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    layout: lyricaltragedy
    inspiration: reversescollide
    Sunday, October 08, 2006
    i wish i knew how come things are feeling this way right now. i can't help but wonder what is being said sometimes and all, and only if things could go back the way it were. too bad it can't!

    Dear God,

    I know you're always there, no matter what i do, no matter what i say. Lord, i just want to say that i'm sorry for all the times that i've ignored you, when i sin, when i am having fun, when i am tired. I wonder how you can take care of so many people at one time and sometimes i do feel like i'm not worthy in your sight, but Lord, i know that you are watching me. You are watching me, and just hoping that i'll put everything behind, start afresh and go back to you. But Lord, its just so hard sometimes, especially when i keep falling to temptation, listening to my own excuses and succumbing to the weariness that the devil's put it me.

    All i want to say now, Lord, is just that i haven't forgotten the times when you have empowered me with you love, the times when you just rescued me from the bottom and comforted me. I haven't forgotten about all the gifts, the talents, the love you have showered upon me, my friends, my family.

    So Lord, you know that one of my greatest desires is to come back to you, and this is all i ask for in this letter. Help me Lord to come back to you, to just be in you presence, just to love you more and more each day. Nothing in this world is greater than your love Lord...Nothing...

    Thank You, God.

    Love, Your Son.