okay some selected pictures from pop. seriously TOO MANY. so here are some!
my company marching in!


this is bronco company.

during the march past. can see me not! lol.

ready....and....

THROW! POP LO! hahahaha.

parents and me.

pig & horse.

me algaemon and hooney!

SECTION 2 WOOHOO.

the whole of platoon 4!

how can we forget this picture? poster boy of NSmen. "Joy of a Recruit" HAHA KIDDING!

Labels: armypictures.

AH BLOCK LEAVE IS ENDING. oh the horror i'm gonna have to leave this civilian world again ): its damn beautiful and slack here damn it i want to stay here forever. hahaha. 3 more days!!

And it also means 3 more days left to apply for whatever uni course i want to apply for. applying for uni is seriously irritating but too bad we have no choice. haha. i'm seriously some lazy shit now rah. thinking about all the stuff i have to type out, all the courses i have to think about. kinda makes me sick. but anyway i'm getting nervous! cos time is seriously running out. i swear i'm gonna do up everything after core and service later.

okay and i officially spent like around 600 bucks since block leave started? but thats like including the 400 plus i spent on my psp. YUP i have a psp now which i don't really play a lot. but i guess its gonna keep me occupied when i'm in camp, or when i'm on the bus or whatever. haha.

anyway on a serious note. its good friday today! i think its been one of the more meaningful holy weeks i've gone through with the youth lenten program going on. i can still remember the last 2 holy weeks were quite occupied with choir, so really much less time to focus on my spirituality. but now that i am totally free, GUESS its time to concentrate. we had some event going on in the parish hall just now, and i really liked the sharings in my little group. Hmm one thing that really struck me was the part bout insecurities. bout how all of us feel insecure about many things and how we often need to prove ourselves in front of others to win their praise, just to feel more secure. AH seems relevant to me somehow.

OH and we did the washing of feet thing, and i think our feet kinda froze in the aircon. HAHA. but it was meaningful and reflective. kinda enjoyed it yup. i think its kinda good i'm getting this opportunity to step back on my faith track again, because ever since i entered the army i've been getting knocked off, time and time again. its really a constant struggle i must say, and its causing me to take God for granted at times. sigh. when is this ever gonna stop.

okay thats all for now. hopefully i blog again soon! because i bet after i go in i won't get the opportunity to blog again till after a really long time. rahhhhh. emoemo.

Labels: itsallovertonight.

this is what a call, a fresh look for a fresh beginning!

anyway i don't know why but i suddenly felt this great urge to start blogging again. well its probably because BMT (basic military training) is finally over and i'm suddenly feeling so free, coupled with the fact that i feel like i'm so bloody detached from everything else that is going on outside. so maybe blogging could be a way to keep me in touch with others! as well as myself. haha sounds a little weird i know.

and its really true when i say i feel damn degenerated nowadays because more often than not i find myself stoning omg. i didn't use to stone so much you know. my mind used to be so aliveeee and well. gosh you don't know how terrible i feel. even my socialising skills have gone down a level. and suddenly i have to keep in check certain improper language that will suddenly spurt out from my mouth. i swear this is no good. NO GOOD at all. hahaha. i need help! i need to feel alive again! i need to think!

anyway A level results are out! and i got 3As and a B for Econs. plus a D for GP, which i was initially damn sad and shocked about. but okay i managed to like let go recently, cos i realised that there was no point being depressed anyway. i guess i shouldn't complain because there are many others who didn't do as well. and its really hard when your friends do badly, because you seriously can't say anything to really console them. so i try not to say much, except, don't worry there will eventually be a way out! you can count on me for prayers. yup.

hoho and as i said earlier. BMT IS FINALLY OVER yay. 1 period of torture gone. another one coming. the 9 weeks we went through really had many ups and downs, but i guess overall, a really meaningful experience. pictures up soon! shall wait for soo to send. haha.

okay end of entry for today. YAY i blogged finally. rejoice! and tag my board please (: its totally bare!

Labels: entertheworld.

okay some selected pictures from pop. seriously TOO MANY. so here are some!
my company marching in!


this is bronco company.

during the march past. can see me not! lol.

ready....and....

THROW! POP LO! hahahaha.

parents and me.

pig & horse.

me algaemon and hooney!

SECTION 2 WOOHOO.

the whole of platoon 4!

how can we forget this picture? poster boy of NSmen. "Joy of a Recruit" HAHA KIDDING!

Labels: armypictures.

AH BLOCK LEAVE IS ENDING. oh the horror i'm gonna have to leave this civilian world again ): its damn beautiful and slack here damn it i want to stay here forever. hahaha. 3 more days!!

And it also means 3 more days left to apply for whatever uni course i want to apply for. applying for uni is seriously irritating but too bad we have no choice. haha. i'm seriously some lazy shit now rah. thinking about all the stuff i have to type out, all the courses i have to think about. kinda makes me sick. but anyway i'm getting nervous! cos time is seriously running out. i swear i'm gonna do up everything after core and service later.

okay and i officially spent like around 600 bucks since block leave started? but thats like including the 400 plus i spent on my psp. YUP i have a psp now which i don't really play a lot. but i guess its gonna keep me occupied when i'm in camp, or when i'm on the bus or whatever. haha.

anyway on a serious note. its good friday today! i think its been one of the more meaningful holy weeks i've gone through with the youth lenten program going on. i can still remember the last 2 holy weeks were quite occupied with choir, so really much less time to focus on my spirituality. but now that i am totally free, GUESS its time to concentrate. we had some event going on in the parish hall just now, and i really liked the sharings in my little group. Hmm one thing that really struck me was the part bout insecurities. bout how all of us feel insecure about many things and how we often need to prove ourselves in front of others to win their praise, just to feel more secure. AH seems relevant to me somehow.

OH and we did the washing of feet thing, and i think our feet kinda froze in the aircon. HAHA. but it was meaningful and reflective. kinda enjoyed it yup. i think its kinda good i'm getting this opportunity to step back on my faith track again, because ever since i entered the army i've been getting knocked off, time and time again. its really a constant struggle i must say, and its causing me to take God for granted at times. sigh. when is this ever gonna stop.

okay thats all for now. hopefully i blog again soon! because i bet after i go in i won't get the opportunity to blog again till after a really long time. rahhhhh. emoemo.

Labels: itsallovertonight.

this is what a call, a fresh look for a fresh beginning!

anyway i don't know why but i suddenly felt this great urge to start blogging again. well its probably because BMT (basic military training) is finally over and i'm suddenly feeling so free, coupled with the fact that i feel like i'm so bloody detached from everything else that is going on outside. so maybe blogging could be a way to keep me in touch with others! as well as myself. haha sounds a little weird i know.

and its really true when i say i feel damn degenerated nowadays because more often than not i find myself stoning omg. i didn't use to stone so much you know. my mind used to be so aliveeee and well. gosh you don't know how terrible i feel. even my socialising skills have gone down a level. and suddenly i have to keep in check certain improper language that will suddenly spurt out from my mouth. i swear this is no good. NO GOOD at all. hahaha. i need help! i need to feel alive again! i need to think!

anyway A level results are out! and i got 3As and a B for Econs. plus a D for GP, which i was initially damn sad and shocked about. but okay i managed to like let go recently, cos i realised that there was no point being depressed anyway. i guess i shouldn't complain because there are many others who didn't do as well. and its really hard when your friends do badly, because you seriously can't say anything to really console them. so i try not to say much, except, don't worry there will eventually be a way out! you can count on me for prayers. yup.

hoho and as i said earlier. BMT IS FINALLY OVER yay. 1 period of torture gone. another one coming. the 9 weeks we went through really had many ups and downs, but i guess overall, a really meaningful experience. pictures up soon! shall wait for soo to send. haha.

okay end of entry for today. YAY i blogged finally. rejoice! and tag my board please (: its totally bare!

Labels: entertheworld.