yes the sad truth is, i've come to another time of my life when i have to see friends leave. well it's not an easy thing to accept when it first comes to you, but at the end of it all we'll all still come to terms with it, i hope. ok at least i think i will, but its still abit saddening, having already forged really pleasant friendships over the past month, only to see them getting broken up, never to know whether they'll ever come alive again.

funny thing is through this experience i've gone closer to god once again. once you get to know him better, you just can't do without him. its like i haven't been really close to him these few days and every morning i just wake up feeling abit lost. all the other joys in life are only short lived, but the joy that can come from god is long lasting, fulfilling and satisfying. touching, to know that there's someone who can give you comfort, strength. someone who'll always be there to listen to you. i hope god guides me along during this period of time, through my friendships, my struggles, my studies. everything. pray he guides my friends along too.

valentines day! first time i've ever had a valentine's day atmosphere in school. can't really expect anything in a boys school, we just don't have passion for each other. haha. song dedications, flowers, chocolates, love in the air. wahhhh makes my hair stand. haha no la kidding. in fact it makes me feel even more welcome in vj. i think i'm getting to like this school even more! just hope that i get to meet even more people! i just like being sociable. haha.

and lord we want to lift your name on high
and lord we want to thank you for the works you've done in our lives
and lord we trust in your unfailing love
for you alone are god eternal
throughout earth and heaven above.

was singing during my bath. love it, love god! (:

OK i have decided to update MY blog MYSELF. so stupid rice can't say anything and so that von can't take advantage of me anymore. hahaha. kidding. i think i'll update more often from now on, so that at least next time i can look back at my blog entries and laugh at all the crap i've blogged about. haha. everytime i will have something to say! but i always end up doing something else. THIS BLOG WILL BE ALIVE. IT WILL. haha

alright what day is it today? oh yea friday. 1 week(supposedly) before O's results are out. its getting freakier by the moment, and everytime i think of what i'll get my heart would start beating faster and all. what if i don't get below ten points!! that'll be horrific. then i'll have to make LOTS of decisions. i hate making decisions, and i don't know what it'll be like at other places. vjc seems like one place i can adapt to over time, ultimately its the jc that fits your personality that matters. no point listening to what others might have to say about all the other jcs, they might seem nice for them, but might not for you. oh well.

okay now to cny, it was nice i guess? once again all my relatives are starting to say how different i look this year and all, how they find it impossible to recognise me on the street blah blah. i mean, its nice to hear them say things like that, but its damn paiseh also. and my mum has to like make it worse, since she's so "proud" of me. kept telling others how tall i am now, comparing me to my uncles and all. rahhh. WHY. haha. oh well i think at the end of it all i got bout $570++ worth of angpao money, more than last year! happyhappy(: however, not all things went well, cos my mum got into an accident. felt giddy, blacked out, swerved 2 rounds from first lane to last, hit a car, missed a tree, and WHAM into the drain. sounds fairytalish, but i think it did happen. haha. NOW NO MORE CAR TO SEND ME TO SCHOOL! means i have to wake up super early for choir on sats. rah.

x country was on wednesday. i thought it kinda rocked, well at least better than the x country of cat high. i came in 149th out of the dunno what 800+ guys in vjc? not bad for a guy like me i guess. told hoon and soo and josh i was aiming for top 100 though, didn't make it. but then i did help 06S64 (yes my very fit class) to win the inter ct award!! we got a HUGE trophy and a HUGE but yucky hamper for it, well yea at least i felt proud. haha. oh yea munhou won a 30% jean yip discount voucher from lucky draw too! haha dunno how he's going to spend it. go for slimming and facial! haha.

CHOIR. ok i like to sing, but somehow choir is getting abit boring with all the funny funny weird weird songs. practices are longggg too! i actually rmb telling myself not to spend too much time on cca, since band in sec school was totally like, super time draining. oh well, i'll just have to continue for the next 2 years i guess (unless i don't stay in vjc). AT LEAST i'm not in dance. haha. i can't dance! but i can entertain. IT'S DIFFERENT. GET IT? haha. oh yea! i joined music fest solo vocal too, kinda like did it in a moment of impulse. well, too late to turn back now. I'll just have to give it a go. just hope i don't embarrass myself during auditions ): haha.

well okay i realised my entry today isn't really that interesting. i shall try to blog more about GOD as time goes on. cya peeps.

yay!! i got special permission to invade this bum's blog. can u believe he actually has to check what his password is. but muaha. i know him. he'll be too lazy to change it so i have free access to invade all i want. -evil laughs- so i, the mystery person, is here to tell u all abt what a pig oliver lee is. there is just no other way to describe him. he's a pig!! [i hope u're proud of tt] i have been qwite out of touch with this friend lately, but then again, the leopard never changes its spots. he's online most of the time, doing god knows what, watching tv and hw [whoever does hw in front of the com??] but never bothers to update. and i thought guys can't multi-task. people like me have to keep up with his hectic lifestyle. which also makes this blog completely useless. so anyway, heard he won money from cny's gambling. so there! one alphabet here, one dollar. haha. increasing interest for subsequent posts. but i still think your 'fans' want to hear from you personally. and they'll start asking you to update again. so ya. ok, done my job. (=

yes the sad truth is, i've come to another time of my life when i have to see friends leave. well it's not an easy thing to accept when it first comes to you, but at the end of it all we'll all still come to terms with it, i hope. ok at least i think i will, but its still abit saddening, having already forged really pleasant friendships over the past month, only to see them getting broken up, never to know whether they'll ever come alive again.

funny thing is through this experience i've gone closer to god once again. once you get to know him better, you just can't do without him. its like i haven't been really close to him these few days and every morning i just wake up feeling abit lost. all the other joys in life are only short lived, but the joy that can come from god is long lasting, fulfilling and satisfying. touching, to know that there's someone who can give you comfort, strength. someone who'll always be there to listen to you. i hope god guides me along during this period of time, through my friendships, my struggles, my studies. everything. pray he guides my friends along too.

valentines day! first time i've ever had a valentine's day atmosphere in school. can't really expect anything in a boys school, we just don't have passion for each other. haha. song dedications, flowers, chocolates, love in the air. wahhhh makes my hair stand. haha no la kidding. in fact it makes me feel even more welcome in vj. i think i'm getting to like this school even more! just hope that i get to meet even more people! i just like being sociable. haha.

and lord we want to lift your name on high
and lord we want to thank you for the works you've done in our lives
and lord we trust in your unfailing love
for you alone are god eternal
throughout earth and heaven above.

was singing during my bath. love it, love god! (:

OK i have decided to update MY blog MYSELF. so stupid rice can't say anything and so that von can't take advantage of me anymore. hahaha. kidding. i think i'll update more often from now on, so that at least next time i can look back at my blog entries and laugh at all the crap i've blogged about. haha. everytime i will have something to say! but i always end up doing something else. THIS BLOG WILL BE ALIVE. IT WILL. haha

alright what day is it today? oh yea friday. 1 week(supposedly) before O's results are out. its getting freakier by the moment, and everytime i think of what i'll get my heart would start beating faster and all. what if i don't get below ten points!! that'll be horrific. then i'll have to make LOTS of decisions. i hate making decisions, and i don't know what it'll be like at other places. vjc seems like one place i can adapt to over time, ultimately its the jc that fits your personality that matters. no point listening to what others might have to say about all the other jcs, they might seem nice for them, but might not for you. oh well.

okay now to cny, it was nice i guess? once again all my relatives are starting to say how different i look this year and all, how they find it impossible to recognise me on the street blah blah. i mean, its nice to hear them say things like that, but its damn paiseh also. and my mum has to like make it worse, since she's so "proud" of me. kept telling others how tall i am now, comparing me to my uncles and all. rahhh. WHY. haha. oh well i think at the end of it all i got bout $570++ worth of angpao money, more than last year! happyhappy(: however, not all things went well, cos my mum got into an accident. felt giddy, blacked out, swerved 2 rounds from first lane to last, hit a car, missed a tree, and WHAM into the drain. sounds fairytalish, but i think it did happen. haha. NOW NO MORE CAR TO SEND ME TO SCHOOL! means i have to wake up super early for choir on sats. rah.

x country was on wednesday. i thought it kinda rocked, well at least better than the x country of cat high. i came in 149th out of the dunno what 800+ guys in vjc? not bad for a guy like me i guess. told hoon and soo and josh i was aiming for top 100 though, didn't make it. but then i did help 06S64 (yes my very fit class) to win the inter ct award!! we got a HUGE trophy and a HUGE but yucky hamper for it, well yea at least i felt proud. haha. oh yea munhou won a 30% jean yip discount voucher from lucky draw too! haha dunno how he's going to spend it. go for slimming and facial! haha.

CHOIR. ok i like to sing, but somehow choir is getting abit boring with all the funny funny weird weird songs. practices are longggg too! i actually rmb telling myself not to spend too much time on cca, since band in sec school was totally like, super time draining. oh well, i'll just have to continue for the next 2 years i guess (unless i don't stay in vjc). AT LEAST i'm not in dance. haha. i can't dance! but i can entertain. IT'S DIFFERENT. GET IT? haha. oh yea! i joined music fest solo vocal too, kinda like did it in a moment of impulse. well, too late to turn back now. I'll just have to give it a go. just hope i don't embarrass myself during auditions ): haha.

well okay i realised my entry today isn't really that interesting. i shall try to blog more about GOD as time goes on. cya peeps.

yay!! i got special permission to invade this bum's blog. can u believe he actually has to check what his password is. but muaha. i know him. he'll be too lazy to change it so i have free access to invade all i want. -evil laughs- so i, the mystery person, is here to tell u all abt what a pig oliver lee is. there is just no other way to describe him. he's a pig!! [i hope u're proud of tt] i have been qwite out of touch with this friend lately, but then again, the leopard never changes its spots. he's online most of the time, doing god knows what, watching tv and hw [whoever does hw in front of the com??] but never bothers to update. and i thought guys can't multi-task. people like me have to keep up with his hectic lifestyle. which also makes this blog completely useless. so anyway, heard he won money from cny's gambling. so there! one alphabet here, one dollar. haha. increasing interest for subsequent posts. but i still think your 'fans' want to hear from you personally. and they'll start asking you to update again. so ya. ok, done my job. (=