for the past 4 or 5 days i had lost contact with god, i totally didn't feel like going for mass, praying, didn't even feel like acknowledging his prescence in my life. i've been distracted by so many things, choir, computer, friends, tv, it just doesn't make things better. well anyway today's sunday again and indeed it was a chance for me to get back. because living life without god truly sucks, and when everything is going wrong, it's just so comforting to know that there's someone looking out for you.

coincidentally today's session told us to think back, think back about his love all around us. kinda appropriate for me, and somehow i was thinking it was all planned by him. he's calling me back, for i had stepped out of the right path. session felt good, well at least i had the chance to experience god, in a small way. he's done many things for me and i know it, but sometimes i just fail to remember it is not by my own might alone. oh well, thank god for today, kinda feelin bit shitty and tired now, no soccer to cheer me up. oh well, i need to FEEL GOD more in my life. FEEL GOD, yes. hope i have better days this week. last week of sch, yippee.

on a good note, SOO HAS A NEW HAIRCUT! now from some ugly looking horse he's turned into some cute little..pony? hahah. but yea he's BETTER LOOKING NOW. stay that way dude. :D that's all for today folks!

for the past 4 or 5 days i had lost contact with god, i totally didn't feel like going for mass, praying, didn't even feel like acknowledging his prescence in my life. i've been distracted by so many things, choir, computer, friends, tv, it just doesn't make things better. well anyway today's sunday again and indeed it was a chance for me to get back. because living life without god truly sucks, and when everything is going wrong, it's just so comforting to know that there's someone looking out for you.

coincidentally today's session told us to think back, think back about his love all around us. kinda appropriate for me, and somehow i was thinking it was all planned by him. he's calling me back, for i had stepped out of the right path. session felt good, well at least i had the chance to experience god, in a small way. he's done many things for me and i know it, but sometimes i just fail to remember it is not by my own might alone. oh well, thank god for today, kinda feelin bit shitty and tired now, no soccer to cheer me up. oh well, i need to FEEL GOD more in my life. FEEL GOD, yes. hope i have better days this week. last week of sch, yippee.

on a good note, SOO HAS A NEW HAIRCUT! now from some ugly looking horse he's turned into some cute little..pony? hahah. but yea he's BETTER LOOKING NOW. stay that way dude. :D that's all for today folks!