its back to school tmr. i can't believe it. why is it when we're having fun everything seems to just fly by like nothing ): sigh.

i'm having this terrible feeling within me right now, because tmr we're gonna be collecting results. and i know i'm super screwed for almost everything and i'm just gonna be super demoralised and down during the next few days (so you guys can take this opportunity to show some love to me heh) maybe i'll get over it after awhile, maybe i'll take longer this time i don't know. but oh well, i know its still A levels that counts. rah.

i've been playing like there's no tmr for the past few days until even my bodyclock has already become screwed up. didn't even sleep a wink during stayover at dawn's yesterday, so i wonder if i can even survive in school tmr. haha. seriously i think the playing has made me feel quite guilty, when people like me should be cutting short play time and studying more. i don't know. or maybe i deserve a break? haha. whatever.

this is such a whatever post AHH i'm totally blogging because i'm feeling like shit and lost and there's nobody to talk to or anything. this sux. this sux. this sux sux sux.

what can i study tmr. where do i start from. what do i do? someone tell me.

i need strength.
i need peace.

oh God. please watch over me.

Labels: itsastruggle.

its back to school tmr. i can't believe it. why is it when we're having fun everything seems to just fly by like nothing ): sigh.

i'm having this terrible feeling within me right now, because tmr we're gonna be collecting results. and i know i'm super screwed for almost everything and i'm just gonna be super demoralised and down during the next few days (so you guys can take this opportunity to show some love to me heh) maybe i'll get over it after awhile, maybe i'll take longer this time i don't know. but oh well, i know its still A levels that counts. rah.

i've been playing like there's no tmr for the past few days until even my bodyclock has already become screwed up. didn't even sleep a wink during stayover at dawn's yesterday, so i wonder if i can even survive in school tmr. haha. seriously i think the playing has made me feel quite guilty, when people like me should be cutting short play time and studying more. i don't know. or maybe i deserve a break? haha. whatever.

this is such a whatever post AHH i'm totally blogging because i'm feeling like shit and lost and there's nobody to talk to or anything. this sux. this sux. this sux sux sux.

what can i study tmr. where do i start from. what do i do? someone tell me.

i need strength.
i need peace.

oh God. please watch over me.

Labels: itsastruggle.