today's journey home was a long one. went to parkway after studying to get something, but i missed the 76 bus. haha. so from then on it was more than an hour before i got home. but now that i've got my nice walkman phone back with all the songs, gosh i do cherish these moments i have with myself. listening to songs on a long bus ride back at night certainly gives you the "i'm in another world" feeling. haha. been a long time since i've felt like that.

i've got timberlake's futuresex/lovesounds album on my phone. and i've been listening to it for so long but it wasn't till today that i realised there's an emo song in the album! not those kind of sex-ed up jiggly rhythm boombooms in like most of the other songs. but really that kind of wah, meltxzxzxz. like how guin would say. hahaha. he should seriously have more songs like that.

oh well. today i suddenly felt quite depressed. feeling as if i suddenly became very small, struggling to cope with all the shit in this world. and when i say shit i mean GP prelims which is already next monday. thinking about it just makes me sick argh. theres seriously not much time left, wonder how i'm gonna be able to finish everything. god help me.

oh and btw, i stayed in school today till 8! latest i've even stayed till for reasons other than choir this year. haha. but of course i was doing work. i think studying at night in school feels great, because there's less commotion and people and more space to yourself, physically and mentally. haha. reminds me of promo days, when i used to stay till 9 plus. well gonna start that again soon. home is such a bad place to study. for example now, when i actually am supposed to be doing my chem but still ended up blogging. haha. ah well. who cares. blogging is such a rarity nowadays anyway.

oh well, i've just been too lazy to put down my thoughts here, although i've been thinking alot about stuff recently.

ah. why did it go away so fast. i can't understand why.

till next time then (:

Labels: puteverythingaside.

today's journey home was a long one. went to parkway after studying to get something, but i missed the 76 bus. haha. so from then on it was more than an hour before i got home. but now that i've got my nice walkman phone back with all the songs, gosh i do cherish these moments i have with myself. listening to songs on a long bus ride back at night certainly gives you the "i'm in another world" feeling. haha. been a long time since i've felt like that.

i've got timberlake's futuresex/lovesounds album on my phone. and i've been listening to it for so long but it wasn't till today that i realised there's an emo song in the album! not those kind of sex-ed up jiggly rhythm boombooms in like most of the other songs. but really that kind of wah, meltxzxzxz. like how guin would say. hahaha. he should seriously have more songs like that.

oh well. today i suddenly felt quite depressed. feeling as if i suddenly became very small, struggling to cope with all the shit in this world. and when i say shit i mean GP prelims which is already next monday. thinking about it just makes me sick argh. theres seriously not much time left, wonder how i'm gonna be able to finish everything. god help me.

oh and btw, i stayed in school today till 8! latest i've even stayed till for reasons other than choir this year. haha. but of course i was doing work. i think studying at night in school feels great, because there's less commotion and people and more space to yourself, physically and mentally. haha. reminds me of promo days, when i used to stay till 9 plus. well gonna start that again soon. home is such a bad place to study. for example now, when i actually am supposed to be doing my chem but still ended up blogging. haha. ah well. who cares. blogging is such a rarity nowadays anyway.

oh well, i've just been too lazy to put down my thoughts here, although i've been thinking alot about stuff recently.

ah. why did it go away so fast. i can't understand why.

till next time then (:

Labels: puteverythingaside.