within the next few days! i wish myself success. *gives myself a pat on the back*

i will love you all my life

ok. i screwed my exams. was kinda expecting it anyway, but still don't wanna talk about it.

i'm going to try to be consistent. from now on. i'll try.

if only someone could know how i'm feeling exactly..

ethel ngiam. you should stop associating me with the word priest or else i'm gonna get angry. hahah.

first day of lessons for a VERY long time. well didn't really have lessons but yea anyway overall the feeling i got was quite good. kinda like spending time with my classmates, i think we make quite a good class. with all the crap and shit thats flying around, and with all the different interesting people. haha.

ah well. ended up being forced to sit all alone in front of the class during GP today cos i was just having a little chit chat with sheena about church. lol didn't complain, but obediently complied. i think mrs koh has a weird personality, she seems mean and strict and petty and all, but yet she's sorta like got this nice side of her. somewhere there. haha.

choir! i hope my singing is really getting better. been like trying out different ways of singing for a very long time. not really looking forward to the sco performance though, aye one after the other. it never stops in VJ choir :D

i hope he guides me.

rice: yea yea i know what you mean. haha.
ethel: the thought of being a priest is scary :X
anne: praise god! (:

back to school tmr, what a nice "long" weekend. -_-

sigh.

i need to keep my thoughts in check.

if only i could get a pensieve.

one thing that struck me during session today.

nothing that had happened in the past 6 months is a coincidence, but they are all planned by god. how true is that hmmm.

the crosses are hard to carry, the raging fires hard to pass through, but draw strength from god. thank him for the good times and the bad times, praise him for creating the things around you.

how wonderful is god. how important is he in our lives.

if only god could talk on msn. haha.

pictures and more pictures! from SCO day.


ah yes. pimp picture. haha. i'm so handsome. LOL.


thats bao the year zero on the right! from thailand.


guy pic. ooo jerrold is so gay. haha.


after a 4th attempt. we finally got this JUMP picture. no that nice though. lol.


look up! i like this picture.


foursome. as usual some part of zha's face is cut off. lol.


my peanut ice kachang! the ultimate sin. haha.


and we gather around the stingray! failed timer attempt. haha.

ah yes. blogging in the middle of the night. how nice. but oh well just came back from a long but fruitful and memorable day. praise god. haven't praised god for a long time i realised. shucks. but yea anyway we're finally over and done with SCO! no more long thigh and calf and feet whatever you name it training sessions. but then again today was the last performance for the year 2s. ah man.

shall start with college day. hmm reached school at 2 but wasted almost 2 hours waiting in the TSD room. which is like erm, quite nice i suppose. haha heard they hate the choir people, wonder why. but yea we finally got to perform after waiting for quite awhile under the scorching sun. dunno why but somehow during our performance i felt abit more nervous than usual. haha maybe its cos the ENTIRE school was watching us. confitemini ah. super shaky. but sit down kinda rocked the crowd haha, JUST TOO BAD that i forgot some steps. stupid me. maybe cos i was standing right in front in the middle, maybe cos i could see my stupid ct tutor's diao face, maybe cos jerrold earlier told me that mrs chan was mesmerized by me during rehearsal. ARH. hahah. but overall, COOL! hope the people loved it.

and then SCO performance at conference hall. man i love the waiting room. so cold and comfortable. haha. but yea anyway we got a hell lot of SOCIALISING time. took lotsa pictures played lotsa cards talked lotsa cock. but in the end we still ended up singing choir songs together as an entire choir. guess it was meant to be this way, that everything would build up to be so emotional at the end. it was a real good feeling to sing songs like ad dominum, shower, zhuliguan all that. brought back memories of italy, competition, beautiful unforgettable memories.

nevermind about the real performance. haha as usual the concert hall wasn't filled. poor SCO. but anyway after that we came back to the room again. AND THEN we continued with our unfinished repertoire, singing rock around the clock, which i once again unfortunately had to feature as the ballerina, pamugun and no man is an island. all the charisma, all the energy, all the pain, all the hard work, all the joy, i guess just climaxed in that last song. all of us just closed our eyes and sang to the rhythm of our hearts, as everything we had gone through for the past few months or so just sunk in.

cheers, claps, tears, hugs, and more hugs. for once everyone just felt so united. haha the year ones were hugging each other too, saying, "see you on monday (:" haha. oh well its time for us to step up now and uphold the name of this magnificent choir. its gonna be so weird without the year 2s around now. so short a period of time, but so attached have we become. we're gonna miss them, yes we are.

no man is an island. no man stands alone....

shit. i'm getting this funny feeling again. why!

i wanna be FREE.

haha ricer you should be ashamed of yourself (: and i don't see blanks in my tagboard.

aye i'm being told to drop one subject to H1. but i'm not prepared to do that! cos i know i can cope if i just don't slack so much. haha. must learn to be like mugger soo. i'm going to work hard. soonpah. MUST soonpah.

anyway i got tagged. and since i'm not going to do any work now, shall do this for fun.

7 random things about myself:
1. i love singing.
2. i wish i could get six pecs soon. haha
3. i love LOG.
4. i love to make people laugh.
5. i talk alot of shit.
6. i'm a slacker who doesn't does his work.
7. maybe i'll join idol one day. haha

7 things that scare me:
1. the pain of love
2. sin
3. poor results (well deserved though. haha)
4. facing mum after poor results
5. only 8 weeks left to promos ):
6. vegetables
7. dreams that are too good to be true (:

7 random songs at the moment:
1. when you say nothing at all by ronan keating
2. complete by parachute band
3. stand by me by dunno who
4. for you i will by teddy geiger
5. all my life by parachute band
6. to the ends of the earth by hillsong
7. tian wang? haha.

7 things i like most:
1. God.
2. my family.
3. LOG.
4. choir peeps
5. class peeps
6. people who laugh at my jokes
7. being who i am (:

7 people to do this:
anyone who's interested. preferably choir peeps like may wanting dawn yuting shuwei huping whoever (:

favourite...colours: any combination that makes me look metro
food: erm dunno. i love food. haha.
song: anything that i can sing to. haha.

current..mood: thinky.
taste: dry stale taste in my mouth.
clothes: giordano shirt, some usa pants and hush puppies underwear. haha.
desktop: default windows wallpaper. too lazy to change.
toenail colour: beige! haha.
surroundings: my slightly messy room.
thoughts: my mum is gonna screw me.

"first...best friend: some guy called jiabin from kindergarten
crush: erm can't remember. haha.
kiss: my mum i guess. eww. haha.
piece of music heard: erm i remembered liking best 99 alot last time. haha

last...cigarette: haven't really smoked one and i don't intend to.
drink: water.
car ride: just only. sindhu's parents car! haha
crush: argh don't make me think.
phone call: erm dawn? looking for me in school. haha.
CD played: haven't played a cd for ages.

have you ever...dated your best friend: yes (: hahaha.
broken the law: yes but never got caught. haha.
been arrested: nope.
skinny-dipped: haha. erm yuck.
been on tv: yes! for some show on pulau ubin. lol.
kissed someone you don't know: haha nope.

5 things i am wearing: shirt, pants, cross, specs, undies

4 things i've done today: played floorball, sang chinese songs in choir, eaten banmian at laupasat, overused pick up lines. haha.

3 things i can hear right now: the sound of me typing, aircon sound, nothing else.

1 thing i did when i was bored: erm stone! haha

-end-

haha i was p5 then. we won the bible quiz and we got a trophy! way to go (:

The lord is my shepherd
there is nothing i shall want.
Fresh and green are the pastures
where he gives me repose.
Near restful waters he leads me
to revive my drooping spirit.

He guides me along the right path,
he is true to his name.
If i should walk in the valley of darkness
no evil would i fear.
You are there with your crook and your staff,
with these you give me comfort.

You have prepared a banquet for me
in the sight of my foes.
My head you have anointed with oil
my cup is overflowing.

Surely goodness and kindness shall follow me
all the days of my life.
In the Lord's own house shall i dwell
for ever and ever.

The Lord is my shepherd
there is nothing i shall want.

i was kinda unattentive during mass today, cos i kept thinking bout lotsa stuff. all that i'm experiencing now, all that i'm going through, i just know he's guiding me. its just so wonderful if you can just feel his prescense in your life. this psalm just speaks so well of his love for us. struck me, touched me. praise god (:

your crook and your staff.

your love. so simple, yet so great.

my goodness china people really can sing. gosh they sing like 100 times better than us la! the vibrato, the low and rich voices. gay man. haha. i can't even hear myself when i sing, thats why i'm singing myself hoarse. my throat hurts.

anyway i'm quite tired from choir. sigh. its gonna continue like this for the next week until performance is over! man i can't wait. dunno why they changed it from esplanade to sch. sucks i wanna perform in esplanade can. the sch stage is like so freakin squeezy. rawr. stupid pap thing tmr! i so wanted to go watch pirates la. i need to catch it soon man.

anyway i miss everyone in church, and i miss church. school just sucks away all the time and mood and i guess sunday is the only time i really get to see you all. miss the holidays? well yea maybe. i think so. shall stop here!

today's mass kinda comforted me.

cos god said, trust in him and he will shoulder your yoke.

man i need to spread my burdens, and i'm glad god is there for me.

don't ever wanna lose him.

wth la haha. ho wei kang said today that i'm too cheeky for my own good. erm said it not in a bad way, but kind of in a nice manner. but am i really too cheeky for my own good! haha after he said it i've been asking my classmates the entire day. oh well. maybe i really am cheeky. but why is it not good. hmmm.

rawr but anyway i feel like i need a few things. haha. lemme see.

1. determination to study
2. more resistance to temptation
3. confession
4. god
5. god
6. god

and so on. haha.

really la. if only god can talk on msn! then i could share with him EVERYTHING then maybe he can reveal what he has in store for me in life a little. and maybe get me a little excited as well? sheesh. haha.

stupid dong dong chiang downstairs. in the middle of the night. so irritating. ciao!

ah yes. soccer to brighten up my day (night). gosh i haven't played for so long now i can't even shoot properly. shucks. but it was a good start, so i hope we continue playing next week! and the week after next as well! wahah tim chen and justin nirmalan are damn good. they make good opposition. but ok my toe hurts now.

i'm being quite random. haha.

i haven't done any work for the past few days! and i don't really feel VERY bad. just bad. what happened to my consistency that i possessed for one week! i have to start DOING WORK again. hmph. although i'm still sucha bum. hah. i can't wait for SCO concert to be over. then maybe after that we'll all be free again. i like the freedom. love it.

ok and i've decided its not good to avoid it. so i'm going to face it whether it makes me feel shitty or whatever, cos actually avoiding it feels worse. face it and hopefully god up there will guide me and give me strength + comfort!

spread the faith this week people!

went back to cat high today and saw so many many people. chma wasn't really that good, but the fun thing of it all was that i got the opportunity to relive my cat high memories again. gosh i miss all the shouting, all the cocking, all the laughing, all the witty comments, even the vulgarities. really felt quite happy seeing all my friends and juniors again too. haha and even some of the teachers. proud of jon jiawei mx jason all of them man. congrats you guys deserved it.

hak boon! we love to shout his name. basically cos maybe we hate him. or maybe i'm the only one who sorta hates him. what is he thinking by chasing away all the best teachers into school just because he feels like the school needs a change? then what is going to happen when next time all of us come back looking for our teachers, to see only 1 or 2 left? dunno what's his freakin problem. you've got no brain you idiot. you're turning cat high into some shit.

arh anyway. mervyn lee is a bad emcee. gosh couldn't here him and its just wrong to be a paul twohill wannabe. emo hair, yuck. doesn't suit him. mark tan is still the best. kudos.

choir tmr from 10 to 5 again? hah shit. gonna be another draining day. to make things worse i'm running out of money like seriously, and not say things in the family are that well too. oh well. i wish i could have retail therapy.

and i miss kristin tan cos i haven't seen her for almost 2 weeks ):

alright poor me got tagged by may so i have to do this weird quiz. haha bugged me twice to do it already. shall grant you your wish. here goes!

think of 20 people you know.

01. may
02. yuting
03. huping
04. wanting
05. soo
06. ricer
07. krissay
08. yizha
09. swee
10. poey
11. jes
12. shuwei
13. sindhu
14. dawn
15. justin sim
16. anne
17. ethel
18. george
19. sheena
20. shiyi

#09 a boy or a girl?
swee. boy! but haha tsktsk the girls go flocking to him. hehe.

Would #01 and #02 make a cute couple?
may and yuting. certainly they would! haha but er may already has wanting. so yea.

How about #18 and #04?
george and wanting. erm can't imagine them together, not compatible. haha.

What grade is #17 in?
ethel. JC 1? as young as anyone on this list. haha.

When was the last time you talked to #12?
shuwei. at choir just now.

What is #06's favorite singer?
ricer. hmm i dunno. me! hahaha.

Does #01 have any siblings?
may. err yes i think 1 brother and 1 sister? can't remember lol.

Would you ever date #03?
huping. yes. haha if there is no one else left one earth. lol.

Would you ever date #07?
krissay. yes why not! i love krissay. haha. and thanks for saying i'm female gawd.

Is #16 single?
anne. hmm haha officially yes? but err other than that its a totally diff story. lol.

What's #15's last name?
SIM. haha already mentioned.

What's #10's middle name?
joel maximilian lau shen rong. middle name lau. its in the middle. not meant to be funny btw.

What's #05's favorite thing to do?
soo. MUGGING. and guitar of course. haha.

Is #13 hot?
sindhu. hot until chao ta. hahaha kidding. no comments.

Would #14 and #19 make a good couple?
dawn and sheena. omg no. not even lesbian couple. haha.

What school does #20 go to?
shiyi. VJC!!

Say a random fact about #12.
shuwei. she's so skinny she should really eat more! haha.

And #03?
huping. he's freakin smart as well as sick. haha.

Have you ever had a crush on #15?
justin sim. oh yea. i had a crush on his kaya buns. haha right.

Where does #09 live?
swee. tavistock drive! haha his house is our playground.

What's #04's favorite color?
wanting. hmm i'm not sure. i would guess erm, green!

Are #05 & #06 best friends?
soo and ricer. haha indeed. i would say close friends is a better term. hehe.

Does #07 like #20?
krissay and shiyi. omg no, don't even know each other. haha.

Does #08 like #19?
yizha and sheena. nonono! dunno each other also.

Would you make out with #12?
shuwei. haha no never. thong will just kill me. LOL.

How did you meet #02?
yuting. vj choir! omg so unlucky. hahaha.

How did you meet #12?
shuwei. vj choir too! started talking in a really weird and funny way. i sang her a song. lol.

Does #10 have any pets?
poey. yes 2 really cute doggies.

Is #12 older than you?
shuwei. same age same age!

Is # 17 the sexiest person alive, or what?
ethel. hahaha. gosh bet you would love me to say yes. up to you to decide! haha.

The five people:
anyone who wants a break from mugging or whatever. haha its a good opportunity to work your brain on your friends.

poor materazzi. did your boobs hurt? awr i bet it was so painful you poor little thing you were rolling you. hah.

freak freak FREAK!

i feel like dying. freak.

very very irritated.

anyway music book production is back on! will need your help soon!

eeee may and huping are so gonna tell the whole world what i said. RAWR. you two better get scotch tape. haha.

was using hp during GP lesson today and got caught. therefore i am SUPPOSED to hand in an essay outline by 5pm today but obviously i didn't. i hope ys and xq didn't pangseh me. otherwise i'm so gonna kill them. lol.

been eating alot lately! so as a result i feel rather fat, therefore in other to make myself feel better i try to do 100 crunches and leg raises and abit of pushups if i feel like it everyday. not that they work ): but at least they make you feel better. haha.

oh and guess what, beware! cos according to junkiat and his body language book, guys who are tall, left handed and musically inclined are horny :D

i realise doing work and msning at the same time makes you very unproductive. esp when you have so many people talking to you. you can't help but reply. oh well.

i'm trying to be consistent. i've not slept in a single lecture or tutorial the past 2 days, although i've been waking to watch soccer. achievement? maybe. gonna get maths results end of the month cos my teacher is busy, better still? spare me the agony. haha.

i intend to increase my productivity rate within the next few days! i wish myself success. *gives myself a pat on the back*

i will love you all my life

ok. i screwed my exams. was kinda expecting it anyway, but still don't wanna talk about it.

i'm going to try to be consistent. from now on. i'll try.

if only someone could know how i'm feeling exactly..

ethel ngiam. you should stop associating me with the word priest or else i'm gonna get angry. hahah.

first day of lessons for a VERY long time. well didn't really have lessons but yea anyway overall the feeling i got was quite good. kinda like spending time with my classmates, i think we make quite a good class. with all the crap and shit thats flying around, and with all the different interesting people. haha.

ah well. ended up being forced to sit all alone in front of the class during GP today cos i was just having a little chit chat with sheena about church. lol didn't complain, but obediently complied. i think mrs koh has a weird personality, she seems mean and strict and petty and all, but yet she's sorta like got this nice side of her. somewhere there. haha.

choir! i hope my singing is really getting better. been like trying out different ways of singing for a very long time. not really looking forward to the sco performance though, aye one after the other. it never stops in VJ choir :D

i hope he guides me.

rice: yea yea i know what you mean. haha.
ethel: the thought of being a priest is scary :X
anne: praise god! (:

back to school tmr, what a nice "long" weekend. -_-

sigh.

i need to keep my thoughts in check.

if only i could get a pensieve.

one thing that struck me during session today.

nothing that had happened in the past 6 months is a coincidence, but they are all planned by god. how true is that hmmm.

the crosses are hard to carry, the raging fires hard to pass through, but draw strength from god. thank him for the good times and the bad times, praise him for creating the things around you.

how wonderful is god. how important is he in our lives.

if only god could talk on msn. haha.