okay so cts are finally over but i don't feel any sense of relief or anything cos ho wei kang sent an email to remind us to start doing our tutorials after 2 days of rest. AH. he's such a bugger. lol. but just to relax after my last paper yesterday we went to eat goodfood and plaza sing kopitiam, watched transformers (which is ultimate coolness but with a kiddy storyline), came home and played dota till 4.30am.

and here i am now in the afternoon. and i suspect this is gonna be one long and boring day. shucks i'm supposed to be out having fun, what am i doing at home! lol. the rest are at k-box, but i'm so not into chinese songs. haha oh well. choir tmr! maybe thats one thing to look forward to. singsingsingsingsing. i miss singing.

alright. and i wanted to talk about yesterday, which is totally, weird public transport day. haha. it seemed like everytime i took public transport sth weird would happen. the first was when my entire class boarded the 16 bus supposed to head to town, but little did we know that the driver was a NOOB driver. haha. and when i say noob he's really noob. he turned into the wrong lane. and guess what lane he turned into.

MARINE VISTA. lol.

so its like an entire bus of vj people plus other people drove past even more vj people walking out. and everyone was laughing their heads off and i could see people whipping out their cameras to take a shot. i wonder if anyone sent it to stomp. lol. so the bus driver drove into vj, reversed and turned back and then continued on the normal route. WEIRD RIGHT. haha.

and whats even worse the bus driver keeps forgetting to close the back door. and so happens i was just sitting beside it. so a few of us kept shouting, UNCLE CLOSE THE DOOR! and he takes a while to hear and absorb and process. before he finally closes it. and then after we dropped, he forgot to close the door again. haha.

okay so the second case happened on the mrt train back home. though it wasn't really funny just except that all of a sudden some black liquid thing started flowing all over the floor across 2 cabins. the first time i've seen such a thing happen on a train. (okay this is so not worth mentioning.)

AND YAH so there you have it. weird public transport day.

i'm off to find something more interesting to do. this entry is getting rambly and long. haha cya guys!

Labels: transformers.

here's a testimony. i think my mum and dad are superduper religious.

i went into their room to wash up just now. and the aircon in their room was spoilt so both of them were like trying to fix the aircon (or just my dad). then suddenly my mum say okay lets pray so they both raised their hands over the aircon and started praying. I WOULD NEVER HAVE IMAGINED MY DAD DOING THAT IN THE PAST. not so my mum. haha my mum was even praying in tongues omg.

so okay i'm like lets see what happens. and after i came out from the bathroom zomg the aircon was working again. haha. and my mum said, "sure working la. pray already."

hahah. the power of prayer? you decide for yourself.

canteen tmr! gotta wake up at 6 but its already 1.15 and i'm still awake ahhh. where has everyone gone! left all alone ):

2 more days to D-Day.
5 more days to Partial Freedom.
4 more months to A levels.
5 more months to COMPLETE freedom.

can't wait.

Labels: itwillflypast.

there are TWO things which i absolutely hate right now.

1. Econs

a totally totally hatable subject with lotsa crap that i have no interest in. why the hell did i take econs in the first place i wonder. RAH. i don't think i'm going to do well in econs at all. wait, i don't even know whether i'll be able to write ANYTHING. blahblahblahblah ):

2. Pringles

this is like, i hate you but i totally love you. why are you so delicious and crunchy and savoury and tasty. so simply irresistable? its like everytime i walk into the kitchen the 4 tins of pringles on the table are greeting me, tempting me. AHHH. but pringles, why do you make people fat!

i can't believe i'm talking to pringles. everything is driving me nuts RAH!

on the contrary, don't think i'm crazy now, i'm more stable than i sound. haha.

1 MORE WEEK TO TEMPORARY FREEDOM (2 days free from studying)

can't wait.

Labels: onwardmyloves.

i have this great sense of fear (suddenly) within my heart, my being, my inner soul. shit its a familiar feeling. and you know whats that feeling?

the feeling of being unprepared for an exam.

AYE. i think i'm going to regret not working hard enough for everything so far. and just slacking my bum off like mad. and thinking that i'll still pull through in the end.

maybe i'm not aware of all the expectations. maybe i'm not expecting enough from myself. i know i can do it if i study, but why am i not studying hard enough! argh.

sudden burst of frustrations. sorry.

and today soo said, "i'm gonna reap what i sow (for A's) i don't care." what the hell am i gonna reap, when i haven't sown anything. well i can start to sow now, but i'm gonna need super good fertilisers and weather and conditions and commitment to make sure i reap something.

or a time machine could work as well. AHH help me.

Labels: moretimeplease.

okay i think studying overnight at the airport doesn't really work. total productivity rate is like the opposite of an exponential curve. i think studying at home could be better! GAH i miss home baby. 2 consecutive nights i've not slept on my own bed in the comfort of my own room.

anyway my com was spoilt for like 2 days! and then people were saying GOOD now you can concentrate on your studies. but me being the guy who can't live without his com went on a mission to fix it up. and now, TADA. i did it (yet again) and my com is literally taped up now. no joke, all serious. the cpu casing is totally collapsing.

mum says we're gonna get a laptop! well i hope its gonna come true. haha. for now i'll just survive with my this sentimental piece of junk.

COMMON TESTS next week. how nice. not prepared at all.

okay wait i am prepared.

prepared to die! yay.

god bless me.

Labels: fightit.

its a foregone conclusion: i'm screwed for midyears.

guess i'll just have to do my best from now on. 7 days left, 56 hours. is it going to be possible? i hope my determination doesn't get broken.

so much to do, so many commitments, yet so little time.

how did 3 weeks pass so quickly. aye.

oh please, help me not to care.

Labels: istilldonthavethereason.

i find this quite amusing. HAHA.

Labels: pokeme.

ah sorry i couldn't wake up for breakfast this morning!

and i just woke up from the worst dream ever. i dreamt that i got

GBBG

for my A levels. HAHA. plus D7 for my GP. i'm not sure how the G grade suddenly appeared but it surely was a shit grade no doubt. cos i was damn sad in my dream. G for chem and physics! lol.

plus everyone around me was getting As and As and As.

nightmare. NIGHTMARE.

maybe its a sign.

Labels: wakeup.

okay today was not really an eventful day because most of the time i spent with myself OUTSIDE. haha. the first time i've been so sorang all my life.

had final choir prac in the morning with nelson. then when to cut hair and eat before i embarked on a long (not very) journey of mugging which lasted from what 1.30 to bout 5.15. i think minus the 1 hour of daydreaming plus whatever i think i effectively spent almost 3 hours? not very good leh sian. anyway i was studying in macs then suddenly macs became super stinko. its like a urine explosion suddenly happened or sth, the whole place just smelt like urine. and one table by one table hoards of people departed the stinkbomb of a restaurant. but i knitted and gritted my teeth and through my honest determination i continued sitting in my not so comfortable corner and finished my maths topics. haha. well at least those that i targetted to finish. yay. and i didn't buy anything from macs thats the great thing, i just koped an almost empty cup from the previous person sitting at the table and pretended it was mine. and that was my license to 4 hours of mugging in a fastfood restaurant.

learn from me! Muahahaha.

alright as you can see i'm seriously just ranting today. all the weird sentences and descriptions are just coming out lol.

argh i don't think i can wake up for breakfast tmr. another day of mugging ahead.

mugging sucks to the core.

Labels: peace.

okay i'm rather lazy to update these days. cos all my thoughts seem to be in a mess i can't really be bothered to sort them out. haha. and i tried finding a new template! and i did find one. but then after awhile i thought it was too gay so i removed it. bet none of you all saw it. like phew (:

what a tiring day it has been. woke up at 8 to go church. came home at 2, slept an hour. slacked an hour. then left for jiamingxz's party till like 10 plus. tiring, and UNPRODUCTIVE. thats the worst. argh. i realise i haven't been productive enough once this holidays.

2 weeks have passed already! and i truly need a miracle to pull through this time. the miracle would come about with 2 things. determination and perserverance. things i've been lacking all my life. well. in my studies at least.

anyway roger federer lost again! when is he gonna win roland garros. hahaha. poor thing i think rafael nadal rocks. love his arm muscles. woo. sounds gay.

alright this entry is totally random and everything. haha i'm off! tag my board people (:

Labels: riding higher.

shit i can't find words to describe how shitty i'm feeling right now.

its like everything come together. a big lump of SHIT. haha.

aye i feel terrible.

so many things to worry about.

maybe its the weather. i dunno.

somebody save me. ):

Labels: warmed up.

i'm getting a new com yay! (maybe) haha. okay shan't get too happy yet. but seriously i think i need a new one, cos my current one is already 9 years old and its starting to break down. i was fixing it till 2.30am last night omg. can't stand it seriously. haha. yup so went down to simlim square with ben today to check out parts! i'm seriously damn noob when it comes to computer hardware. totally clueless can. SOMEONE gimme advice on what to get. haha.

oh well nevermind thats still secondary.

today something meaningful was said during session. can't really remember what it was exactly. but its something like

you don't have to make sense of everything that happens around you. all you need is trust.

if only i wouldn't worry so much about stuff. aye.

BOOKSBOOKSBOOKS! i must love you. make me love you.

Labels: love.

ALRIGHT PEOPLE. be impressed. cos for this week, i've ran on every single day from monday till now! and its 6km every time i run. wahahaha. it feels so shiok i hope i can maintain. then my aim will be achieved! what aim? go figure. lol.

alright went to sell paper men today for cip! had zha sx and hp to come along with me, and i think i had quite alot of fun walking from door to door going,

"hello i'm a student from vjc, and i'm doing voluntary work today. erm okay you see (raises up the paper men at their faces), i'm helping to run a project called SIMPLY LOVE and this project aims to help the intellectually disabled of singapore. WHAT you can do is that you can donate money and you can get this paper men and write words of encouragement to these people! its only 2 dollars per paper man. would you like to donate?"

yadayadayadayada.

okay this is not really what i say everytime because you do get people who ask alot of random questions. and then you have to start talking about MINDS (movement for intellectually disabled of singapore) and that 100% of the funds go to the home for the int disabled children blahblahblah. and then you get people who get this feeling that i'm a CONMAN when i'm NOT. there was this one guy who said,

"gimme your name and the name of the organisation. i'll make a direct donation there. i've been had too many times."

LOL poor guy. i just gave him the brochure and said dunneed to put my name. well, i encountered at least 3 of these kinda people. and they all had long stories to tell. haha.

okay so at the end of it all me and zha managed to sell 40 paper men! (80 bucks) but then while counting money downstairs in the wind, my 5 dollar note PER KI (fly away), and then i couldn't find it. super depressing i dunno how the 5 dollars can fly until so far. look for so long also cannot find. guess its just my luck that i have to donate 5 dollars of my own. haha.

anyway. YAY I FINALLY GOT SOME CIP HOURS. lol. moremoremoremore!

aye okay i need to start chionging my studies! better stop all the gaming and slacking around. its time to buck up oliver lee! lol. feels weird calling my own name. i need to get good results for CT2 otherwise i think my mother will sorta slaughter me. haha. SHIT SO MUCH TO DOOOO. help. i need huping brain power! lol.

strings concert tmr! and brazil vs england a few hours later. yay i can't wait (:

come back come back! (info: not referring to what you guys are thinking bout now (:)

Labels: onarampage.

okay so cts are finally over but i don't feel any sense of relief or anything cos ho wei kang sent an email to remind us to start doing our tutorials after 2 days of rest. AH. he's such a bugger. lol. but just to relax after my last paper yesterday we went to eat goodfood and plaza sing kopitiam, watched transformers (which is ultimate coolness but with a kiddy storyline), came home and played dota till 4.30am.

and here i am now in the afternoon. and i suspect this is gonna be one long and boring day. shucks i'm supposed to be out having fun, what am i doing at home! lol. the rest are at k-box, but i'm so not into chinese songs. haha oh well. choir tmr! maybe thats one thing to look forward to. singsingsingsingsing. i miss singing.

alright. and i wanted to talk about yesterday, which is totally, weird public transport day. haha. it seemed like everytime i took public transport sth weird would happen. the first was when my entire class boarded the 16 bus supposed to head to town, but little did we know that the driver was a NOOB driver. haha. and when i say noob he's really noob. he turned into the wrong lane. and guess what lane he turned into.

MARINE VISTA. lol.

so its like an entire bus of vj people plus other people drove past even more vj people walking out. and everyone was laughing their heads off and i could see people whipping out their cameras to take a shot. i wonder if anyone sent it to stomp. lol. so the bus driver drove into vj, reversed and turned back and then continued on the normal route. WEIRD RIGHT. haha.

and whats even worse the bus driver keeps forgetting to close the back door. and so happens i was just sitting beside it. so a few of us kept shouting, UNCLE CLOSE THE DOOR! and he takes a while to hear and absorb and process. before he finally closes it. and then after we dropped, he forgot to close the door again. haha.

okay so the second case happened on the mrt train back home. though it wasn't really funny just except that all of a sudden some black liquid thing started flowing all over the floor across 2 cabins. the first time i've seen such a thing happen on a train. (okay this is so not worth mentioning.)

AND YAH so there you have it. weird public transport day.

i'm off to find something more interesting to do. this entry is getting rambly and long. haha cya guys!

Labels: transformers.

here's a testimony. i think my mum and dad are superduper religious.

i went into their room to wash up just now. and the aircon in their room was spoilt so both of them were like trying to fix the aircon (or just my dad). then suddenly my mum say okay lets pray so they both raised their hands over the aircon and started praying. I WOULD NEVER HAVE IMAGINED MY DAD DOING THAT IN THE PAST. not so my mum. haha my mum was even praying in tongues omg.

so okay i'm like lets see what happens. and after i came out from the bathroom zomg the aircon was working again. haha. and my mum said, "sure working la. pray already."

hahah. the power of prayer? you decide for yourself.

canteen tmr! gotta wake up at 6 but its already 1.15 and i'm still awake ahhh. where has everyone gone! left all alone ):

2 more days to D-Day.
5 more days to Partial Freedom.
4 more months to A levels.
5 more months to COMPLETE freedom.

can't wait.

Labels: itwillflypast.

there are TWO things which i absolutely hate right now.

1. Econs

a totally totally hatable subject with lotsa crap that i have no interest in. why the hell did i take econs in the first place i wonder. RAH. i don't think i'm going to do well in econs at all. wait, i don't even know whether i'll be able to write ANYTHING. blahblahblahblah ):

2. Pringles

this is like, i hate you but i totally love you. why are you so delicious and crunchy and savoury and tasty. so simply irresistable? its like everytime i walk into the kitchen the 4 tins of pringles on the table are greeting me, tempting me. AHHH. but pringles, why do you make people fat!

i can't believe i'm talking to pringles. everything is driving me nuts RAH!

on the contrary, don't think i'm crazy now, i'm more stable than i sound. haha.

1 MORE WEEK TO TEMPORARY FREEDOM (2 days free from studying)

can't wait.

Labels: onwardmyloves.

i have this great sense of fear (suddenly) within my heart, my being, my inner soul. shit its a familiar feeling. and you know whats that feeling?

the feeling of being unprepared for an exam.

AYE. i think i'm going to regret not working hard enough for everything so far. and just slacking my bum off like mad. and thinking that i'll still pull through in the end.

maybe i'm not aware of all the expectations. maybe i'm not expecting enough from myself. i know i can do it if i study, but why am i not studying hard enough! argh.

sudden burst of frustrations. sorry.

and today soo said, "i'm gonna reap what i sow (for A's) i don't care." what the hell am i gonna reap, when i haven't sown anything. well i can start to sow now, but i'm gonna need super good fertilisers and weather and conditions and commitment to make sure i reap something.

or a time machine could work as well. AHH help me.

Labels: moretimeplease.

okay i think studying overnight at the airport doesn't really work. total productivity rate is like the opposite of an exponential curve. i think studying at home could be better! GAH i miss home baby. 2 consecutive nights i've not slept on my own bed in the comfort of my own room.

anyway my com was spoilt for like 2 days! and then people were saying GOOD now you can concentrate on your studies. but me being the guy who can't live without his com went on a mission to fix it up. and now, TADA. i did it (yet again) and my com is literally taped up now. no joke, all serious. the cpu casing is totally collapsing.

mum says we're gonna get a laptop! well i hope its gonna come true. haha. for now i'll just survive with my this sentimental piece of junk.

COMMON TESTS next week. how nice. not prepared at all.

okay wait i am prepared.

prepared to die! yay.

god bless me.

Labels: fightit.

its a foregone conclusion: i'm screwed for midyears.

guess i'll just have to do my best from now on. 7 days left, 56 hours. is it going to be possible? i hope my determination doesn't get broken.

so much to do, so many commitments, yet so little time.

how did 3 weeks pass so quickly. aye.

oh please, help me not to care.

Labels: istilldonthavethereason.

i find this quite amusing. HAHA.

Labels: pokeme.

ah sorry i couldn't wake up for breakfast this morning!

and i just woke up from the worst dream ever. i dreamt that i got

GBBG

for my A levels. HAHA. plus D7 for my GP. i'm not sure how the G grade suddenly appeared but it surely was a shit grade no doubt. cos i was damn sad in my dream. G for chem and physics! lol.

plus everyone around me was getting As and As and As.

nightmare. NIGHTMARE.

maybe its a sign.

Labels: wakeup.

okay today was not really an eventful day because most of the time i spent with myself OUTSIDE. haha. the first time i've been so sorang all my life.

had final choir prac in the morning with nelson. then when to cut hair and eat before i embarked on a long (not very) journey of mugging which lasted from what 1.30 to bout 5.15. i think minus the 1 hour of daydreaming plus whatever i think i effectively spent almost 3 hours? not very good leh sian. anyway i was studying in macs then suddenly macs became super stinko. its like a urine explosion suddenly happened or sth, the whole place just smelt like urine. and one table by one table hoards of people departed the stinkbomb of a restaurant. but i knitted and gritted my teeth and through my honest determination i continued sitting in my not so comfortable corner and finished my maths topics. haha. well at least those that i targetted to finish. yay. and i didn't buy anything from macs thats the great thing, i just koped an almost empty cup from the previous person sitting at the table and pretended it was mine. and that was my license to 4 hours of mugging in a fastfood restaurant.

learn from me! Muahahaha.

alright as you can see i'm seriously just ranting today. all the weird sentences and descriptions are just coming out lol.

argh i don't think i can wake up for breakfast tmr. another day of mugging ahead.

mugging sucks to the core.

Labels: peace.

okay i'm rather lazy to update these days. cos all my thoughts seem to be in a mess i can't really be bothered to sort them out. haha. and i tried finding a new template! and i did find one. but then after awhile i thought it was too gay so i removed it. bet none of you all saw it. like phew (:

what a tiring day it has been. woke up at 8 to go church. came home at 2, slept an hour. slacked an hour. then left for jiamingxz's party till like 10 plus. tiring, and UNPRODUCTIVE. thats the worst. argh. i realise i haven't been productive enough once this holidays.

2 weeks have passed already! and i truly need a miracle to pull through this time. the miracle would come about with 2 things. determination and perserverance. things i've been lacking all my life. well. in my studies at least.

anyway roger federer lost again! when is he gonna win roland garros. hahaha. poor thing i think rafael nadal rocks. love his arm muscles. woo. sounds gay.

alright this entry is totally random and everything. haha i'm off! tag my board people (:

Labels: riding higher.

shit i can't find words to describe how shitty i'm feeling right now.

its like everything come together. a big lump of SHIT. haha.

aye i feel terrible.

so many things to worry about.

maybe its the weather. i dunno.

somebody save me. ):

Labels: warmed up.

i'm getting a new com yay! (maybe) haha. okay shan't get too happy yet. but seriously i think i need a new one, cos my current one is already 9 years old and its starting to break down. i was fixing it till 2.30am last night omg. can't stand it seriously. haha. yup so went down to simlim square with ben today to check out parts! i'm seriously damn noob when it comes to computer hardware. totally clueless can. SOMEONE gimme advice on what to get. haha.

oh well nevermind thats still secondary.

today something meaningful was said during session. can't really remember what it was exactly. but its something like

you don't have to make sense of everything that happens around you. all you need is trust.

if only i wouldn't worry so much about stuff. aye.

BOOKSBOOKSBOOKS! i must love you. make me love you.

Labels: love.

ALRIGHT PEOPLE. be impressed. cos for this week, i've ran on every single day from monday till now! and its 6km every time i run. wahahaha. it feels so shiok i hope i can maintain. then my aim will be achieved! what aim? go figure. lol.

alright went to sell paper men today for cip! had zha sx and hp to come along with me, and i think i had quite alot of fun walking from door to door going,

"hello i'm a student from vjc, and i'm doing voluntary work today. erm okay you see (raises up the paper men at their faces), i'm helping to run a project called SIMPLY LOVE and this project aims to help the intellectually disabled of singapore. WHAT you can do is that you can donate money and you can get this paper men and write words of encouragement to these people! its only 2 dollars per paper man. would you like to donate?"

yadayadayadayada.

okay this is not really what i say everytime because you do get people who ask alot of random questions. and then you have to start talking about MINDS (movement for intellectually disabled of singapore) and that 100% of the funds go to the home for the int disabled children blahblahblah. and then you get people who get this feeling that i'm a CONMAN when i'm NOT. there was this one guy who said,

"gimme your name and the name of the organisation. i'll make a direct donation there. i've been had too many times."

LOL poor guy. i just gave him the brochure and said dunneed to put my name. well, i encountered at least 3 of these kinda people. and they all had long stories to tell. haha.

okay so at the end of it all me and zha managed to sell 40 paper men! (80 bucks) but then while counting money downstairs in the wind, my 5 dollar note PER KI (fly away), and then i couldn't find it. super depressing i dunno how the 5 dollars can fly until so far. look for so long also cannot find. guess its just my luck that i have to donate 5 dollars of my own. haha.

anyway. YAY I FINALLY GOT SOME CIP HOURS. lol. moremoremoremore!

aye okay i need to start chionging my studies! better stop all the gaming and slacking around. its time to buck up oliver lee! lol. feels weird calling my own name. i need to get good results for CT2 otherwise i think my mother will sorta slaughter me. haha. SHIT SO MUCH TO DOOOO. help. i need huping brain power! lol.

strings concert tmr! and brazil vs england a few hours later. yay i can't wait (:

come back come back! (info: not referring to what you guys are thinking bout now (:)

Labels: onarampage.