i have this great sense of fear (suddenly) within my heart, my being, my inner soul. shit its a familiar feeling. and you know whats that feeling?

the feeling of being unprepared for an exam.

AYE. i think i'm going to regret not working hard enough for everything so far. and just slacking my bum off like mad. and thinking that i'll still pull through in the end.

maybe i'm not aware of all the expectations. maybe i'm not expecting enough from myself. i know i can do it if i study, but why am i not studying hard enough! argh.

sudden burst of frustrations. sorry.

and today soo said, "i'm gonna reap what i sow (for A's) i don't care." what the hell am i gonna reap, when i haven't sown anything. well i can start to sow now, but i'm gonna need super good fertilisers and weather and conditions and commitment to make sure i reap something.

or a time machine could work as well. AHH help me.

Labels: moretimeplease.

i have this great sense of fear (suddenly) within my heart, my being, my inner soul. shit its a familiar feeling. and you know whats that feeling?

the feeling of being unprepared for an exam.

AYE. i think i'm going to regret not working hard enough for everything so far. and just slacking my bum off like mad. and thinking that i'll still pull through in the end.

maybe i'm not aware of all the expectations. maybe i'm not expecting enough from myself. i know i can do it if i study, but why am i not studying hard enough! argh.

sudden burst of frustrations. sorry.

and today soo said, "i'm gonna reap what i sow (for A's) i don't care." what the hell am i gonna reap, when i haven't sown anything. well i can start to sow now, but i'm gonna need super good fertilisers and weather and conditions and commitment to make sure i reap something.

or a time machine could work as well. AHH help me.

Labels: moretimeplease.