sports day sucked to the maxx today. the atmosphere was like crap, the rain came pouring down, people walked around and it was like watching a lousy show. haha. ended up spending most of the time either in the choir room or in the canteen. PLUS when i did go back to watch the cheerleading, i got my ass red sitting on the track. gah.

and i think i've caught the sleeping bug. i keep wanting to fall asleep during lessons nowadays! maybe i should sleep earlier and not be too distracted by msn. lol.

alright i'm tired off i go!

falsehopesfalsehopes, don't wanna live on falsehopes.
answers, i need answers.

somehow it feels like everything around me seems to be different now.

the things i used to see, the feelings i used to feel, the stuff i used to talk about, it seems like everything has just changed. i wonder to myself, am i changed as well? maybe i am because i seem to be talking less these days. besides, it feels like i've lost quite a bit of the crappiness that i used to have.

i do miss the old me. maybe i'm being suppressed i don't know. aye.

i should just try to be less pre-occupied with certain stuff. i want to feel natural and free, again.

sigh. its another of those lonely nights.

okay my com is getting laggier BY THE DAY. its quite irritating cos everytime i switch it on i have to wait for like 2 to 3 mins for my msn to load. then it'll lag there for awhile before everything becomes normal argh. i need a new com! 7 years and i'm still stuck with my stupid dell. haha.

in fact, i need LOTSA STUFF. an ipod, shoes, clothes, handphone. you name it.

anyway, i got into musicfest finals for solo! so i'll be performing on that lousywooden pt stage on friday april the 13th yup. haha. well not sure if i deserved to get in cos i think everything just happened by chance and i guess i just have to thank God (plus my lucky stars) that i got through! i'll make sure everything goes well in the finals. hahaha. no more screwedup guitar playing and undecipherable lyrics.

anyway, here's what happened the last time i performed on it.
featuring dawn and sindhu, dsa prostitutes. HAHA. OHMY.

okay don't worry i'm not gonna do something like that for musicfest. it'll be another case of GAYNESS. i think some people will understand why i use that word. lol.

i'm starting to wonder, maybe this problem with diction was inbuilt in me right from the start. cos i realise sometimes people can't even understand what i'm saying for the first time argh! gosh. or maybe its just you guys? hahah.

RIGHT. so over with the distraction. now comes the announcement of my common test 1 grades. okay here goes.

CDDDD

C for physics. lol. and the rest i got D including my GP which i just got back today. to say the least, i'm not really happy with my results haha. not a single A in sight. SIGH. better pull up my pants and buck up for common test 2.

talking about pulling up pants, or socks or whatever, i better start getting my fitness act together! haha. haven't exercised in a week gosh and i've been eating like some pig. lemme see hmm, bbq, bahkutteh, icecream, thaiexpress, gelare, wantonmee, dairyqueen. sounds good eh? the after effects aren't good. AT ALL. lol. well at least i'm not as pig as someone. HAHA. if you know who you are.

anyway here's a rhyme for you.

it takes a month to build some PECS and lose some FLABS,
but only a week to GET IT BACK ):

i just thought of it. impressive eh? lol. live by it!

or you can LIVEBYEAT.

whichever, you choose. lol. OKAY THIS IS GETTING DUMB I'M SORRY. off i go. thanks for reading (:

whywhywhy do i have to go through the trauma of auditioning again! argh. actually, picking the song and finding the minus 1 track is more traumatic than anything else. grr.

and i don't feel like i can make it through. i'm scared ):

AH WELL. shall not act like a humchee anymore lols. must have more confidence in my abilities. hahah. I WILL PICK THE CORRECT GENRE THIS TIME.

okay i've got 2 big pimples on my forehead now its damn irritating! its big and red and painful and ugly and everything. man oh man i hate pimples. haha. must be cos of the lack of sleep these few days. since i've been sleeping at like almost 1 daily the entire week. rah. and its already 1 while i'm typing this entry -.- haha. PLUS. tonight i'm not gonna sleep till like 3.30am cos its like soccerooing time YET AGAIN.

maybe i should be as conservative as zha. NOFRIEDFOODNOLACKOFSLEEPNOTANYTINGTHATGIVESYOUPIMPLES. caught that? haha good if you did.

oh talking about fried food. if you guys didn't know, from next week onwards VJC canteen STOPS selling fried and oily food. means stalls like western and noodles/carrot cake are just gonna go into recession. haha. healthfreaks are going HOORAH, while people like me and you will just have to start spamming coleslaw and baked beans. haha.

actually don't eat baked beans, they make you fart. (random)

AHHHH. okay this is a freaking weird entry i just realised i'm just typing whatever that comes into my mind. lol.

man i'm getting hungry. somebody stop me ):

treasure life.

that is one lesson we should all keep in mind. keep your loved ones close to your heart every single day, otherwise live to regret it. aye.

the fragility of it all.

today we got too carried away with our cat high talk at the table and i think everyone was getting damn amused. haha. it was like reliving old memories. actually come to think about it, maybe cat high was really a screwed up school. but nonetheless, it was never ending fun and i enjoyed my 4 years there! i think. haha.

ooo baby. wonder what happened to the zidane who used pluck his hair from the middle to eat. HAHA.

anyway yay i'm damn tired. done practising for musicfest i guess, but not sure if i'm up to the standard. sang to my mum just now and she said it was not bad! but then not sure if i can trust my mum's opinion as well. lol. 10 people, fighting for,

THREE PLACES.

thanks. lets just see how it goes la. hope i don't screw up my timing tmr. haha. sexed up song i'm singing. lols.

yay okay i feel so much better after blogging now. think i shall go to sleep. night to blog and my silent readers (:

dinner with my mum and dad was totally great, sinful as well. haha. after i came home we headed to toapayoh and there we had what? lemme see. chickenwings, satay, sotong, crayfish, mixedveggiesoup, stingray, rice. man i really enjoyed it. but i'm not sure if i'm gonna enjoy the AFTER-EFFECTS of it. haha.

anyway man. gluttons bay stingray really sux i just realised. my parents say the only thing good there is the oysteregg!

musicfest auditions this sat! been talking alot about it with people like melodie and sherwin. haha. oh well i'm not really confident cos i haven't really practised enough or settled down with my song as yet. but i hope i do well. i hope i make it through! thats why i better start working on it. like tmr. lol.

we gotta be, extra careful
that we don't build our hopes up too high
trying to keep my hopes down.

way back into love seems to be the hottest song nowadays. even people who haven't watched music&lyrics are spamming the song on their mp3 players, their phones. and everyone who hears it kinds of sings along. for me, i help by adding the hip movement. sometimes. haha.

anyway i've been feeling really tired these first two days of school. every morning upon reaching school the first thing to do is to head to the choir room and poof on the sofa. and then i try to get to sleep but somehow i'm always awoken up halfway by the morning hustle and bustle within that coolest room in the whole school. esp when you have people making lotsa noise over jenga, which seems to be the newest game choir peeps are crazy over. used to be puzzle fighter but don't see anyone playing that now. haha.

worst thing is that these 2 days aircons have been breaking down wherever i've been going. yesterday it was LT4, which is the worst place to be in when there's no aircon, cos its so stuffy and smelly. its like, being inside a musty garbage dumb. argh. i had 2 lectures there can. haha. and today my beloved C22 classroom's aircon broke down too, and since container blocks don't have fans we had to open up all the windows and doors. and then it got so warm everyone just started falling asleep. and i fell asleep right in front of my gp teacher while seating in the first row.

well don't worry. nothing happened to me. i had my eyes covered. haha.

ok i think you've had enough of my ranting. lol.

was running at a park/field near my house just now and then while running i suddenly got this urge to blog about the sights around that area. haha. well i've been going there alot recently for my workouts and here are the familiar sights:

1. same few indians and chinese playing soccer on the field. they seem to be playing there everyday, like dunneed to study. so good.
2. this ahma, who comes on a wheelchair at 7 with the maid to do some light walking using the support bar.
3. these 2 middle age indians, who always like to compete with me silently when i run. haha. dunno what for seriously.
4. a uncle who wears tight shirt and pants and has weird dyed hair and looks like a lecher. likes to go around talking to maids. yucked out.
5. another uncle who likes to play soccer with his dog on the field. my favourite sight.
6. a staircase at the 100m mark where alot of maids and aunties sit and chill. its like their favourite chilling staircase. haha.
7. topless oldmen stretch of benches from the 300 to 370m mark. they like to just sit there and smoke with their shirts off. i hold my breath everytime i run past that area. haha.

okay 7 is heaven. still got alot more la but aiyah sian already don't feel like saying. okay i know this is damn random but its good to be random in blog entries sometimes! value-added entertainment for my readers. hope you enjoy my randomness. haha.

aye okay. i think i'm done here. this entry took amazingly long, distracted by convos. haha.

someone please turn off the emo switch.
not enjoying this rollercoaster of emotions. but i can't seem to get you out of my mind.

SO PEOPLE. who is the sexiest and hip-pest KEEPER of the UNDERWORLD?

MEMEMEMEME :D

haha okay self praise. just came back from choir camp yesterday night and i thought it was quite a blast. but seriously not enough time for anything to happen. small group this year was like i dunno, DAMN SLACK, as compared to last year. but i think all of us did improve a little here and there, but seriously not enough. haha. details baby! need to watch the details.

anyway the games were quite fun la i think ALTHOUGH i didn't play both the day games and night games, reason being i was station master for both. for day games i was some sadistic tormenter of the body, making every group run backwards, duck walk, hop on one leg, run sideways. you guys should thank me can, i think i got help you all lose at least like what? 0.5 kg. hahaha. okay maybe not so much. and then FOR NIGHT GAMES i was KEEPER OF THE UNDERWORLD. i was dressed in my coolblue sweator with shorts and my face was powdered to the limit. plus, i had my mouth taped. lol. and in the end i managed to scare some people! although i dunno how they can get scared. idiots like yuting just couldn't stop laughing and spoiling the SCARY ATMOSPHERE i was trying to create. grrrr. but yea overall it was fun. yay!

haha and then food trail rocked too. at the charkwayteow station my group finished the entire plate in 10 secs can. thats like totallay record breaking. ran alot, ate alot, and was quite happy in the end (: liked my group alot during this camp, fun people. and of course for being so enthu about the TOTALLAY. SLUTTY. cheer. we should do it again one day. hahaha. cos..

we are..BURBERRY, tishtishtish! (:

yea so thats all i think i'm gonna say for camp. its like got too many things to say. haha. go read other blogs if you wish to find out more about the fantastic vj choir. lol.

okay so today i went back to CATHIGH to teach my TUBA SECTION. gosh they are totally in deep shit, totally the suckiest section in the band now. (hope my juniors don't chance on my blog):) haha. but yea omg i made them play one and a half hours of long tones and articulation exercises. and i think its more tiring teaching them than playing itself can. sux biggie. i do hope they remember the things i kept stressing.

aye. the golden generation has passed. lol. if you understand what i mean.

okay gonna go dawn's house later. dunno if i'm looking forward to it though. sigh. off i go for a run! seeyou guys.

hey babies! i'm back from my hiatus. though i didn't say i was going for one in the first place. haha. and its my 170th post! another blogging milestone yay.

WTF IS AMERICA DOING? why the hell did america vote sanjaya malakar into the top 12?! even singaporeans like me are pissed. haha. sundance got out omg and he's one of my favourite singers. gosh sanjaya is like the joakim of american idol, i hope he gets kicked out in the first round.

but omg this season rocks cos there's lakisha and melinda! yesterday when they sang my hair just stood. gosh they rock. if only singapore had this kinda talent. if only singapore idol could be HALF as good. haha. and i just saw paultwohill showcasing the new mrbean movie in an advert and it was shot in england! omg so lucky. will someone please sponsor me a trip there, to old trafford at least? haha. DREAM ON.

okay. hope you just enjoyed my two paragraphs of ranting. lol. anyway COMMONTESTS ARE OVER! (: i wouldn't want to comment much on the papers i just hope i PASS all of them. and if i do score well in some then i will thank god and my lucky stars. haha. i can't stand jc papers cos they last for 3 hours which is friggin long. all those who had papers in lt5 had their necks cracked at the end of each. haha. i had mine cracked too! anyway i didn't really feel any real sense of jubilation after physics today. its only commontest ONE people. longlong way to go. longlong way. friggin hell.

i dunno why but somehow i think nowadays i'm becoming more and more unrefined. its really so unlike me you know that. i keep using words like friggin and twittish phrases like suxx biggie. okay whatever! lol.

one week to play, sing and prepare for musicfest. what comes after that? RESULTS. not freaking out. just wish time could stop. just wish i had more sleep!

cos my eyes really hurt now. haha. bye people. till next time.

sports day sucked to the maxx today. the atmosphere was like crap, the rain came pouring down, people walked around and it was like watching a lousy show. haha. ended up spending most of the time either in the choir room or in the canteen. PLUS when i did go back to watch the cheerleading, i got my ass red sitting on the track. gah.

and i think i've caught the sleeping bug. i keep wanting to fall asleep during lessons nowadays! maybe i should sleep earlier and not be too distracted by msn. lol.

alright i'm tired off i go!

falsehopesfalsehopes, don't wanna live on falsehopes.
answers, i need answers.

somehow it feels like everything around me seems to be different now.

the things i used to see, the feelings i used to feel, the stuff i used to talk about, it seems like everything has just changed. i wonder to myself, am i changed as well? maybe i am because i seem to be talking less these days. besides, it feels like i've lost quite a bit of the crappiness that i used to have.

i do miss the old me. maybe i'm being suppressed i don't know. aye.

i should just try to be less pre-occupied with certain stuff. i want to feel natural and free, again.

sigh. its another of those lonely nights.

okay my com is getting laggier BY THE DAY. its quite irritating cos everytime i switch it on i have to wait for like 2 to 3 mins for my msn to load. then it'll lag there for awhile before everything becomes normal argh. i need a new com! 7 years and i'm still stuck with my stupid dell. haha.

in fact, i need LOTSA STUFF. an ipod, shoes, clothes, handphone. you name it.

anyway, i got into musicfest finals for solo! so i'll be performing on that lousywooden pt stage on friday april the 13th yup. haha. well not sure if i deserved to get in cos i think everything just happened by chance and i guess i just have to thank God (plus my lucky stars) that i got through! i'll make sure everything goes well in the finals. hahaha. no more screwedup guitar playing and undecipherable lyrics.

anyway, here's what happened the last time i performed on it.
featuring dawn and sindhu, dsa prostitutes. HAHA. OHMY.

okay don't worry i'm not gonna do something like that for musicfest. it'll be another case of GAYNESS. i think some people will understand why i use that word. lol.

i'm starting to wonder, maybe this problem with diction was inbuilt in me right from the start. cos i realise sometimes people can't even understand what i'm saying for the first time argh! gosh. or maybe its just you guys? hahah.

RIGHT. so over with the distraction. now comes the announcement of my common test 1 grades. okay here goes.

CDDDD

C for physics. lol. and the rest i got D including my GP which i just got back today. to say the least, i'm not really happy with my results haha. not a single A in sight. SIGH. better pull up my pants and buck up for common test 2.

talking about pulling up pants, or socks or whatever, i better start getting my fitness act together! haha. haven't exercised in a week gosh and i've been eating like some pig. lemme see hmm, bbq, bahkutteh, icecream, thaiexpress, gelare, wantonmee, dairyqueen. sounds good eh? the after effects aren't good. AT ALL. lol. well at least i'm not as pig as someone. HAHA. if you know who you are.

anyway here's a rhyme for you.

it takes a month to build some PECS and lose some FLABS,
but only a week to GET IT BACK ):

i just thought of it. impressive eh? lol. live by it!

or you can LIVEBYEAT.

whichever, you choose. lol. OKAY THIS IS GETTING DUMB I'M SORRY. off i go. thanks for reading (:

whywhywhy do i have to go through the trauma of auditioning again! argh. actually, picking the song and finding the minus 1 track is more traumatic than anything else. grr.

and i don't feel like i can make it through. i'm scared ):

AH WELL. shall not act like a humchee anymore lols. must have more confidence in my abilities. hahah. I WILL PICK THE CORRECT GENRE THIS TIME.

okay i've got 2 big pimples on my forehead now its damn irritating! its big and red and painful and ugly and everything. man oh man i hate pimples. haha. must be cos of the lack of sleep these few days. since i've been sleeping at like almost 1 daily the entire week. rah. and its already 1 while i'm typing this entry -.- haha. PLUS. tonight i'm not gonna sleep till like 3.30am cos its like soccerooing time YET AGAIN.

maybe i should be as conservative as zha. NOFRIEDFOODNOLACKOFSLEEPNOTANYTINGTHATGIVESYOUPIMPLES. caught that? haha good if you did.

oh talking about fried food. if you guys didn't know, from next week onwards VJC canteen STOPS selling fried and oily food. means stalls like western and noodles/carrot cake are just gonna go into recession. haha. healthfreaks are going HOORAH, while people like me and you will just have to start spamming coleslaw and baked beans. haha.

actually don't eat baked beans, they make you fart. (random)

AHHHH. okay this is a freaking weird entry i just realised i'm just typing whatever that comes into my mind. lol.

man i'm getting hungry. somebody stop me ):

treasure life.

that is one lesson we should all keep in mind. keep your loved ones close to your heart every single day, otherwise live to regret it. aye.

the fragility of it all.

today we got too carried away with our cat high talk at the table and i think everyone was getting damn amused. haha. it was like reliving old memories. actually come to think about it, maybe cat high was really a screwed up school. but nonetheless, it was never ending fun and i enjoyed my 4 years there! i think. haha.

ooo baby. wonder what happened to the zidane who used pluck his hair from the middle to eat. HAHA.

anyway yay i'm damn tired. done practising for musicfest i guess, but not sure if i'm up to the standard. sang to my mum just now and she said it was not bad! but then not sure if i can trust my mum's opinion as well. lol. 10 people, fighting for,

THREE PLACES.

thanks. lets just see how it goes la. hope i don't screw up my timing tmr. haha. sexed up song i'm singing. lols.

yay okay i feel so much better after blogging now. think i shall go to sleep. night to blog and my silent readers (:

dinner with my mum and dad was totally great, sinful as well. haha. after i came home we headed to toapayoh and there we had what? lemme see. chickenwings, satay, sotong, crayfish, mixedveggiesoup, stingray, rice. man i really enjoyed it. but i'm not sure if i'm gonna enjoy the AFTER-EFFECTS of it. haha.

anyway man. gluttons bay stingray really sux i just realised. my parents say the only thing good there is the oysteregg!

musicfest auditions this sat! been talking alot about it with people like melodie and sherwin. haha. oh well i'm not really confident cos i haven't really practised enough or settled down with my song as yet. but i hope i do well. i hope i make it through! thats why i better start working on it. like tmr. lol.

we gotta be, extra careful
that we don't build our hopes up too high
trying to keep my hopes down.

way back into love seems to be the hottest song nowadays. even people who haven't watched music&lyrics are spamming the song on their mp3 players, their phones. and everyone who hears it kinds of sings along. for me, i help by adding the hip movement. sometimes. haha.

anyway i've been feeling really tired these first two days of school. every morning upon reaching school the first thing to do is to head to the choir room and poof on the sofa. and then i try to get to sleep but somehow i'm always awoken up halfway by the morning hustle and bustle within that coolest room in the whole school. esp when you have people making lotsa noise over jenga, which seems to be the newest game choir peeps are crazy over. used to be puzzle fighter but don't see anyone playing that now. haha.

worst thing is that these 2 days aircons have been breaking down wherever i've been going. yesterday it was LT4, which is the worst place to be in when there's no aircon, cos its so stuffy and smelly. its like, being inside a musty garbage dumb. argh. i had 2 lectures there can. haha. and today my beloved C22 classroom's aircon broke down too, and since container blocks don't have fans we had to open up all the windows and doors. and then it got so warm everyone just started falling asleep. and i fell asleep right in front of my gp teacher while seating in the first row.

well don't worry. nothing happened to me. i had my eyes covered. haha.

ok i think you've had enough of my ranting. lol.

was running at a park/field near my house just now and then while running i suddenly got this urge to blog about the sights around that area. haha. well i've been going there alot recently for my workouts and here are the familiar sights:

1. same few indians and chinese playing soccer on the field. they seem to be playing there everyday, like dunneed to study. so good.
2. this ahma, who comes on a wheelchair at 7 with the maid to do some light walking using the support bar.
3. these 2 middle age indians, who always like to compete with me silently when i run. haha. dunno what for seriously.
4. a uncle who wears tight shirt and pants and has weird dyed hair and looks like a lecher. likes to go around talking to maids. yucked out.
5. another uncle who likes to play soccer with his dog on the field. my favourite sight.
6. a staircase at the 100m mark where alot of maids and aunties sit and chill. its like their favourite chilling staircase. haha.
7. topless oldmen stretch of benches from the 300 to 370m mark. they like to just sit there and smoke with their shirts off. i hold my breath everytime i run past that area. haha.

okay 7 is heaven. still got alot more la but aiyah sian already don't feel like saying. okay i know this is damn random but its good to be random in blog entries sometimes! value-added entertainment for my readers. hope you enjoy my randomness. haha.

aye okay. i think i'm done here. this entry took amazingly long, distracted by convos. haha.

someone please turn off the emo switch.
not enjoying this rollercoaster of emotions. but i can't seem to get you out of my mind.

SO PEOPLE. who is the sexiest and hip-pest KEEPER of the UNDERWORLD?

MEMEMEMEME :D

haha okay self praise. just came back from choir camp yesterday night and i thought it was quite a blast. but seriously not enough time for anything to happen. small group this year was like i dunno, DAMN SLACK, as compared to last year. but i think all of us did improve a little here and there, but seriously not enough. haha. details baby! need to watch the details.

anyway the games were quite fun la i think ALTHOUGH i didn't play both the day games and night games, reason being i was station master for both. for day games i was some sadistic tormenter of the body, making every group run backwards, duck walk, hop on one leg, run sideways. you guys should thank me can, i think i got help you all lose at least like what? 0.5 kg. hahaha. okay maybe not so much. and then FOR NIGHT GAMES i was KEEPER OF THE UNDERWORLD. i was dressed in my coolblue sweator with shorts and my face was powdered to the limit. plus, i had my mouth taped. lol. and in the end i managed to scare some people! although i dunno how they can get scared. idiots like yuting just couldn't stop laughing and spoiling the SCARY ATMOSPHERE i was trying to create. grrrr. but yea overall it was fun. yay!

haha and then food trail rocked too. at the charkwayteow station my group finished the entire plate in 10 secs can. thats like totallay record breaking. ran alot, ate alot, and was quite happy in the end (: liked my group alot during this camp, fun people. and of course for being so enthu about the TOTALLAY. SLUTTY. cheer. we should do it again one day. hahaha. cos..

we are..BURBERRY, tishtishtish! (:

yea so thats all i think i'm gonna say for camp. its like got too many things to say. haha. go read other blogs if you wish to find out more about the fantastic vj choir. lol.

okay so today i went back to CATHIGH to teach my TUBA SECTION. gosh they are totally in deep shit, totally the suckiest section in the band now. (hope my juniors don't chance on my blog):) haha. but yea omg i made them play one and a half hours of long tones and articulation exercises. and i think its more tiring teaching them than playing itself can. sux biggie. i do hope they remember the things i kept stressing.

aye. the golden generation has passed. lol. if you understand what i mean.

okay gonna go dawn's house later. dunno if i'm looking forward to it though. sigh. off i go for a run! seeyou guys.

hey babies! i'm back from my hiatus. though i didn't say i was going for one in the first place. haha. and its my 170th post! another blogging milestone yay.

WTF IS AMERICA DOING? why the hell did america vote sanjaya malakar into the top 12?! even singaporeans like me are pissed. haha. sundance got out omg and he's one of my favourite singers. gosh sanjaya is like the joakim of american idol, i hope he gets kicked out in the first round.

but omg this season rocks cos there's lakisha and melinda! yesterday when they sang my hair just stood. gosh they rock. if only singapore had this kinda talent. if only singapore idol could be HALF as good. haha. and i just saw paultwohill showcasing the new mrbean movie in an advert and it was shot in england! omg so lucky. will someone please sponsor me a trip there, to old trafford at least? haha. DREAM ON.

okay. hope you just enjoyed my two paragraphs of ranting. lol. anyway COMMONTESTS ARE OVER! (: i wouldn't want to comment much on the papers i just hope i PASS all of them. and if i do score well in some then i will thank god and my lucky stars. haha. i can't stand jc papers cos they last for 3 hours which is friggin long. all those who had papers in lt5 had their necks cracked at the end of each. haha. i had mine cracked too! anyway i didn't really feel any real sense of jubilation after physics today. its only commontest ONE people. longlong way to go. longlong way. friggin hell.

i dunno why but somehow i think nowadays i'm becoming more and more unrefined. its really so unlike me you know that. i keep using words like friggin and twittish phrases like suxx biggie. okay whatever! lol.

one week to play, sing and prepare for musicfest. what comes after that? RESULTS. not freaking out. just wish time could stop. just wish i had more sleep!

cos my eyes really hurt now. haha. bye people. till next time.