Sunday, January 14, 2007
i spent the entire weekends doing nothing productive and i guess i'm feeling quite bad about it.
was really in the mood just now to do something, but then i got hooked onto the day after tomorrow. but then again, now that the show is over, i feel like i'm kinda lost.
can't stop thinking about it, and each moment that passes by is just getting worse.
indeed its my greatest distraction. but what can i do about it?
i feel like i'm losing out. i'm falling out of this race.
please tell me i'm not?i always end up being in this position. in the past, now as well.
i guess its all my fault.
another emo post. what the hell is wrong with me! freak. out.