i think i've learnt something.

why would you want to hate someone, when you realise that loving that person is so much better. and you feel so much better, because hating takes alot of energy. certainly i'm not the kind that can sustain hate.

and then again, why would you want to love someone, when you realise that love is not something that might be reciprocated. and then you just fall deeper and you keep getting hurt. whats the point?

lovehate. so closely interlinked.

all i can tell myself now is.

care about CTs!

the rest, i'll just let it go.

hurrah. 10 more days to go.

i think i've learnt something.

why would you want to hate someone, when you realise that loving that person is so much better. and you feel so much better, because hating takes alot of energy. certainly i'm not the kind that can sustain hate.

and then again, why would you want to love someone, when you realise that love is not something that might be reciprocated. and then you just fall deeper and you keep getting hurt. whats the point?

lovehate. so closely interlinked.

all i can tell myself now is.

care about CTs!

the rest, i'll just let it go.

hurrah. 10 more days to go.