BACK from confirmation retreat! Man the 3 days flew past like nobody's business, it really ended too quickly, for me at least. haha. What can i say bout it? it was truly an unforgettable 3 days. Besides the stupid mosquitos who gave me many scars for remembrance plus the suaning (which was totally directed at the wrong guy), everything else was good. eh no not good. but fabulous, marvellous, you name it.

I think all the loggers and yviners and msciers should know what happened la, so i shan't describe much. i just wanna thank a few ppl, starting with my group consisting of CONSTANCE, JUDE, JUSTIN, JOAN and JEROME. thanks for journeying with me all this while, you have been great people! feel so blessed. yup. next, thanks to the confirmants in my group! SEAN, JASON, CHRIS, SIMEON, NOEL, VANESSA, KAT and CLARA. though you guys most probably won't be able to see this, thank you for giving me the encouragement to perservere through your participation, sharings and INTEREST in god. love you ppl so much. finally. the one person i would never forget to thank and SHOULDN'T forget to thank. J-E-S-U-S! only in this camp did i finally realise how much he has changed me. how much he has helped in making the me of today. and oh am i so touched.

I've been crying for 2 consecutive days. That's good or bad i dunno. haha. first was sunday morning, when the ppl received the letters from their parents. really reminded me of the time i received from my parents. so cry and cry. then saw jessica and simeon comforting each other again, it was so damn touching that i continued crying again. blah. experience god's love through your parents! haha. then second time was this morninn. today i had my A maths mock exam! thank god it was good. yea so last night i was reallay reallay shagged cos the previous night was spent writing fuzzies and praising god. YES praising god. haha. yea but anyway, i needed to sleep a lil, so i slept at 8 and asked my mum to wake me at 9. GUESS WHAT, she set my alarm at 4am. SO good old me woke up at 4am, looking at the clock, i got so freaked out that i started to tremble. nono not that tremble, but literally shaking with fear. i'm like how how? A maths exam in a few hours and i haven't started! so i calmed down and prayed to jesus, but he didn't seem to be answering me! i'm like sitting at my desk looking at my notes, mumbling, "jesus jesus jesus jesus jesus" but my mind is like somewhere else in never never land. thinking of someone, something else.

Then suddenly i had this prompting to read my warm fuzzies before i OFFICIALLY start. and read i did. then when i came to jude's warm fuzzie, as i read the words, this sudden calmness suddenly came over me. and my heart felt moved, someone was warming it up. someone. "wow! praise god! look at who you have become.....and look at how the holy spirit has transformed you..." totally struck me. then suddenly i burst into tears, and exclaimed with the words, "i love you jesus!" i just felt that i needed to share this. it's just so funny, yet so touching, that he actually gave me a wake up call. jesus is god. i repeat. he is god.

Well i've said what i wanted to say. i have to stop now! sadly...i haven't been doing anything productive for the past 2 hours, thanks to the TV and DOTA. DAMN. stupid distractions. haha k bye people and continue to tag!! god blesss!!!

BACK from confirmation retreat! Man the 3 days flew past like nobody's business, it really ended too quickly, for me at least. haha. What can i say bout it? it was truly an unforgettable 3 days. Besides the stupid mosquitos who gave me many scars for remembrance plus the suaning (which was totally directed at the wrong guy), everything else was good. eh no not good. but fabulous, marvellous, you name it.

I think all the loggers and yviners and msciers should know what happened la, so i shan't describe much. i just wanna thank a few ppl, starting with my group consisting of CONSTANCE, JUDE, JUSTIN, JOAN and JEROME. thanks for journeying with me all this while, you have been great people! feel so blessed. yup. next, thanks to the confirmants in my group! SEAN, JASON, CHRIS, SIMEON, NOEL, VANESSA, KAT and CLARA. though you guys most probably won't be able to see this, thank you for giving me the encouragement to perservere through your participation, sharings and INTEREST in god. love you ppl so much. finally. the one person i would never forget to thank and SHOULDN'T forget to thank. J-E-S-U-S! only in this camp did i finally realise how much he has changed me. how much he has helped in making the me of today. and oh am i so touched.

I've been crying for 2 consecutive days. That's good or bad i dunno. haha. first was sunday morning, when the ppl received the letters from their parents. really reminded me of the time i received from my parents. so cry and cry. then saw jessica and simeon comforting each other again, it was so damn touching that i continued crying again. blah. experience god's love through your parents! haha. then second time was this morninn. today i had my A maths mock exam! thank god it was good. yea so last night i was reallay reallay shagged cos the previous night was spent writing fuzzies and praising god. YES praising god. haha. yea but anyway, i needed to sleep a lil, so i slept at 8 and asked my mum to wake me at 9. GUESS WHAT, she set my alarm at 4am. SO good old me woke up at 4am, looking at the clock, i got so freaked out that i started to tremble. nono not that tremble, but literally shaking with fear. i'm like how how? A maths exam in a few hours and i haven't started! so i calmed down and prayed to jesus, but he didn't seem to be answering me! i'm like sitting at my desk looking at my notes, mumbling, "jesus jesus jesus jesus jesus" but my mind is like somewhere else in never never land. thinking of someone, something else.

Then suddenly i had this prompting to read my warm fuzzies before i OFFICIALLY start. and read i did. then when i came to jude's warm fuzzie, as i read the words, this sudden calmness suddenly came over me. and my heart felt moved, someone was warming it up. someone. "wow! praise god! look at who you have become.....and look at how the holy spirit has transformed you..." totally struck me. then suddenly i burst into tears, and exclaimed with the words, "i love you jesus!" i just felt that i needed to share this. it's just so funny, yet so touching, that he actually gave me a wake up call. jesus is god. i repeat. he is god.

Well i've said what i wanted to say. i have to stop now! sadly...i haven't been doing anything productive for the past 2 hours, thanks to the TV and DOTA. DAMN. stupid distractions. haha k bye people and continue to tag!! god blesss!!!