somehow it feels like everything around me seems to be different now.

the things i used to see, the feelings i used to feel, the stuff i used to talk about, it seems like everything has just changed. i wonder to myself, am i changed as well? maybe i am because i seem to be talking less these days. besides, it feels like i've lost quite a bit of the crappiness that i used to have.

i do miss the old me. maybe i'm being suppressed i don't know. aye.

i should just try to be less pre-occupied with certain stuff. i want to feel natural and free, again.

sigh. its another of those lonely nights.

somehow it feels like everything around me seems to be different now.

the things i used to see, the feelings i used to feel, the stuff i used to talk about, it seems like everything has just changed. i wonder to myself, am i changed as well? maybe i am because i seem to be talking less these days. besides, it feels like i've lost quite a bit of the crappiness that i used to have.

i do miss the old me. maybe i'm being suppressed i don't know. aye.

i should just try to be less pre-occupied with certain stuff. i want to feel natural and free, again.

sigh. its another of those lonely nights.