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    layout: lyricaltragedy
    inspiration: reversescollide
    Tuesday, May 29, 2007
    the newzealanders have flown away! went to send them at the airport, gosh i think they're gonna have so much fun. the airport is such a nostalgic place (yes i've said it a thousand times), and seeing these kinda school trips just makes me think back bout the times in sec school, italy. blah. how i wish i could turn back time and go back to those moments. i love school trips, but school trips are expensive. i mean, duh. lol.

    after that we spent an entire night at david's house playing dota, talking and err pigging out. i can't believe i ate so much yesterday! i thought i was gonna die in the morning looking at the mirror, but then Ah to my relief my fat content didn't increase that significantly. haha. oh well but i bet the pimples are gonna come out soon, thanks to the potato chips cum lack of sleep. i better go catch a nap later!

    ah shit. it hasn't even been a day.
    but i'm already missing you.

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    Sunday, May 27, 2007
    shucks i haven't updated in almost a week! and so manymany things have happened. but as usual i'm too lazy to put it all down. haha.

    spent almost the entire day pigging out at the FOOD EXPO today. it was like eating a buffet, i felt SO bloated after that. and we all came out smelling like we just got fried in a frying pan. haha. well i must say the food is really not bad! esp the taiwan sausages, dodo, taiwan snow ice, kongba, kuehpaiti. well thats most of what i ate i think? lol. and for the first time i saw fermented toufu and gosh it really smells bad! totally smells like laosai can. and someone still go buy and eat! hahaha.

    okay if you haven't gone, then you should really go. but its reallyreally crowded omg. just don't go on a sunday. haha.

    anyway, i think this morning's session was really kinda fruitful and meaningful. i mean like even though there were only 3 of them, its still great to know that there are still people who are willing to give themselves and god a chance, and give us a chance to reach out to them as well! like i said this morning, nothing feels better than being able to share the marvels and wonders of God with others.

    LOG is a transformation, for every single lucky logger! haha. lets not forget that it was god who made this transformation happen. and omg, i'm finally listening to some christian songs, after like 19849845648 years. haha. praise god? (:

    hmm this whole thing is such a mixture of emotions. now i'm starting to think, what do i even want? i mean maybe its not for me to decide as well. and somehow, i still sort of have this fear that i'll lose whatever i have now, more esp when i feel insufficient at times. i guess staying happy is great, anything more would be a blessing (:

    to yuting, jerrold and wan ting, HAVE FUN AT NZ!

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    Tuesday, May 22, 2007
    okay it totally SUCKS when you forget to bring out your wallet and your keys. i just got stuck outside my house for one and half hours because i forgot to tell my mum i wasn't coming back late anymore. SO in the end she and my dad went for prayer and i had to wait till my ass cracked sitting on the wooden bench outside. haha. i was like looking forward to going to the toilet to shit because i actually had a terrible stomachache, but in the end i hold until by the time they come back also no more. HAHA. oh well.

    shan't talk about school. shall talk about the wonderful organic vegetarian dinner me, sw, sx, zha and hp had at fortune centre. my FIRST real vegetarian meal. well actually, it didn't turn out to be that bad, although i seriously dislike eating veggies. but when i have no choice i'll just eat lol. i seemed to have no choice at that point in time. anyway we had mutton curry (realmuttonrox!) , salad prawn, plus individual plates of food. i had whore fun, which totally tasted veggie-ish. haha. i wonder how i managed to finish it!

    anyway woah we were lucky shitxz because huping's uncle and aunty suddenly popped up. and seeing huping their poor nephew not eating, his aunty immediately ordered a bowl of "la mian" for him, although his pleas for her not to were sorta incessant. haha. IN ADDITION zomg she ordered one extra plate of rojak for all of us and paid for EVERYTHING that we ate! quite ex can like almost 25 bucks i think. super nice aunty. anyway she was like saying, "ni men tuo huping de fu ba" hahah. seriously godsent.

    oh and one additional piece of information. bugis mcdonald's icecreamcone has toppled marinasquare's as the BEST islandwide! the one in bugis seriously tastes expensive lol. not like some 50 cent cheap shit. go try. trust MY judgement. haha.

    yup so new exco has been elected! and adhoc and crc are officially gonna step down tmr as well. i'm lazy to type out who's who, so go check out the exco names on other peoples blogs! oh and if you've seen penguins around the school walls, thats the new president. lol. anyway, i think this year's exco is a rather stable group. so work hard and don't let us down!

    sigh i miss the old vjchoir. when everything seemed so much nicer, so much easier, so much less stressful. i miss the old times, the old ignorant bochup but really fun times. the zainess of vjchoir MUST BE MAINTAINED! i'm not sure how we're gonna accomplish that though, or how the next batch is gonna do it.

    i've decided to go for pattaya. and i think many other yr 2s have decided to go as well! we really really need you ): if only every single parent could be understanding. sigh.

    i seriously need to do some song updating! all of you with goodywoody songs out there. please send me some! and i love chris daughtry. not in the gay way obviously. his voice rocks! haha.

    and to you, thanks (:

    out i go!

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    Saturday, May 19, 2007
    had a rather unexpectedly long choir prac today, was expecting it to end quick. but in the end we wasted to much time dragging the practice with lousy singing and all. super waste time aye.

    pattaya, or not? i really don't see how we can go there and compete when there's gonna be less that half the choir going there, or maybe slightly more. i want to go, but yet i'm worried about my studies, plus whats the point of going when the main people who you've gone through so much with aren't going? is this a choir? this is not even a choir. i don't feel any spirit. no aim, no nothing. going for the sake of going. then whats the point?

    this is totally not the case of, the spirit is willing, but the flesh is weak. more like the flesh is willing, but the spirit is weak. oh well.

    hopefully things would get sorted out real soon. otherwise more and more people are just gonna get emotional. GOD please give us a solution.

    anyway had lunch with fran, huping, may, kenny, yuting. turned out to be really a fruitful lunch with lotsa talk haha. the bus ride home was fruitful as well! at least i managed to churn out some stuff i've been keeping to myself.

    i'm really trying to figure out. there are seriously some things at this point of time in my life that are worth fighting to keep, some things which are not. which are the things which are worth my effort? i really don't know. everything i do somehow affects the other, although i try really hard to maintain a balance.

    i also don't want myself to get too emotional, too disturbed. i mean, i sorta realised maybe its not worth it. although there have been many times in the past where i've just let myself be thrown into the middle of things and sink into this emotional world of my own.

    maybe i should just learn how to let go. maybe.

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    Thursday, May 17, 2007
    sigh. i just wish i could feel secure bout this for once! its so irritating.

    i'm seriously banking on like fullday/halfday tmr. never did any of my tutorials! because i'm still in the slack mode. i probably need to start working hard soon aye.

    i feel like i have something on tmr evening but i can't remember what it is! although i've been trying to for the entire day. argh.

    IRRITATING TTM.

    off i go.

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    Wednesday, May 16, 2007
    i realise that i hate times like these, when i have to spend the entire day at home, with no one to talk to you and only having the computer and work to entertain you. its such a bad feeling aye. i think i would have been better off going to school today, loneliness sucks.

    but oh well, i've been lonely for the past 17 years of my life anyway. haha.

    SOV 2007. its finally over. but i never wanted it to be. well the concert was quite a success i guess, we got a standing ovation after our last song (though maybe for the wrong reasons), but i think we deserve it for all the hard work we've put in as a choir. from a shit choir, to a top gold with honours choir. all this wouldn't have been possible if we hadn't stuck together, and had constantly pushed each other on, with dreams flowing in our minds.

    i must say, i really feel quite lost now. because taking away vjchoir is like taking away a vital part of my life. it seems as if there's nothing to look forward to now in school, except tutorials, lectures. no more gruelling sectionals, combined practices, ugly and beautiful music. not only will i miss the singing which i'm so passionate about, but also every single choir member, who has made my jc life such a joy to live.

    its really kind of a bittersweet feeling. i initially thought i would be a broken tap (like yizha said) after yesterday's concert, but somehow, i didn't feel too sad. more of glad i guess, that we the year 2s haven't let the choir down at the end of it all, although faced with alot of pressure right from the beginning. i'm PROUD of this batch of singers, although we may not be the most united group. but somehow or another, we all know whats best for vjchoir, and we put in our best effort, no matter how tiring it can get. thats the most important thing.

    oh well what else can i say, although there's still pattaya trip, somehow i know it won't feel the same because many people aren't going to be there. people that i'm close to especially. its kind of sad, but ultimately, we do it for the choir.

    concentrate on studies, ace my A levels? hope i can keep to this daunting task. for now, the memories that this choir has given me is still, and will always be, flowing in my head.

    i LOVE VJCHOIR (:

    nomanisanisland-

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    Sunday, May 13, 2007
    YEAH BABAY! its my 200th post. yet another blogging milestone for me. hahah. but its not really my 200th since i actually have 2 old blogs. which i hope you guys NEVER FIND. lol. its embarrassing to think how to think how twittish i was in the past.

    today was just choirchoirchoir from 830am all the way to 5 plus. gah its so tiring i think i should stop singing so loud and stuff, i feel like saving my voice. my throat couldn't hold for the entire day. it was like giving way just before nelson's prac! lol. ANYWAY. nelson did a full sov run today and gosh did he GO MAD. never has he been so pissed off at one of his choirs before i think. super pmsy he was shouting like so mad dog at us. hahah. but i wasn't scared. kinda immune to scolding nowadays, and i had a feeling that nelson was just pretending to be fierce. oh well. maybe he's not? but we need to sing better from TOMORROW onwards. otherwise at this rate SOV is just gonna be a shit concert and we're gonna let down all the wonderful people who paid 21 bucks for the ticket. haha.

    but don't worry you guys, vjchoir will rise up to the occasion. that i'm quite sure of. WORKHARD!!

    its reallyreallyreallyreallyreally very sad because after SOV choir is virtually over for yr2s! no wonder they say treasure the time you have in vjchoir, because before you know it its gonna be over. and i'm gonna miss everything about this choir, the practices, the fun, the friends, the wonderful juniors. you name it! choir is like the thing i look forward to most in school. how oh how. tell me HOWW.

    please go for pattaya ): you, and you, andyouandyouandyouandyou!

    ah well dunno why i'm feeling quite energized now. but i probably should sleep soon since there's choir tmr! gah. on a sunday.

    anyway, esplanade seems to be a favourite maht/mina hangout on saturday evenings. but it was nice looking at the scenery nonetheless. but seriously, CLEAN THE RIVER. haha. stupid litterbugs.

    TAG MY TAGBOARD LAHHHH! hahaha. OUT!

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    Friday, May 11, 2007
    yay getting into the spirit of blogging once again! but my stupid blogger is still in thai for IE, so i'm using firefox now. and everything in the posting page is screwed up haha. my icons are like everywhere oh well.

    just came home from lydia's birthday party! was kinda like a posh sit down chit chat buffet kind of party, with good food, good cutlery and scenery. haha. was held on a rooftop. now i'm still fulling so full because i had 3 servings of food, on top of that the fantastic pudding and honeydew sago lol. didn't do much except to eat and hang around, taking pictures, chatting with random people. housecommers were there as well, plus manymany other people lol. had a reasonably fine time overall, except that i was steaming in my pink shirt because the rooftop is so freakin hot.

    oh anyway jeremygan sang oh my love solo. LOL. sommore the day before he tell me, you all better don't make me sing at the party. HAHA. no escape man.

    i think my throat is dying from all the excessive singing. but then again we're not gonna get any rest because there's gonna be choir prac every single day, maybe even sunday as well. this is really full time chiong SOV, but we have no choice aye. to think i actually fell asleep singing skye boat song today omg. its such a draggy song to sing over and over again! and tmr choir is at 8.30 again can so totally die already. plus there's full run with nelson in the afternoon. i can so bet we're gonna get scolded tmr. consperm soonpah.

    anyway, CHOIR PEOPLE ARE NOT YAYA OKAY. please don't have this misconception because we are so totally not arrogant and whatever. we are totally not the soccer of performing arts. please don't go listen to people who boast about vjchoir, they are like the minority. haha.

    oh yes. CONGRATULATIONS TO BAND FOR GETTING HONOURS! now we're consperm gonna have a full day lol. looking forward to it yay!

    sigh. i'm getting all tired and emo again.

    if only i could intepret things/u better. maybe it'd make things so much clearer.
    what if i'm too caught up in this world of my own?
    well, perhaps i am ):

    emoshitxz. haha. SIGH. off i go!

    Wednesday, May 09, 2007
    yay so i've got a new template! and obviously a new template can't go without a new entry. hahaha. sorry that i've been such a bum lately. feel so unmotivated to blog.

    anyway this is not gonna be a very long entry. i just want to say

    GREATJOBGUYS (: we got gold with honours!! we've done vjchoir proud, and more importantly, we haven't let ourselves down!!

    on top of that nelson told us today that we got top choir (: the only choir to go above the 90s, well into the 90s as well. our lowest score was supposedly 91? but it got taken away because the highest and lowest scores are taken away. lol.

    well its not the end! less than a week to symphonyofvoices. and i bet you guys out there are anticipating a great show. thats why all of us have gotta slug out butts out to make sure we live up to our standards. haha. ALL THE WAY!

    i'm really really really looking forward to the concert. although it'll be a super sad day because its the last concert we year 2s are gonna have ): and its been such an experience being in the choir, every single hour, min, or second. without choir, jc life wouldn't have been this meaningful. singing wouldn't have been this amazing.

    thank god for this choir. you gave me the passion, and i give back my heart to you.

    oh well. there's always an end to everything. its gonna be full speed chiong for A's after next tueday i've been telling myself. but dunno if i can do it! maybe i'll be too emo by then. haha.

    alright i'm off to bed now. I GOT GOLD FOR NAPFA YAYAYAY. my abs hurt lol. tata people (:

    Tuesday, May 01, 2007
    OMG WHY IS MY BLOGGER STILL IN THAI! i don't even understand how it can be thai in the first place lol. screwed up shit.

    had choir today from 8 all the way to 3 plus. now my throat feels like zomg. and i'm tired TTM. hahah. don't think singing is easy okay. i think singing is worse than exercising can, cos its drains you physically and mentally a hell lot. singing is a PHYSICAL ACTIVITY. nelson was like having mood swing today lol. one minute angry one minute happy. but i think we can do it! we're on our way. focus and strive on (:

    played soccer with the band people while waiting for may to finish her sectionals and stuff. why don't choir people play soccer! lol. got damn sweaty and everything after that, but soccer is hard to resist. haha.

    the evening was then spent having dinner at cartel, chatting, takingpictures and walking by the singapore river and merlion park. had a great time! its been awhile since we got a chance to do this. haha.

    HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAY!

    in your fav purple colour. great that you enjoyed yourself (:

    ah okay. NO LESSONS TMR WHOOPIE no need to do tutorial. i'm off to slack byee.