haha my blog here needs an update.

well sad to say its 38 days left to promos and i'm nowhere near promotion. so much left to study, so much left to work on. gosh i wonder how i'm going to make it. everyday is just so tiring and even by this time my eyes feel like closing and i feel like dozing off. rah. i need to start burning the midnight oil man, i must and i shall!

anyway i've decided to play for the band for family tree day. they've been really welcoming and all for the past 2 days, when i've been in and out of the band room trying to catch up on some tuba playing. haha nice feeling i get, but still abit lost in there. oh well its only till next sat. man i do hope i can live up to expectations, i'm not playing as well as i could have, but i think its still ok. I HOPE.

and SHIT! i'm freaking losing my voice, no idea why too. haven't been singing much these few days, shouldn't my voice be well rested? haha. singing in choir has been quite a challenge and i'm still kinda adjusting to the singing part, TRYING hard to improve my technicality. haha never knew there was technicality involved in singing before i joined choir. oh well.

this post has been super random. and i wish i could be closer to God for some reason. haven't been praying for the past few days, which is BAD. whats wrong with me!

argh.

lets hope this lasts.

haha my blog here needs an update.

well sad to say its 38 days left to promos and i'm nowhere near promotion. so much left to study, so much left to work on. gosh i wonder how i'm going to make it. everyday is just so tiring and even by this time my eyes feel like closing and i feel like dozing off. rah. i need to start burning the midnight oil man, i must and i shall!

anyway i've decided to play for the band for family tree day. they've been really welcoming and all for the past 2 days, when i've been in and out of the band room trying to catch up on some tuba playing. haha nice feeling i get, but still abit lost in there. oh well its only till next sat. man i do hope i can live up to expectations, i'm not playing as well as i could have, but i think its still ok. I HOPE.

and SHIT! i'm freaking losing my voice, no idea why too. haven't been singing much these few days, shouldn't my voice be well rested? haha. singing in choir has been quite a challenge and i'm still kinda adjusting to the singing part, TRYING hard to improve my technicality. haha never knew there was technicality involved in singing before i joined choir. oh well.

this post has been super random. and i wish i could be closer to God for some reason. haven't been praying for the past few days, which is BAD. whats wrong with me!

argh.

lets hope this lasts.