ok mahjonging session is finally over yay. and obviously it was me who won the most. AGAIN. what to do? i'm getting more pro. hahaha. no la kidding. another lucky day for me, too bad we're just playing with chips. now everyone is asleep, except zha, who is busy reading my christmas cards, cos emo me told him that i wanted to blog when he was previously using my com.

thank you jes swee soo kris for sorta making me go for mass today. i really really felt like bumming at home, plus i didn't feel really god motivated. anyway yea it was like 4 plus and it was pouring like mad outside, and me was playing minesweeper (yes again) and sorta relaxing after packing my room. then suddenly jes started talking to me, and from then onwards it was just me going on a guilt trip. haha.

so yea i really felt quite good at mass today. although i wasn't really sitting with you all. since you all decided to come late and just pangseh me and dominic infront. haha. really opened my ears to listen to the readings, the sermon, the rituals. everything. plus, i was really enjoying singing to the carols that were being sung.

then suddenly i realised, these carols that were sung had true meaning behind them. i mean, all these years of singing carols, i haven't really gone to explore into them, it was just singing for the sake of christmas. but then today my gosh, the carols were really for God.

oh holy night, the stars are brightly shining.
it is the night of our dear saviour's birth.

fall on your knees, oh hear the angel voices!
oh night divine..

i was literally singing with my eyes shut and imagining the glory of god coming down upon us, through the birth of our lord jesus christ. christmas finally had some meaning to me, and i guess this year this entire period has really given me a new experience which is much more spiritual.

silent night, holy night
darkness flies, all is bright
shepherds hear the angels sing
alleluia! hail the king!
christ the saviour is born.

i never really felt the true meaning of this song too, till the angmoh teared when she heard us carol. ahh. so touching.

then today i finally picked up my guitar again too. and i just starting strumming and singing. then i realised that singing songs makes me more emo than listening to them.

don't take to long to say,
i love you,
to the ones you love.
cos time has a habit,
of slipping away.

and i want you here tonight,
and i need you by my side,
for just,
one more moment,
for just one more moment,
with you.

ah shit i'm like typing lyrics. a very babaganoush thing to do. haha.

the moments..sigh.

treasure them while they last.

ok mahjonging session is finally over yay. and obviously it was me who won the most. AGAIN. what to do? i'm getting more pro. hahaha. no la kidding. another lucky day for me, too bad we're just playing with chips. now everyone is asleep, except zha, who is busy reading my christmas cards, cos emo me told him that i wanted to blog when he was previously using my com.

thank you jes swee soo kris for sorta making me go for mass today. i really really felt like bumming at home, plus i didn't feel really god motivated. anyway yea it was like 4 plus and it was pouring like mad outside, and me was playing minesweeper (yes again) and sorta relaxing after packing my room. then suddenly jes started talking to me, and from then onwards it was just me going on a guilt trip. haha.

so yea i really felt quite good at mass today. although i wasn't really sitting with you all. since you all decided to come late and just pangseh me and dominic infront. haha. really opened my ears to listen to the readings, the sermon, the rituals. everything. plus, i was really enjoying singing to the carols that were being sung.

then suddenly i realised, these carols that were sung had true meaning behind them. i mean, all these years of singing carols, i haven't really gone to explore into them, it was just singing for the sake of christmas. but then today my gosh, the carols were really for God.

oh holy night, the stars are brightly shining.
it is the night of our dear saviour's birth.

fall on your knees, oh hear the angel voices!
oh night divine..

i was literally singing with my eyes shut and imagining the glory of god coming down upon us, through the birth of our lord jesus christ. christmas finally had some meaning to me, and i guess this year this entire period has really given me a new experience which is much more spiritual.

silent night, holy night
darkness flies, all is bright
shepherds hear the angels sing
alleluia! hail the king!
christ the saviour is born.

i never really felt the true meaning of this song too, till the angmoh teared when she heard us carol. ahh. so touching.

then today i finally picked up my guitar again too. and i just starting strumming and singing. then i realised that singing songs makes me more emo than listening to them.

don't take to long to say,
i love you,
to the ones you love.
cos time has a habit,
of slipping away.

and i want you here tonight,
and i need you by my side,
for just,
one more moment,
for just one more moment,
with you.

ah shit i'm like typing lyrics. a very babaganoush thing to do. haha.

the moments..sigh.

treasure them while they last.