i wanted to take out my guitar to strum something, or just sing a lil. but realised its out of tune cos i haven't touched it for a very long time. then i put it aside, back in its corner, leaving it to collect dust again i guess. its like how some things you used to hold close to your heart you dropped at one point in time, and when you want it back again things just don't respond according to your wishes. ah well.

wrote 2 christmas cards ONLY. and i got tired already. i wonder how i'm going to finish all. just did a list and i have like 42! though i only have 30 cards. shall write as much as i can. sorry if you don't receive your card by christmas ): haha. i think i'll bring some to retreat tmr to chiong during free time. yes.

today's ogl training was kinda fun cos we did all the mass dances, some we did more than once. then we cheered till our voices became hoarse and till the point i still couldn't sing properly during carolling at night although having already maybe like 2 hours rest. the spirit is there i guess for me, its coming on. and i'm getting to know my og mates better! which is really something to keep me sticking to this entire thing. friends are important man seriously. hahaha. loved the sweat, the work out. at least i felt i burnt almost all of last night's steamboat buffet off? haha. yup.

going for retreat tmr so i won't be posting for awhile. there's this funny sound in my room now i'm scared ):

hope retreat will do some good for me. pray for me, whoever you are. haha.

i want you to go away my december worries.

i wanted to take out my guitar to strum something, or just sing a lil. but realised its out of tune cos i haven't touched it for a very long time. then i put it aside, back in its corner, leaving it to collect dust again i guess. its like how some things you used to hold close to your heart you dropped at one point in time, and when you want it back again things just don't respond according to your wishes. ah well.

wrote 2 christmas cards ONLY. and i got tired already. i wonder how i'm going to finish all. just did a list and i have like 42! though i only have 30 cards. shall write as much as i can. sorry if you don't receive your card by christmas ): haha. i think i'll bring some to retreat tmr to chiong during free time. yes.

today's ogl training was kinda fun cos we did all the mass dances, some we did more than once. then we cheered till our voices became hoarse and till the point i still couldn't sing properly during carolling at night although having already maybe like 2 hours rest. the spirit is there i guess for me, its coming on. and i'm getting to know my og mates better! which is really something to keep me sticking to this entire thing. friends are important man seriously. hahaha. loved the sweat, the work out. at least i felt i burnt almost all of last night's steamboat buffet off? haha. yup.

going for retreat tmr so i won't be posting for awhile. there's this funny sound in my room now i'm scared ):

hope retreat will do some good for me. pray for me, whoever you are. haha.

i want you to go away my december worries.